The old me used to say
The pain wouldn’t go away,
The present me though….
Well he still thinks that way,
I just hope the future me is a bit better,
I hope you have healed sooner than later,
Feb 9, 2023
Feb 9, 2023 at 1:26 AM UTC
The thing is I can’t sleep,
I can’t even eat,
You left… and you brought with you all of me,
I don’t understand still,
Why we had to end
The world seems a little gray,
Ever since you left
Feb 9, 2023
Feb 9, 2023 at 1:25 AM UTC
Frozen in time
Will be for the moments we shared,
Forever stuck in that time
Is our love as well
And with all the changes in our lives
I can look back and see
That once there was love
Between you and me,
Feb 9, 2023
Feb 9, 2023 at 1:22 AM UTC
Growing up, I have understood the pain of forgetting,
Forgetting the small task you have to do,
Forgetting the responsibilities daily life has in store for you,
Forgetting to relax once in a while as the day goes by,
The pain of forgetting things like your keys,
Struggling everytime you have to deal with these,
But its more of an inconvinience really,
True pain isn't the small things that happen daily,
The pain of forgetting your passion in life,
As the hands of the clock turn and time passes,
Losing the dreams you once had and that smile so bright,
As you try to fit in with everyone amongst the masses,
The pain of trying out the things you used to like,
Finding out it doesn't excite like those days,
And you spiral to a downward hill of thinking how it used to be,
Trying to live your life through the daydreams in your mind,
Forgetting the old you that used to be happy,
The times where you can be true tou yourself,
The pain of living life by just powering through,
Living life with no idea now what to do.
Apr 29, 2022
Apr 29, 2022 at 4:43 PM UTC
And I continue to wonder if things will eventually get better,
But my mind just go wild and staying calm keeps getting harder,
So i just try to keep myself busy and try not to think about any of this,
To keep my sanity I've learned that ignorance is bliss
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 1:24 PM UTC
She didn't mean it, it's just im not her type,
It's just unfortunate that in this battle, i cannot fight,
For she was living in a different world, that I can only glimpse on,
Making my feelings something unrequited, not destined to live on,
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 6:17 AM UTC
And suddenly you wake up feeling less,
Like your whole life has become a mess,
Like everything just starts to feel dragged,
You can't find the right words to say,you feel gagged,
It's like your whole world has become a shade darker,
As the clock ticks and but time doesn't feel like its moving either,
Everything around just doesn't feel right,
And the sight of her face stings ever so slight,
And suddenly, I remember the reason for my melancholy ,
The reason for this constant feeling of misery,
It was the realization of that the happiness I long for can never be for me,
I suddenly realized that I can't be happy in this bittersweet reality
Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 1:13 PM UTC
No no, I'mm fine, it's just that the tears in my eyes do sting,
No no, I'm alright, it's just that my cries are a little to often,
No no, I'm okay, it's just that lately everythings just become heavy,
No no, I'm still good, I just have to leave behind these excess baggage
Aug 15, 2019
Aug 15, 2019 at 4:15 AM UTC
Let's hit that reset button,
Give it another chance,
Stop my time from moving on,
Let me enter an eternal trance,
To come back as someone better,
Someone a little bit happier,
Someone that can smile with ease
Someone better than me please.
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 1:11 PM UTC
"Pain is a weapon from a broken heart,
A reason to change when things have fallen apart,
Or it may simply be a force to make you wake up
And accept that sometimes, you're just not enough"
Aug 12, 2019
Aug 12, 2019 at 9:46 AM UTC