Im sorry im a piece of **** Always stressing you. Your a free bird. A free sea bird. Meant to fly high and travel far. You're destiny is far greater than mine. You're meant for better things. I don't deserve you. I hope one day you spread your wings and fly like the beautiful yellow bird you are......
You're a gift from god. Or someone up above. I've held you down for to long......
So I set you free, my butterfly baby. Im so ****** up, I can't live in those world. Im meant for outer space. A dark and cold and deep place.... for my soul to rest... I'll never be what you think I am. I'll never be your strong man.
Im sorry for all the writing. I've just lost myself in the sorrow of what I've become.
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 2:42 AM UTC
A space seemed to be filled. With what? Who knows?
It's not me.
Inside my head.
A demon it might be?
I'm not sure.
Doubtful in myself, yet hopeful for everyone else.
Split down the middle, between love and hate.
Wandering while wasting away.
Shadowed in my own shame.
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 5:01 PM UTC
Forever lingering on the cusp of Love and Hate, within myself.
Forever searching in the abyss, in everyone.
To see which ones deep and dark like mine.
Why feel anything at all if, at any moment, it, your life, your love, everything, is subject to change at the drop of a pen, at the blink of an eye, at the flutter of a doves feather. Forever is a lie.. A lie told with first loves or friendships. The only thing that is constant is death........
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 4:51 PM UTC
There are many things that have stayed forever true.
In music.
Music.
Has supported us, brightened us, strengthened us, moved us.
Most importantly, it has pushed us.
Some to our ends....................................................................................................
Some to our beginnings........^....^.......^.....^....^...^....^.....^..^.^..^..^^^^^^^^^^
Music has away of bringing us all together, no matter the weather.
One thing is true to me you can't take the love outta the blues.
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 4:45 PM UTC
I said I need someone.
I said I need someone to bring me water from the sun.
Someone to bring me fulfillment.
Someone I can be still with.
Is there water on the sun?
Or am I dreaming up, some ****** babble ********
The Talking Heads once side "There is water at the bottom of the ocean"
So why can't there be water in the center of the sun?
Questions? Forever to linger in thee abyss of my mind.
Answers? Forever to seek out thee ending.
Knowledge? Forever realizing that everything and everyone.
ARE ONLY TEMPORARY.....
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 4:38 PM UTC
Let it go.
Free yourself.
Don't be stepped on.
Any longer.
Be real.
Be raw.
Be honest.
Not only to others but, be fully honest to yourself.
Be aware, always.
Be strong, always.
And no that the moment is in the here and now.
Not tomorrow.
Not next week.
Now.
Right now.
Just be.
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 3:55 PM UTC
Judge not, before you fool yourself.
Everyone feels.
What they so despreatly try to show.
Explain all that you can.
Waste the precious air that is still free.
For now.
Never fear that the adventures will end.
Always think of how another one is soon to begin.
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 3:52 PM UTC
To break the chains.
Chains holding us down.
Downing and drowning in all we can.
To escape.
The fear we have.
Question everything.
Everything and anything.
That does not give you some sort of a release.
An escape......
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 3:47 PM UTC
To breathe fire into your life.
To see love light your life.
To be love.
To be growth.
To be forever passionate.
For all the beauty that is needed.
Is.
Simpily.
All.
Around.
Us.
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 2:45 AM UTC
The first page of the story. Tells you nothing of how it will end.
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 2:42 AM UTC