Three times
The mice have followed me
Into the woods
Deep into the forest
Where they deny me any more sanity
Because three times
They have followed me
Into darkness
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 12:40 AM UTC
Through reluctant times
I am traveling
The unknown is not so mysterious
For I can now see it
Yet the reason why I still travel
Is unclear
And eating at my skin
Nov 9, 2019
Nov 9, 2019 at 12:39 AM UTC
Why can't they just treat me like a human
And not some fascinating machine
That can provide great mystery and
Something to ease the loneliness
I exist and I exist with a heart
One that can be hurt more than
It already is
Why can't God stop trying to reach out
And teach me lessons
With all the people who do this to me
Why can't I be left alone
And experience something I'd like
Something new
And something that won't arise my
Terribly uncomfortable
Suspicions.
May 5, 2019
May 5, 2019 at 3:08 PM UTC
When I leave myself to be
The silence consumes me
And all my fears
Turn into dust
That can fill my lungs
At any moment
When I don't say a word
The loudness becomes absurd
And all my fears
Devour the moment
That is meant to be cherished
Each and every time
May 4, 2019
May 4, 2019 at 3:55 PM UTC
it would be beautifully tragic
to share a moment
so intense
so cinematic
and so open
with someone
you will never talk to again
and for that it would be tragic
but knowing them
and them knowing you
after your inner thoughts
you could never tell yourself
has been spoken
would be even more tragic
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 6:51 PM UTC
sometimes people make me sick
because they expect so much
and do so little for themselves
to stay and see that life can be beautiful
with people who are interesting
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 12:43 AM UTC
Sometimes
You stumble into a disaster
waiting to happen
you know it will
and you know it does
feel good only for the moment
Apr 27, 2019
Apr 27, 2019 at 2:14 PM UTC
would relish greatly the clinging of friends
in a moment of darkness
and loneliness
clinging so much
that i forgot who i am
and what i deserve
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 12:27 AM UTC
Sometimes
People do not care
They leave you alone
When you need someone the most
Sometimes
People do not care
That you are sad
And need a friend
To laugh, to cry, and to feel someone near
Sometimes
People say "there is no way no one cares"
about how you are doing
and who you are
People say that
because they can't relate
that sometimes people do not care
and sometimes
it's often that they don't
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 11:24 PM UTC
disappearing
into a dream
where nothing is as it seems
because its rigged in my favor
disappearing
to escape the danger
that everyday brings
leaving all those behind
who sparkle and shine
only because i was there
Mar 17, 2019
Mar 17, 2019 at 11:17 PM UTC