Veshalyamoriee - Hello Poetry

I feel safe in your arms, fooled by your charms. You made me feels like I was worth every hour. You built me up higher than any tower. Now I tear myself down every minute thinking about you in it. Let me be wifey Kissing you thinking about this how life be. I’m scared to let you in. Welcome you into the wolves dean. We can play pretend, live in sin, but let’s be real your gonna hurt me in the end.

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Nov 10, 2019

Nov 10, 2019 at 12:43 PM UTC

Could of fooled me

I feel safe in your arms, fooled by your charms. You made me feels like I was worth every hour. You built me up higher than any tower. Now I tear myself down every minute thinking about you in it. Let me be wifey Kissing you thinking about this how life be. I’m scared to let you in. Welcome you into the wolves dean. We can play pretend, live in sin, but let’s be real your gonna hurt me in the end.

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I let my eyes glaze over, I wish somebody would of told her. Hurt people, hurt people. Say a little prayer Mrs. Aretha. Every dog has his day. Manipulation is a way. Control my mind, you captured my soul. I fall in love to quickly.

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Nov 4, 2019

Nov 4, 2019 at 8:09 PM UTC

I really did it to myself.

I let my eyes glaze over, I wish somebody would of told her. Hurt people, hurt people. Say a little prayer Mrs. Aretha. Every dog has his day. Manipulation is a way. Control my mind, you captured my soul. I fall in love to quickly.

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I fantasize about you an I. Letting imagination take the forefront when Realization hits you. You can only fantasize about someone so long. You find your self in to deep with out hope to resuscitate. Your eyes dilate an by then, Your hearts already stopped. Then you bleed, dying of a bleeding heart.. excitement gleams your eyes. With shinning bright lights echoing your slow demise. Your love never diminishes. Feeling blue imagining my hands all over you. Clinging to the past ghost of ex communications. Me curious of the past relations. I’m jealous of a stranger. My heart beats so fast I get cold sweats thinking about it. My chest tightens an I’m afraid. So I run away, pushing all spectators down. I’m so quite ill never make a sound. I will never be in your hyper beams with brown eyes that gleam. An will go to extra extremes to hide it. I want to be your space ship.

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May 30, 2019

May 30, 2019 at 4:10 AM UTC

Will I ever be your space ship?

I fantasize about you an I. Letting imagination take the forefront when Realization hits you. You can only fantasize about someone so long. You find your self in to deep with out hope to resuscitate. Your eyes dilate an by then, Your hearts already stopped. Then you bleed, dying of a bleeding heart.. excitement gleams your eyes. With shinning bright lights echoing your slow demise. Your love never diminishes. Feeling blue imagining my hands all over you. Clinging to the past ghost of ex communications. Me curious of the past relations. I’m jealous of a stranger. My heart beats so fast I get cold sweats thinking about it. My chest tightens an I’m afraid. So I run away, pushing all spectators down. I’m so quite ill never make a sound. I will never be in your hyper beams with brown eyes that gleam. An will go to extra extremes to hide it. I want to be your space ship.

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Your all I ever wanted. Feelings left in the past but I still feel haunted. Your ghost weighs upon my soul my heart on a mission with one goal. Desperate to cling to love that will never fulfill me. Because I was never enough.

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May 30, 2019

May 30, 2019 at 4:06 AM UTC

My past love haunts my soul.

Your all I ever wanted. Feelings left in the past but I still feel haunted. Your ghost weighs upon my soul my heart on a mission with one goal. Desperate to cling to love that will never fulfill me. Because I was never enough.

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Token me with a crumb of affection I wonder if God’s teaching me a lesson. Burn me an lay me to dust. Will I ever revel myself. Even in good health I break out in cold sweats. Find my self with short breaths. Addicted to you like a crack head on **** With little to any satisfaction left. Will you reject me. That hurts me to the core. Will you try to use me like a common whore will I become a bore. You don’t even see my efforts. My heart turns me colder. My mouth become even bolder. Mind set on prize clothed in the weirdest design. With one plan to make you mine.

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May 30, 2019

May 30, 2019 at 4:03 AM UTC

I’m to scared to reveal my feeling to you.

Token me with a crumb of affection I wonder if God’s teaching me a lesson. Burn me an lay me to dust. Will I ever revel myself. Even in good health I break out in cold sweats. Find my self with short breaths. Addicted to you like a crack head on **** With little to any satisfaction left. Will you reject me. That hurts me to the core. Will you try to use me like a common whore will I become a bore. You don’t even see my efforts. My heart turns me colder. My mouth become even bolder. Mind set on prize clothed in the weirdest design. With one plan to make you mine.

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My heart pangs to the light hums from the soundless abyss. Waiting to Ponce without thought my tongue sharper than any knife. You ignite a fire in me that burn hotter than the seven suns. Makes me want to run away. I feel my blood drip in my hands from my beating heart contracting, making demands. I sometimes dream of better times where I knew who you where an you’ve know of my existence. I wish you finally see what you had been missing. My heart feels like he’s been served on a platter. She acts like nothing else matters. I burn with a hate that makes bile taste like a cupcakes. In this wake I’ve decided that love an loss matter nothing to the victor unless you have spoils. An I’ve spoiled you with affections that doesn’t equate to the fate you’ve decided for us both. My hate is one that simmers till the *** over flows. An with that I wash away all my woes. Baptized in the blood of my enemies. Reverent rides the waves with daggers found on any spades. With a knife in my back I’ve decided I’d rather die than cry. At this point there no reason to even say goodbye.

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May 6, 2019

May 6, 2019 at 4:23 PM UTC

He’s ******* the pool boy

My heart pangs to the light hums from the soundless abyss. Waiting to Ponce without thought my tongue sharper than any knife. You ignite a fire in me that burn hotter than the seven suns. Makes me want to run away. I feel my blood drip in my hands from my beating heart contracting, making demands. I sometimes dream of better times where I knew who you where an you’ve know of my existence. I wish you finally see what you had been missing. My heart feels like he’s been served on a platter. She acts like nothing else matters. I burn with a hate that makes bile taste like a cupcakes. In this wake I’ve decided that love an loss matter nothing to the victor unless you have spoils. An I’ve spoiled you with affections that doesn’t equate to the fate you’ve decided for us both. My hate is one that simmers till the *** over flows. An with that I wash away all my woes. Baptized in the blood of my enemies. Reverent rides the waves with daggers found on any spades. With a knife in my back I’ve decided I’d rather die than cry. At this point there no reason to even say goodbye.

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Crazy how you let things get to far. Especially when your hearts filled with scars. I’m cold as ice but you seems colder. My tears gleamed eyes makes me wish I was bolder. I don’t know you. But this feeling is real. The smile you have makes all the looks you give **** I always have a predisposition that’s muddies up my vision. You an I where so much alike an that’s why I can’t get you off my sights. I’m desperate but not in love but you make me feel butterfly’s An yield me from the lies. I tell myself, in my dreams. That you an I are deeper than any poem. I’ve come to lye in the bed You’ve made filled with jagged nails. Our hearts still jaded. Sweet like marmalade I’ve gotten sweet on you. So give me an answer what do you want to do.

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Apr 15, 2019

Apr 15, 2019 at 9:58 PM UTC

I have a crush on an *******

Crazy how you let things get to far. Especially when your hearts filled with scars. I’m cold as ice but you seems colder. My tears gleamed eyes makes me wish I was bolder. I don’t know you. But this feeling is real. The smile you have makes all the looks you give **** I always have a predisposition that’s muddies up my vision. You an I where so much alike an that’s why I can’t get you off my sights. I’m desperate but not in love but you make me feel butterfly’s An yield me from the lies. I tell myself, in my dreams. That you an I are deeper than any poem. I’ve come to lye in the bed You’ve made filled with jagged nails. Our hearts still jaded. Sweet like marmalade I’ve gotten sweet on you. So give me an answer what do you want to do.

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I know well never be together But you still bring me bad weather. Infectious my beating heart breaks. Self inflicted pain, love is an endless game. I can’t stop playing with you. Years pass me by my tears refuse to let me cry. Strong enough to leave you now. My heart stayed behind I know you wouldn’t mind. It’s better If I didn’t know. How much you never loved me tho. I think I might die inside an wonder why I’ve lead a lie.

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Feb 13, 2019

Feb 13, 2019 at 12:01 AM UTC

Closures

I know well never be together But you still bring me bad weather. Infectious my beating heart breaks. Self inflicted pain, love is an endless game. I can’t stop playing with you. Years pass me by my tears refuse to let me cry. Strong enough to leave you now. My heart stayed behind I know you wouldn’t mind. It’s better If I didn’t know. How much you never loved me tho. I think I might die inside an wonder why I’ve lead a lie.

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To all the men I've lost my heart to. The stories I would tell. I'd love to write scenarios Of church ringing bells. Innocence gleam my eyes. Wanting to meet my perfect guy. Petrified, mortified the feeling of losing myself. My whole body melts. The thoughts of suicide glides my inner eye. Thinking I'd die. A soul filled with lost souls looking for my match. I'm attached to the thought of love. That fear is undeniably deliciously terrifying. Soul prying sound of a echo of silence. I'm alone hold me close. Dip your fingers in my ghost. Tell me your one desire. So I can light you on fire. Passion so tragically undeniably unreliable. Lust fills the air. In despair I think did I ever really love you.

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Oct 30, 2018

Oct 30, 2018 at 8:05 AM UTC

Ive ****** alot of ********

To all the men I've lost my heart to. The stories I would tell. I'd love to write scenarios Of church ringing bells. Innocence gleam my eyes. Wanting to meet my perfect guy. Petrified, mortified the feeling of losing myself. My whole body melts. The thoughts of suicide glides my inner eye. Thinking I'd die. A soul filled with lost souls looking for my match. I'm attached to the thought of love. That fear is undeniably deliciously terrifying. Soul prying sound of a echo of silence. I'm alone hold me close. Dip your fingers in my ghost. Tell me your one desire. So I can light you on fire. Passion so tragically undeniably unreliable. Lust fills the air. In despair I think did I ever really love you.

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Dysfunction another symptom I'm felonious filled with ******* Baloney *** ***** I wear facade to get a turn of the switch. My rhymes are a flush of color. In which I dissected My inner ***** Wondering why I do it. Why I drag it on. Why I hover over looking like king kong. I'm a ******* fraud. Why don't I **** myself. But living feels like dying. Oxygen I cosume like lying. No ones buying my ******** Except me looking in a mirror I still can't see. What is he to me. Nothing what am I to him. Nothing a cumrag. Nothing to stop an brag. About side *** position made it my mission to be dismissed. He won't be missed. I lacked in self confidence.. Gas up my head. I live in belair. Where love is dead. Singing high notes about love thats died.

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Oct 30, 2018

Oct 30, 2018 at 8:04 AM UTC

Fraud

Dysfunction another symptom I'm felonious filled with ******* Baloney *** ***** I wear facade to get a turn of the switch. My rhymes are a flush of color. In which I dissected My inner ***** Wondering why I do it. Why I drag it on. Why I hover over looking like king kong. I'm a ******* fraud. Why don't I **** myself. But living feels like dying. Oxygen I cosume like lying. No ones buying my ******** Except me looking in a mirror I still can't see. What is he to me. Nothing what am I to him. Nothing a cumrag. Nothing to stop an brag. About side *** position made it my mission to be dismissed. He won't be missed. I lacked in self confidence.. Gas up my head. I live in belair. Where love is dead. Singing high notes about love thats died.

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