You know it all,
but you just don't know.
I knew it too,
at least I thought so.
May 31, 2023
May 31, 2023 at 7:22 AM UTC
We repeat
what has already been repeated repeatedly
repeatedly
Jan 9, 2023
Jan 9, 2023 at 1:42 AM UTC
Faking it til I make it,
but there's a monkey on my back.
This normal way, I have to say,
is starting to show cracks.
Turn up to work and get boring **** done,
be nice to the ******** who think they are fun.
Clean up my jokes and censor my speech,
**** corporate blood like a well behaved leech.
I'm dying inside and I know this shit's killing me.
I feel the old poisonous tentacles pulling me.
Just get ****** up,
and **** it all off,
live your worst life,
the one that you love.
Jul 13, 2022
Jul 13, 2022 at 7:11 AM UTC
The problem is I start things,
But never seem to finish.
As soon as I put pen to paper
words start to deminish.
Motivation nor determination
never seem to lend
me the gumption or the grit
to ever reach...
Jul 8, 2021
Jul 8, 2021 at 5:08 AM UTC
Sobriety,
with regards to me,
who would've thought I'd've thunk it.
Cavalier,
*** wine or beer,
if you gave me a drink I'd've drunk it.
Alternatively,
a biscuit with tea,
and I'll contemplate life while I dunk it.
Mar 15, 2021
Mar 15, 2021 at 7:25 AM UTC
What the **** world do I live in today,
where telling the truth is just not the way,
It's impolite and offensive to say what you mean,
Honest opinions are now rarely seen.
If I lose my cool and get all un-PC.
You want to send the police after me?
Playing the victim in front of the nation,
"You called me fat! I want compensation!"
Freedom of speech, a novel idea.
You can say what you want, except anything here,
and here... and here... and over there too.
In fact, just remain silent, it's safer for you.
People like me are not long for this world.
I'll end up in prison for some insult hurled.
And probably everyone else like me too.
Then you'll have your paradise... a world full of yous.
Feb 25, 2021
Feb 25, 2021 at 6:52 AM UTC
You **** me off,
you ****** *****
You moan, put down and gossip.
You're negative,
repetitive
and your attitude is caustic.
A coincidence
you're stupid, too?
Somehow I think not.
Insecurity
and a low IQ
are the building blocks you've got.
Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 1:22 AM UTC
Six days of drinking,
partial insanity,
I drink ketamine,
and I slip from reality.
My eyes feel like they have sand in them,
my ears, mouth, nose, too.
oh ****
they do.
Why am I paralysed?
Why can't I move?
I've been rolled up in plastic...
what the **** did I do?
On a beach in Cambodia,
thrown under a stage,
after I fell in a K-hole,
and emerged the next day.
The pain is too much,
I pass out willingly.
Wake up and I'm drowning...
Water is killing me.
I cling to the ladder,
my strength starts to wane.
I try to scream help me,
Then blackout again.
I wake up in a rowboat,
cooked by the sun.
Skin crimson and blistered,
oh, what have I done?
My ankle is broken,
no wallet no phone,
I beg for a ride,
please just take me home.
The kind stranger helps me,
drops me at my hotel.
I swallow five ******
and escape from this hell.
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 1:39 AM UTC