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"I'm yearning for the glory days / of most deft perfection/ / / My pen moving in motions / that defied known direction/ / / Well-placed words can swallow whole the bones of perception/ / / And so until these hands are cold / I'll pursue this resurrection" - VS
Squared up, headlong, and gettin' gone
I've been fed up for so long
I had to write a proper breakup song
You've got your head in a hole
And your mind in the clouds
You have no earthly idea what your talkin' about
That's why I'm squared up, headlong, and gettin' gone
Squared up, headlong, and gettin' gone
I've been shushed up for so long
Think it's time I head to parts unknown
In the blink of a lie
I'll be movin' out
Somewhere clear out of sight of your mealy mouth
Yeah, I'm squared up, headlong, and gettin' gone
Squared up, headlong, and gettin' gone
I've been pent up for so long
Ain't nobody givin' this old dog a bone
Hey, little lady
Now, can't you see
That I'll never be your patsy or your property
I'm squared up, headlong, and gettin' gone
Squared up, headlong, and gettin' gone
I've been couched up for so long
Feel sorta like a stranger in my own home
What a sham, what a scam
What a full-blown farce
What a bottomless pit you call your heart
That's why I'm squared up, headlong and gettin' gone
Squared up, headlong, and gettin' gone
I've been fed up for so long
I had to write a proper breakup song
I'll tell ya, I ain't your subject
And you ain't my Queen
You can go back to your village finish livin' the dream...
Me, I'm squared up, I'm headlong, and I'm-a gettin' gone
Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 8:59 AM UTC
As for looking forward to brighter days
Those happily hearkened solar rays
That's just not something my mind relays
Always the rain, the rain always
No ultraviolet sight ablaze
I'm blinded by the night's malaise
Deluged without light or shade
Always the rain, the rain always
Through the flood my tomb is razed
My face is mud, my eyes are crazed
Soaked in dread of a watery grave
Always the rain, the rain always
©Jason Cole
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 8:18 PM UTC
I've seen the future and now bear witness to what I've always known
Your love will be the death of me
And after they've buried my body, long and low, deep and dim
My spirit will rise to write verse again
I shall burst forth from this atmosphere
Far beyond this temporal sphere
To pen your name into eternity
©Jason Cole
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 5:04 PM UTC
For you, I would reach up and pick the stars, as flowers of the night
Gathering near, gathering far
Lost in the wonder of what you are
I would fetch the clouds and stitch them together
A coat for your fears
Amid inclement weather
No torrid rain
No howling wind
Nothing could harm or chill you again
I say now as a man-
All that I am, was, and ever will be
Is yours for the taking
For you, my heart, my spirit, my soul
My love, for the breaking
©Jason Cole
Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 9:18 AM UTC
I imagine you reside in the shadows of the stars
If not there, then somewhere very rare, and far
Perhaps in the dunes, or the ruins of Mars
To be perfectly sure, you're heaven carved
There's a spark about you that lights up the dark
Upon you, heaven's very kiss has made its mark
I long to leave this world and be with you
Wherever you are
©Jason Cole
Dec 13, 2017
Dec 13, 2017 at 11:35 AM UTC
I know something of the rhythms and melodies of pain
First this way, then that
Soaring, falling, roaring, stalling
Planed out planes on a higher plane
Wraith trains shaking fate's chains in vain
Devilish desperados with desperate names
play desperation games
inside my veins
The eyes of their horses hidden by their manes
The thoughts of their voices pounding my brain
These are the sounds and the songs of rain
Rain is still rain by any other name
Waters will recede while floods will remain
Each separately singing equally stinging refrains
Nothing cuts deeper than these canyons of shame
Certainly, I know things concerning the rhythms and melodies of pain
And of four-legged creatures wholly untamed
Racing blood-soaked, unbridled, unreigned
Their clippety-clop clamorings running 'round my brain
These are the sounds and the songs of rain
©Jason Cole
Dec 7, 2017
Dec 7, 2017 at 11:55 AM UTC
*The die is cast to die at last
Envision the vast everlasting
We live in the past too fast
Forward-fast future impasse
Intentions to pass and repass
Notwithstanding
Elusive are the ticks of tock
That take place in the mind
Marinating for meaning
And a design to define in art
Whether it be mind or it matter
At an epoch that unlocks where life starts
Present past, future tense
Beginnings and endings
Instantaneous events
The secret of the clock
Is that it can never count
The mystery of the sands
Remains on higher ground
Wait a second, forever and a day
Columns of sand pillars wasting away
With a time well spent in thought
Immortality and perpetuity
Illusion of continuity
Momentary lapses of universal ambiguity*
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 2:52 PM UTC
Only you and the sun can turn the sky on
There are few things in this world
That a man can rely on
When this world grows cold, the sun's very fire gone
On the day that you must go
That's the day I will die on
Only you and the sun can fight the moonlight
Beat back the sadness
The madness of midnight
Sanctify the gladness, steadfastness of daylight
Bookend the badness
Upend the dark night
Only you and the sun can sing destiny's song
The darkest of your hours
Are brightest before dawn
If fate were unfaithful, or otherwise forlorn
Life itself would still be grateful
For the day that you were born
Only you and the sun are deserving of twilight
A state of solemn grace
And harbinger of starlight
Now face to face with you by the firelight
I pray that I wake
Beside you at first light
©Jason Cole
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 9:04 PM UTC
Love is a light
A wondrous light
Bold and marvelously unrepentant
Love it is right
It fights the good fight
Championing hope and transcendence
Love is a light
A splenderous light
Unwavering in its resplendence
Love is a light
An irreproachable light
Gloriously devoid of repentance
©Jason Cole
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 8:21 PM UTC
But for the night
Lights are not bright
Nothing can shine
While out of sight
Can't be divine
Or exude delight
But for the night
The night, the night
But for the night
Stars can't take flight
Nothing can soar
While out of sight
Can't well rip-roar
Or shoulder heights
But for the night
The night, the night
But for the night
The night, the night
Stars they can't soar
Can't shine their light
Heavenly horde
Of divine delights
Counted as void
But for the night
©Jason Cole
Nov 20, 2017
Nov 20, 2017 at 6:21 PM UTC