it's actually pretty easy done
and you know how to do it perfectly
you know how to make me cry
and for you , it's easily done
so I guess now i'm happy we didn't get to talk about the people we don't love
cause how am i supposed to name yourself ?
and it's pretty easy for you to make me smile
though you always chose the other easier option
on purpose , of course ,Cristal clear
but i still don't get it
why
Oct 1, 2025
Oct 1, 2025 at 4:57 PM UTC
I miss the old days, the old looks , the old ways
I even miss the uncertain state of our "mays"
I miss it when you were there to stay
it's still the same I guess, nothing has changed
you roll your eyes the same way you did before
though it doesn't feel the same anymore
you will never know how it killed me the whole time there
thinking about you with your soul far and your body near
and to pretend I haven't seen what I saw
because I don't want to believe I don't care to you and much as I thought
as much as I do care for you
just a little as much as I deserve
it all means nothing to you
when you pass me by, indifferent
it all means nothing to you,
never meant , never will
so I thought about you again in pain,
thinking " is this gonna be the last time ?"
I wish it is.
Aug 20, 2025
Aug 20, 2025 at 5:39 AM UTC
nothing much done,
another deadly Sunday afternoon,
as always expected.
sometimes I think it's these boring Sunday afternoons
which takes me to the end.
not yet, but surely sometime not far away,
when the sun shines and for life, people pray.
I look it over as I always do,
something this time makes it feel new.
though I miss you and wish you were here by my side
I can't deny I feel good not to have you on my sight.
so I guess it's again,
how it always used to be
until maybe some Sunday afternoon,
I'll make myself free.
you don't know what I mean.
Jun 29, 2025
Jun 29, 2025 at 10:35 AM UTC
I write your name proudly on the top of the letter
as I'm writing the name of a hero
you left with the thought that things ain't gonna get better
now I collect your notes and your pictures from your bureau
June , 13 , I will always regret
I could have hugged you tighter
your time hasn't come yet
you will always be a fighter
Jun 16, 2025
Jun 16, 2025 at 6:00 AM UTC
I danced with the devil, I danced all night
He took my hand, for a while held me tight
I kissed the devil, I had me in his sight
I worshiped the devil, everything felt alright
He wrapped his arms round my waist
He kissed me , it was the sweetest taste
Someone knocked on the door, devil roared
His clock on my shoulder, my shadow he chased
I fell in devil's arms , he looked into my eyes
"I love you truly though I'm the master of the lies"
Tonight devil fooled me , he made me laugh , I cried
I worshiped the holy devil, the devil was the wise
"I'll get you in the darkness , I'll show you what to see
I'll get you where you want to , the place you want to be
You choose to leave or love me , you choose where to stay
I'll let you in or tell you out , you see, I let you free"
I took the devil's hand , fully obeyed his rule
I kissed the devil hard, blinded I'm the fool
I looked into his eyes, a total lover's sight
We loved each other truly, the night was cruel
I never saw the morning, I was trapped in that night
Devil loved me truly, his loved I almost denied
Devil may now hate me , or look for me in the dark
My soul lost and my body wanders , I fell off devil's height
To you I write , dear devil, I love you darling still
I love you deeply baby, and that's all I can feel
I left you, I'm so sorry , I though you didn't mind
You now may try to find me , but my soul will never heal
I wish to see you once more, even if it's in a dream
I wish to feel the cool breeze once more upon your hill
I'll post this to the darkness, the place you took me the night
I'll follow the postbirds, to find my lover's sight
Mar 23, 2025
Mar 23, 2025 at 4:31 AM UTC
If I have been untrue
I hope you know it was never to you
For I have made myself a something you would love
So if you want a lover
I'll do anything you ask me to do
And if you love another kind
I'll wear a mask for you
If you want someone to walk by
On a snowy sunday afternoon
You know you can take my hand
And if you want a place to be
For long you have owned my land
And if you ever want to leave
For the day, I have digged my own grave
And if you choose to stay
Then I admit you have been brave
For no one loves a silhouette
With an unraveling mask
And if you'll love me baby
You've done the hardest task
So let me drown myself
Inside the black hole of your eyes
The gravity is pulling me
And I'm tired of all my lies
And if I break into tears
Just go and leave me, don't you try
Your eyes are filled with sorrow
It's too soon to say goodbye
Feb 23, 2025
Feb 23, 2025 at 11:01 AM UTC
You know that I will die of your love and you torture me
That is what I mean by I love pain more than anything else
That is what I mean I am " ********* "
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 4:08 PM UTC
Don't look at me like that ,
You know I'll lose control
And as soon as you whisper my name
By the little movements of your lips
Sailing on each other
I feel mine sailing on them
And suddenly
It's a Miami beach
With hot cheeks
Sailing on the motionless waves of you
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 4:02 PM UTC
I once loved a man,
but I was never the only one.
he whispered warmth into another’s arms,
And I was always in a run
I cried where no one listened,
beneath a sky that knew my name.
And when he held her, soft and certain,
the story repeats—so maybe I'm to blame.
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 10:40 AM UTC
چگونه سر نهد بر خواب، آن رویای دیرینه؟
چگونه سر کنم دنیا، پس از این درد در سینه؟
تو رفتی و مرا جز غم، نمانده هیچ در عالم
تو میدانی، که میدانی، چه در من کردهای کینه
بگو از رازی ای خاموش، که در چشمان تو پیداست
بخوان با من ز آوازی، که این شبهای غم را جاست
ببین این صورت من را، که اشک و آه میرقصد
بزن بوسه، که درمانش در آن لبهای تو پیداست
ببین این چهرهی محزون، که بعد از تو ندید رنگی
که بعد از تو فرو رفتم، به عمق سردی و سنگی
تو را هر روز میبینم، ولی دیدن کجا یارا؟
دل من بعد تو افتاده در گرداب دل تنگی
تو را در خواب میجویم، که بیزارم ز بیداری
تو یاری تازه میخواهی، و من مستم به بیماری
تو یاری تازه میخواهی، و من در ترس جان دادم
که روزی بعد از این غربت، مرا از یاد بسپاری
رها کن هر چه بود و نیست که این ویرانه آباد است
مرا این عشق ویران کرد ، ولی این درد فریاد است
تو رفتی ، برنگشتی هیچ این دیدار ما آخر
به دور از تو ، به دور از من، که این دنیا، آزاد است
Feb 17, 2025
Feb 17, 2025 at 10:41 AM UTC