I still pace your profiles like theres something to see.
Some lyric that ties it all together, makes my insanity a little less insane, makes it all make sense.
Of course, theres not.
There were so many times we just missed eachother.
I didnt know youd stretched your hand out,
in the dark,
for so long,
and once i knew,
it was too late.
I was gone, and so were you.
What wouldve become of us if i had known?
Who would we be now?
we'll never know.
and so,
I pace.
May 16, 2025
May 16, 2025 at 11:59 PM UTC
I waited on many mothers with their daughters today.
my last table had a prada shopping bag with them.
they stayed an hour after my shift ended.
did they think
I didn't have a mother
waiting at home?
...
of course, my mother wasnt at home.
she, too,
waited on many mothers with their daughters today.
i wonder if she realizes,
in another life,
we would be at the table
with a prada shopping bag
too.
give me a few years, mom.
we'll get there.
May 10, 2022
May 10, 2022 at 8:35 AM UTC
The timing wasn't right for us-
But you breaking your arm
And getting cheated on
And making enemies
Does bring a smile to my face.
The timing wasn't right for us-
But karma never sleeps.
Oct 25, 2021
Oct 25, 2021 at 11:11 AM UTC
I can't find the energy to care about you anymore.
Or your new girlfriend,
or your car, passing me on the way to the city
at 9 pm, always showing up wherever I least want you.
I saw her wearing your shirt the other day.
I can't find the energy to care about you anymore.
Oct 25, 2021
Oct 25, 2021 at 11:09 AM UTC
When I met you, I was on magic mushrooms.
or maybe I wasn't.
but either way, the moment we made eye contact things began to swirl-
and the world became candy-colored.
things are grey now.
Aug 23, 2021
Aug 23, 2021 at 12:04 AM UTC
The last time you knew me,
I was not
as fond of substances.
when you decided not to know me anymore,
the
downwards
spiral
began-
allow me to reintroduce myself:
Hello, my name is unimportant, and my brain is buzzing.
Jun 7, 2021
Jun 7, 2021 at 12:11 PM UTC
i am a dog that is so angry he cannot eat
or sleep
or breathe.
i am so angry.
Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 7:54 AM UTC
we made eye contact today.
The last time I held you was a year ago.
I don't know
how I feel about that.
Mar 9, 2021
Mar 9, 2021 at 8:57 AM UTC
okay, but I don't 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 to be the bigger person.
I want to be the person who looks out for their own needs.
being the bigger person for what?
the benefit of someone I hate?
the benefit of someone I avoid in the halls?
you don't 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆 for me to be the bigger person-
so I will throw my fits.
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 11:03 AM UTC
I love you, and it's a mess.
You love her, who is dating him-
and she loves him, but he won't tell-
and I love you, while I'm dating them-
and I love him, but I love you-
and thus, a mess is made.
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 10:03 AM UTC