he fell out of love and it broke her
she spends her time
trying to find
the light in her eyes
that once shined so bright
now nothing feels right
her mind is a mess
her face expresses distress
she’s in pieces and still all she can think is
“Is he alright?”
May 30, 2024
May 30, 2024 at 11:37 PM UTC
I sat outside in the cold without a jacket today just to feel
I analyzed each of our interactions to see if any of it was real.
Was everything we lived through made up in my mind?
Were you ever really mine?
Mar 25, 2024
Mar 25, 2024 at 12:05 AM UTC
It’s been a week since I took all of your things off of my wall. All of the pictures, all of our 4.5 years of memories.. the scrap book you made me for Christmas in 2019 when you said you weren’t financially stable so you had to make me a Christmas gift. That meant so much more to me than any material gift you ever gave me, because of the effort that you put into it. It showed me just how happy you were here.. I was your first love, but now you have decided to pursue love elsewhere. You weren’t my first boyfriend, but you were my greatest love. I love you still, even if you’re with a new person. I love you enough not to bother looking for you. I love you enough to let you go.
Nov 9, 2023
Nov 9, 2023 at 7:06 PM UTC
You see Babe
My love is too valuable to keep at the bottom of your drawer
Too immense to keep in store.
You cannot throw it on the highest of shelves
And decide to keep it for yourself.
It is not yours to take.
You think you can come back for it when you’re bored
And keep it along with all the other loves that you hoard.
This one isn’t like your rest,
This one will not be another forgotten conquest.
Mar 26, 2021
Mar 26, 2021 at 12:48 PM UTC
All my poems were letters to you that I wish I could say,
Hoping that by chance you would stumble upon my page and read them all someday.
And then you would remember the girl who showed you how to love,
Remember the girl that went way above and beyond.
But that never happened and now you’re all gone,
The only memory you took with you is that I am strong.
Mar 19, 2021
Mar 19, 2021 at 4:05 PM UTC
You had no right to talk to me the way you did. No right to take ownership over me.
No right to tell me how to dress or even how to smile,
no right babe you were so sinister and vile. You crossed the line when you told me who I could talk to or what I could say after we were done. You master manipulator and I your puppeteer.
Said you’d always be here but you were the first to run.
You pulled me by the strings of my own heart and you didn’t even care about the hurting that would cause.
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 1:00 PM UTC
I am a prisoner within my own mind
Consciousness is what I try to find.
I feel confined within my own dreams
I see you, but I don’t know what this means!
We said all that we had to in June
I remember being comforted that night by the moon.
Though now and then
I fall apart time and time again
I don’t know if this will ever end
Because I still wish I hadn’t lost a friend.
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 11:38 PM UTC
At night I can’t help but to twist & turn in my bed.
Nights I feel so distant and cold
Nights the wind chimes all the fairytales you’ve ever told.
I don’t know if it’s due
To the negligence I took to forget you,
But now I wish I knew how to.
You still appear in my dreams from out of the blue
We make happy memories here that feel so new.
But I know better than that this time
I know that nothing I did differently would ever make you fully mine.
I have someone in my life now and it makes me feel so guilty
I plan to get as far away as I can from this city.
Where memories fade and they can’t reside
I long to not feel this way inside.
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 8:59 PM UTC
I took the time to focus
I worked overtime to heal
And I’m hoping that you’ll notice
That what I have to say to you is real.
Not everything is rainbows and clear skies
To say that it’ll be easy, is to say a lie.
There will be bumpy roads
But I’d rather take them head on than to have to say goodbye.
There’s just no other way to say
if I once thought that being alone was okay
I was in absence of your presence
Your love is the sweetest essence.
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 12:58 PM UTC
You keep me on my feet
You’re like me, I think that’s pretty neat.
You make my head spin round
In a way that makes me want to keep you around.
The way you speak, your voice is an unfamiliar sound.
I’ve got a lot on my mind
With so many answers I’m still trying to find.
I panic at the thought that I’m running out of time
You hold my hand and tell me that you are already mine.
You brought me light when I was lost in the dark
I take one look at you and know you’ve already left a mark.
Apr 11, 2019
Apr 11, 2019 at 2:13 PM UTC