It's not your fault, for lying.
it's not your fault, for being in pain.
its not your fault, for loving someone.
it's not your fault, for being hated.
Aug 2, 2020
Aug 2, 2020 at 5:31 AM UTC
Would you pull me close?
If i start to walk away
would you let me in?
and tell me we're okay?
Would you dare choose me?
if i ask you to choose,
Will I win against her?
Or would I just lose?
If i ask you if you love me
I know what you'll say,
you really did love me
but your "love" is not okay
Yes you do love me,
but you also love her
I'm sorry you have to choose..
or else...we're over
May 7, 2020
May 7, 2020 at 8:33 AM UTC
you said
you would
love all of
me
but instead
you loved
the person
i pretend to be
Mar 8, 2020
Mar 8, 2020 at 10:13 AM UTC
i get up
from bed
staring blankly
i look at myself
in the mirror
and got myself ready
as i was about
to head out
i see the mask
i sighed and
got it from
my desk
as i put it on
tears escaping
from my eyes
i thought
i could be who i am..
but the real me... already
died
Mar 8, 2020
Mar 8, 2020 at 10:11 AM UTC
i turn each page
of the book
with anticipation
anticipating if
the princess gets
the prince?
if the hero
gets to save the day
yet again
if the ugly duckling
became the beautiful
swan it was meant
to be
but instead
when i turned the page
of this book
i have
i realized
the lost girl
didnt get to find who
she was
the lost girl
didnt get
to see the light
and now she was
a broken wing
broken beyond
repair
and that lost
girl
was me
i lost myself
and i had no
chance
to see the light
because i was
already
drowning
and was too far
gone
to be saved
Mar 8, 2020
Mar 8, 2020 at 10:09 AM UTC
Why can't I
be your perfect
daughter
the daughter
you always wanted
and will always be proud
to have
instead i was the
daughter
you regret keeping
i became the
daughter
you feel ashamed
to call your own
Mar 8, 2020
Mar 8, 2020 at 10:04 AM UTC
even if i deserve someone better
even if i deserve someone who'll be there
someone who'll care
someone who'll genuinely love me, for who i am...
deep down...
i've always wanted that "someone" to be you
Mar 7, 2020
Mar 7, 2020 at 5:59 AM UTC
She was a pretender
she hid all her pain behind a mask
but no facade last forever
and that mask, fell apart at last
there you'll see
a girl who's broken and upset
that girl...was me
that moment...i will never forget
Mar 7, 2020
Mar 7, 2020 at 5:58 AM UTC
As I watch you smile
As you tell me you love me~
and you said you're glad to be mine
you looked so happy
As i hugged you
and felt your warmth
i guess this what heaven must be like
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 8:26 AM UTC