It seems to me that whenever I need you,
You're not here,
and whenever I'm with you,
I'm overridden in fear,
I tell myself that I shouldn't stay,
And hope to god that you'll leave someday,
But we both know that I can't sneak away,
So with you.. I'll never see the light of day.
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 2:24 PM UTC
I sit here,
Starring into a lit screen,
The colours of you,
are all I see,
as I gaze into your eyes,
and to your lovely smile,
I trace your lips,
just for a little while.
I go and search for where you're hiding,
I see that you're wearing a big brown coat,
Are you trying to hide your body?
Has someone destroyed your hearts hope?
I'd love to help you in this situation,
But I keep my distance from you,
If you just talked to me,
Maybe I could show you, that I'm your antidote.
I watch you laugh,
through the window from a far,
Who is this guy you're with?
Is funny? Is he smart?
Would he ever take your coat?
When will you ever notice,
That I am your antidote.
Jan 18, 2020
Jan 18, 2020 at 3:59 AM UTC
All I want to do is have fun,
but all you tell me is that I ****
practice makes perfect? wasn't that your words?
why can't you just let me learn?
You don't like it when I talk back,
but still you proceed to make me feel bad,
if what I'm doing is not funny,
I'm sorry but I'm not trying to entertain you, honey.
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:10 PM UTC
I've lost my rotten heart,
My smile is just a illusion,
I am but a ghost,
lost in a void of confusion,
attention is what I seek,
so could somebody please, find me?
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 8:26 AM UTC
The day I saw you,
my heart knew,
you were the girl I wanted to be with,
no matter what happened,
I would always love you,
and it seems to me,
that happened for you too.
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 2:38 AM UTC
I hear the banging on my door,
I hear the screaming in my head,
I see the awful pictures in my head,
and the awful videos on repeat,
and it makes me wish that I was dead.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 9:04 PM UTC
I love the idea of letting all my problems and feelings go,
but I am afraid to die,
I feel like I am lost in a void and am numb, and I wish I didn't,
but then again, I am afraid of feeling things, and if I feel more than I do now...
people will wish I didn't.
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 6:47 AM UTC
Why can't I just be happy with one?
Why couldn't I have just fallen in love?
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 12:05 AM UTC
I wish I could say,
let's start over,
but truly I will never forget,
the time that you were my lover,
the time were we used to laugh together,
run around, send memes and make jokes together.
I cannot forget the risks we took,
and honestly,
I don't want to look,
at any other guy, girl, or human,
because what we had,
made me feel superhuman.
I remember the rough road we went down,
but we always always figured our problems out,
we were always together, never apart,
until the day,
our conversation had no laugh.
You had your reason to end us,
and it was a good reason,
I just wish you knew how to focus in class,
because we could still be together,
and the relationship could last.
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 12:00 AM UTC