Ive been alone for about 9 years now. Hey i learned how to fight back my tears now. Dont worry alone ive learned how to fight my own fears now. I learned i can comfort myself. I learned that i dont need nobody ill be here for myself. I learned good mental health can come from me yes just me nobody else. Being alone aint so bad. Sometimes i may get sad and beat myself down but its always me who comes back around and helps myself up off of the ground. Its ok im alone been on my own so long its all i know. I probly pushed u away im sorry but i just need to find me underneath all this rubish. All this foolish debris i know the real me underneath there im just trying to see .if i Pull myself out alive just to see if ill still want to breathe. Well we'll soon see. Im my own project so sorry if im too busy working on me
Mar 3, 2021
Mar 3, 2021 at 6:10 PM UTC
Though my luck maybe gone. And my hope maybe lost. I must remain strong. At all cost
Feb 28, 2021
Feb 28, 2021 at 12:58 AM UTC
Am i ok im 28 but dont stay out late getting drunk just aint my thang id rather just chill and vibe all day aint got **** going on anyway you see my spine dont go one way so i got pains. Ever since i almost died that day lost my best friend in car crash i survived some way. dont know how. Now my mind seems to be rewired but im tired of ****** with these wires i just aint the same. Im sorry dont blame me i tired. What would life had been like if i died and he survived. Would he feel the same? Or is it just me. Am i ok?
Feb 21, 2021
Feb 21, 2021 at 4:24 AM UTC
Just rot me
I know im the only one who got me
I am the only one who can stop me
Do i want to am i even worth it ?
I never said i was perfect
Im just trying to keep it working.
But its flopin
This type of feeling rarely arise's but when it does man does it got me
Thinking bad things someone stop it
My mind just keeps thinking no stopping
Its not working i want off this bad train called my brain. Till im nothing but a stain in your mind. Till the only time i pop in your mind is a once upon a time. But trust im fine...oh No im fine
Feb 19, 2021
Feb 19, 2021 at 11:20 PM UTC
This is real we're here. This moment has come and is alive. But if i wasnt would here still exist? Ah as my my mind persist to believe i start to see the stings. Props are clear to spot the actors are here. So tell me what do you see? Or are you like me and your eyes only deceive? Is this a play or the real thing. One day maybe we'll see
Feb 8, 2021
Feb 8, 2021 at 5:19 AM UTC
All i want is just a simple smile. Thats enough to keep me around. I just wanna make you happy. Nothing more. If i can do that everything would turn out perfect
Feb 3, 2021
Feb 3, 2021 at 4:35 AM UTC
Sometimes i feel bad
Sometimes i over think
Sometimes i get the best of me
Somedays i dont even wanna be somedays just seem easier
Somedays are gone in a blink
Someday i wont be here............even if i wanted to be
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 5:48 AM UTC