It’s just a conversation
casual, no big deal
But then words fall from his lips
and drift toward my ears
I love the tone of his voice
and the way it makes me feel
what was the question I wonder?
something important, I’m sure
but all I can hear is his voice
and the way it makes me feel
Feb 4
Feb 4, 2026 at 10:04 PM UTC
I don’t want to move
But I know I should eat
I feel like collapsing to the ground
Each time I move my feet
I suppose I’ll get out of bed
Although I don’t feel alive
My body’s still breathing
But I think my heart has died
Dec 29, 2025
Dec 29, 2025 at 3:13 PM UTC
A storm rolled in this afternoon late
the sky so dark, it made me shake
I’m surrounded by fields fading to night
I’m alone, it’s quiet
I’m alright
The clouds roll in low
and the wind begins to cry
Through the rain
I catch your eyes
My clothes cling tight
soaked on my skin
Rain running down
the lines where you begin
You pull me in, sure and controlled
I’ve lost my balance
and my breath is on hold
Your hands span wide around my small hips
so just hold me steady
forever in your grip
Im softening here in your hands
and I realize I was never born to stand
The storm rages on
So I try to find peace in the sound
And not think about
what’s not now.
Dec 22, 2025
Dec 22, 2025 at 10:53 PM UTC
I wish I could find a direction to go
My stomach feels sick
The roads are covered in snow
and there are no tracks to follow
How does one unwind
something so intertwined?
I tell myself to breathe
It’s going to take some time
to step outside society’s design
so I just say I’m fine
As I trace my own decline
I’m also on cloud nine
Imagining my face in your neckline
your hands finding my waistline
And I know,
these thoughts aren’t fine
So I freeze here on the line
choose not to move
and resign.
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 4:57 PM UTC
I gave my all to healing
And I thought I’d reached the right place
But I look around
And I’m drowning in mistakes
I trusted the wrong person
Have I been walking blind?
I wake up wondering
What has happened to my mind?
I thought healing would end the hurt
But sometimes
It’s realizing you were burnt.
Dec 16, 2025
Dec 16, 2025 at 2:46 PM UTC
What a season it is to have the blues
I used to love this time of year
but now I hit Snooze
The air feels heavy
my heart has left my chest
the Christmas songs I once adored
just make me feel depressed
I don’t feel merry
I don’t feel held or blessed
I’m tired of empty promises
and all this needless stress
This season once felt warm
And now it chills me to the bone
I only hope the new year brings
a feeling I can call home
Dec 9, 2025
Dec 9, 2025 at 2:23 PM UTC
I thought we would be in this together…
I was wrong
This phase isn’t much of a phase
When it’s been this long
It’s 12am on a Tuesday
and I don’t want to sleep alone
So I stay up writing and stare at my phone
Eventually I’ll drift off and dream
Another day gone by
Successfully silencing the screams
And by day, I will wake
And ignore the ache
Dec 6, 2025
Dec 6, 2025 at 10:19 PM UTC
Reality fades when I think of your name
And all the reasons I’ve made
Slipping like rain
They’re gone
Ive wanted you all along
And even though its “wrong”
I must confess I'm powerless
When your hand rests on my skin
And I breathe you in
Its not enough
I want your touch
Always and forever
At any cost
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 9:45 PM UTC
I wish I could find my home
I miss feeling peace
And I don’t want to be alone.
I’m surrounded by people
Who have broken souls
They turn on each other
And always have to be in control
Who out there knows how to be?
How to love
How to give
How to be free
Just me?
Jul 1, 2025
Jul 1, 2025 at 10:20 PM UTC
June is the month you took away my heart
It’s been years and I still can’t shake that we are apart
I did find another who felt like a dream
So I sit here and confess to this small little screen
And
Scream
Because every June it feels like yesterday you walked away
I want to forget everything about you
And
That June.
Jun 19, 2025
Jun 19, 2025 at 5:16 PM UTC
