Torrenmaa - Hello Poetry

you made me believe that the sun would come out even on the stormiest of days

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Mar 16, 2025

Mar 16, 2025 at 8:36 PM UTC

you made me believe that the sun would come out even on the stormiest of days

we met in the city small town girl meets big city boy you showed me around all your favorite spots i learned you prefer European architecture to the American architecture you walked on the outside closest to the road such a gentleman we walked and walked for hours and i never got tired of just hearing you talk about the things you're most passionate about small town girl met big city boy and she fell and fell

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Mar 7, 2025

Mar 7, 2025 at 8:54 PM UTC

City Boy

we met in the city small town girl meets big city boy you showed me around all your favorite spots i learned you prefer European architecture to the American architecture you walked on the outside closest to the road such a gentleman we walked and walked for hours and i never got tired of just hearing you talk about the things you're most passionate about small town girl met big city boy and she fell and fell

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I read somewhere once that once you aren't meant to be in each other's lives you will never see them around which i never really believed or understood until i sat back and thought about it we live in such a small town and in the two years we have been apart i haven't seen you not in the grocery store my place of employment "our" spot anywhere crazy,right? and now i'm moving away so in the off chance you ever wanted to see me again you never will crazy...right?

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Dec 25, 2024

Dec 25, 2024 at 9:58 PM UTC

moving away

I read somewhere once that once you aren't meant to be in each other's lives you will never see them around which i never really believed or understood until i sat back and thought about it we live in such a small town and in the two years we have been apart i haven't seen you not in the grocery store my place of employment "our" spot anywhere crazy,right? and now i'm moving away so in the off chance you ever wanted to see me again you never will crazy...right?

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it's more peaceful that way

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Nov 9, 2024

Nov 9, 2024 at 8:52 PM UTC

Alone

it's more peaceful that way

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" i'm going to kiss you now" "okay" i think we sealed our fate that day

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Oct 16, 2024

Oct 16, 2024 at 10:40 PM UTC

kiss

" i'm going to kiss you now" "okay" i think we sealed our fate that day

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we started as friends it was innocent really when did it all change? when did i fall for you? was it when we became part of each other's night routine? texting 'goodnight' before the other would go to bed or was it when i realized you were jealous seeing me with someone else? it could've been anything you always joked "i'll make you fall in love with me" well, my good sir you have succeeded have you fallen as hard as i have? or is this wishful thinking?

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Oct 12, 2024

Oct 12, 2024 at 12:21 AM UTC

innocent

we started as friends it was innocent really when did it all change? when did i fall for you? was it when we became part of each other's night routine? texting 'goodnight' before the other would go to bed or was it when i realized you were jealous seeing me with someone else? it could've been anything you always joked "i'll make you fall in love with me" well, my good sir you have succeeded have you fallen as hard as i have? or is this wishful thinking?

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they say " till death do us part" but i think even in death i would follow you

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Oct 11, 2024

Oct 11, 2024 at 11:28 PM UTC

Till Death

they say " till death do us part" but i think even in death i would follow you

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we're not together but you showed me your favorite band we're not together but you spilled your deepest darkest secrets that no one knows we're not together but you keep a polaroid of me on your nightstand we're not together but god do I wish we were

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Oct 10, 2024

Oct 10, 2024 at 2:01 AM UTC

We're Not Together

we're not together but you showed me your favorite band we're not together but you spilled your deepest darkest secrets that no one knows we're not together but you keep a polaroid of me on your nightstand we're not together but god do I wish we were

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as a young teen i self harmed i cut i starved myself i even dabbled in burning myself growing older i replaced those habits with alcohol and tattoos yes tattoos i recently came to the conclusion that i enjoy tattoos for the pain it relieves this itch i have to hurt and be in pain and instead of leaving ugly, awful scars that people stare at it leaves a piece of artwork that people stare at in awe not in disgust so yeah, i use tattoos as a form of self harm to make me feel just a little less ugly

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Jul 15, 2024

Jul 15, 2024 at 12:22 PM UTC

tattoos

as a young teen i self harmed i cut i starved myself i even dabbled in burning myself growing older i replaced those habits with alcohol and tattoos yes tattoos i recently came to the conclusion that i enjoy tattoos for the pain it relieves this itch i have to hurt and be in pain and instead of leaving ugly, awful scars that people stare at it leaves a piece of artwork that people stare at in awe not in disgust so yeah, i use tattoos as a form of self harm to make me feel just a little less ugly

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I’m 18, almost 19 now, but when I was at the age of 13-14 I was curious, wanted to explore my sexuality. Not even that. My best friend at the time, who was a girl, said she liked me. I was young, the “weird” girl in school. Someone showed interest in me and I went for it. My first relationship, ever, was with a girl. Nothing wrong with that. But with this being my first relationship, I wanted to move slow. I was young and I was scared to be seen in public, holding hands with a girl. My middle school wasn’t a place that really supported being gay or bisexual or anything other than straight. I wanted to keep it a secret, she didn’t want to keep it a secret. She wanted to move fast, I wanted to move slow. She kept wanting to kiss and I kept saying no. She’d get upset with me so I just caved and let it happen, I was uncomfortable, I realized girls were not who I wanted to be with. I was straight. I was afraid to break up with her because she was suicidal and I couldn’t handle what would happen if I did break up with her. It got to the point where she made me join track with her. We were in the locker room and we were the last two to leave the locker room. I get ready to walk away and she grabs me and pulls me to her. She’s trying to kiss me. I was sick. I didn’t want to kiss her and give her whatever sickness I had. She didn’t like me pulling away, refusing to kiss her and she grabbed me harder and started to hit me. She slammed my head into the mirror in the locker room, mad that I wouldn’t give her what she wanted. She continued to hit me and abuse me mentally and physically until I cut it off for sure. I’d come home from school with bruises and sore from the day. I cut the relationship off. I stayed longer and took the abuse not wanting to hurt her, knowing she was suicidal. But staying I realized I was slowly killing myself. *this was 5-6 years ago.

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Feb 10, 2021

Feb 10, 2021 at 1:34 AM UTC

Curious

I’m 18, almost 19 now, but when I was at the age of 13-14 I was curious, wanted to explore my sexuality. Not even that. My best friend at the time, who was a girl, said she liked me. I was young, the “weird” girl in school. Someone showed interest in me and I went for it. My first relationship, ever, was with a girl. Nothing wrong with that. But with this being my first relationship, I wanted to move slow. I was young and I was scared to be seen in public, holding hands with a girl. My middle school wasn’t a place that really supported being gay or bisexual or anything other than straight. I wanted to keep it a secret, she didn’t want to keep it a secret. She wanted to move fast, I wanted to move slow. She kept wanting to kiss and I kept saying no. She’d get upset with me so I just caved and let it happen, I was uncomfortable, I realized girls were not who I wanted to be with. I was straight. I was afraid to break up with her because she was suicidal and I couldn’t handle what would happen if I did break up with her. It got to the point where she made me join track with her. We were in the locker room and we were the last two to leave the locker room. I get ready to walk away and she grabs me and pulls me to her. She’s trying to kiss me. I was sick. I didn’t want to kiss her and give her whatever sickness I had. She didn’t like me pulling away, refusing to kiss her and she grabbed me harder and started to hit me. She slammed my head into the mirror in the locker room, mad that I wouldn’t give her what she wanted. She continued to hit me and abuse me mentally and physically until I cut it off for sure. I’d come home from school with bruises and sore from the day. I cut the relationship off. I stayed longer and took the abuse not wanting to hurt her, knowing she was suicidal. But staying I realized I was slowly killing myself. *this was 5-6 years ago.

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