I fell asleep in my bed and woke up in the rain
I sit up and watch it, I cry in your name
I dragged my body down the street last night,
bled outside your door.
nobody saw me
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 10:47 PM UTC
there is a ghost in your room, gum on your wall
you hit me, bruised me on your bed.
i get lost when i'm alone at night,
no pain to guide me home
no blood to feed my soul.
show me to suffer,
devastate me with your hands.
i'm nothing without you to hurt me
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 12:23 AM UTC
i fall out of my head
when i don't know where you are
you could not have been an angel
you never got that far
but i still don't know where you are
Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 11:47 PM UTC
I crawl out of my skin
My bones crack open
My desires leave my body
My heart is volatile
My blood fleeting from my veins
If my skin was a mirror
I'd shatter violently
I am unknown, faceless in the dark
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 12:47 AM UTC
All I see is copper toned flesh
Your saliva tastes like cherries that are just about to burst
I know you like me in white,
Crying over your body as if you were a deity
Your hands unravel on me like peach ribbons
My pores ooze desire
The night shade smothers us like a blanket
Our hearts blackened by tenderness
I get lost in the curvature of your mouth
You are found under my skin
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 1:35 AM UTC
The sun boils over me
Hot flesh never smells sweet
There's still a God
He stares at me in streets
Burning my feet under asphalt
I don't know his name
But I'm sure he could take the swell of our star
And lick salty sweat
Your heat creates blisters in my skin
I'm feverish now;
The steam only rises higher
The sun never ceases creating craters in my layers
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC
Stop darting your eyes lover,
Believe me when I lie to you.
This is not blood on my hands,
Just cherry ridden love.
Let me spread you apart against my body.
I leave you purple;
Wondering how lips could have such depth.
You are the color of the moon
Pure in complexion,
But I am ravenous, lover
My hands are harsh on the skin.
I might be black and blue,
But I'm pink and gold for you.
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 11:24 PM UTC
This is for the boys and their bones
The secrets inside their marrow
I'm always trying to find the right pressure
To crack them.
Mysterious skin
Covers the veins of memories leading straight to your hearts
When your feelings escape through in the form of blood,
You always lick your wounds
The gushing love was never there
Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 2:49 PM UTC
When I look down into the water I can see a version of me I'm all too familiar with.
A one dimensional black shadow that ripples unfailingly.
The days I can see myself as a whole being, I stretch my skin, looking for small flesh wounds, the ones no one ever looks close enough to see.
On the inside, I'm all bones, I'm pumping a dark red. My organs slowly rot until they turn into a golden brown.
I stand sharp like a needle in a crowded room. Is there some way I could compact my bones, blood, body fat and shadow into to something smaller?
Is there a way to fold into myself physically as I do mentally?
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 11:41 PM UTC
I look up at the stars
Each one chants
Pleading for me to join them
So tonight, I'll lay in bed
Hope for something, anything to take me away
I'll join the galactic
Crawl into a black hole
Sit at the foot of the moon
Float aimlessly into the dark universe
This eternal vacancy inside of me
Can't really be defined other than like this:
As empty as space, as full as the galaxy
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 10:41 PM UTC