Between bed sheets
Flickers of intimacy
Glimpses that there were something more
Tricks of the eyes
I grabbed glasses
I need
moments
years
A Lifetime
You would not provide
Jun 16, 2024
Jun 16, 2024 at 3:06 AM UTC
“I love you” is so often not meant. To enjoy time with a person doesn’t equate to that. Those words change everything, and you didn’t understand the weight of it. What it truly meant. I did though….and you left
Just as expected
Jun 9, 2021
Jun 9, 2021 at 9:02 AM UTC
You told me about your abandonment issues and how I contributed to them before. This time I remembered not to make the same mistake. I reached out for you, but you smacked my hand away. I did it again and again so you know I cared, but I became the pest. The burden you wanted to let go. Now you and I are the same. I was abandoned.
Jun 9, 2021
Jun 9, 2021 at 8:48 AM UTC
Too tempting is it to jump into the abyss of numbed feelings to save yourself from getting hurt again.
Repeating the same mantra, “Keep your heart open . It’s okay to feel the pain.”
This song is getting old, I try to keep myself busy. But from time to time, I daydream of my home back in the abyss.
Jun 9, 2021
Jun 9, 2021 at 12:26 AM UTC
I am passion, fire and willpower personified. The tongue inside my mouth try to swallow words that don’t agree with my brain. It fails.
They are calmness, earth, and control personified. Able to trust their brain and heart, they know when to take shelter. When the fire gets too hot.
They thought they had me figured out. That they were my opposite and the perfect element to balance me out without smothering me like water or adding fuel like air.
I always found a way to escape
Jun 9, 2021
Jun 9, 2021 at 12:04 AM UTC
It ***** that pain is poetic. So many people can relate to each other through pain. I guess that means everyone is poetic
Jun 8, 2021
Jun 8, 2021 at 11:45 PM UTC
Everything is falling apart
But the only thing that keeps me together
Is knowing that your doing okay
Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 11:22 PM UTC
You sound healthy
Strong, like you are okay
You see me smile so brightly,
I'm hurt
You smell exactly the same as before I left: cinnamon and tears
I wonder if you taste the same, warm as a hug
As I go to reach out for you,
You feel nothing, and I feel cold
Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 11:10 PM UTC
We are African descendants.
Glorify your ***** ***** hair.
Don't shrink and cower in fear.
Own yourself
The sun kissed and blessed you.
Accept that your hair won't be straight and silky.
We are African Descendants.
Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 9:05 AM UTC
I am alone
You let me or should I say us go
Lack of communication
Our problem
But you can never say I didn't love
You
Made me worry
That I wasn't good enough
"Say you'll remember me
Standing in a nice dress, staring at the sunset babe
Red lips and rosy cheeks
Say you'll see me again even if it's just in your wildest dreams"
I am alone
Tho our memories feel like forever
I will continue smiling
At least I know to let go
I'm not holding on to something broken
Now..
When we pass each other in the hallway..
I wish you the best
Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 12:24 AM UTC