Inhale. Exhale.
Think. Breathe.
Say it over and over
Then once more
Repeat it in your head
Not aloud
Dare not say it
How Cruel
Forget
No No No
Forgive
You have to
You can't
It's okay no is fine
Just walk away
I can't
I'm going to say it
I can't resist
The thought of forgiving you
makes me utterly SICK
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 11:10 PM UTC
Everyday has to be new
Growth has to be too
Inches and wrinkles quite a few
But who ever in a day knew
Friends we once were
Now its doubts of her
Feels no longer are pure
Cant fake them much more
Titles label things
People label things
Things label things
Detachment label these
No longer a builder
No longer a block
Why must I press Go
When this thing has to STOP
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 3:06 PM UTC
I smell good byes
As I smelt your hello
I smell vanilla today
Yesterday woody notes
I heard your I love you
But hear it softens by the day
Felt your touch
Then I became numb
Above and below the waist
I tasted your cooking
But its been weeks since I ate
I can’t utter a word
Know I have much to say
Tomorrow will be Amber
The next I guess Rose
I know that you are there
I smell you with my nose
As I Rem and I stare off
Know I am here
Know I’m not far
As the scent fades
I miss your presence
Today is ROSE DAY
I’m so happy, but oddly enough
I woke up in heaven
Sep 2, 2025
Sep 2, 2025 at 4:08 AM UTC
Soft pink lips trace down your spine,
A rush of heat, your breath aligns.
Your body stirs, your mind runs wild,
Temptation builds; you’ve got me riled.
Give me your hand, I feel you crave,
A deeper touch, the thrill you brave.
Just tease me slow, the tip, a taste,
No need for rush, no need for haste.
Something grows harder, feel it press,
My ******* lost in lustful mess.
Turn up that song, you know the beat,
The one that moves me off my feet.
Now floss your teeth with pink chiffon,
Those thongs I wore, now they are gone.
Smack my backside, make it jiggle,
Lick your fingers, make me wiggle.
Look in my eyes I want you near,
So you can see, my thoughts are clear.
Now take your hand, with care, with grace,
And slowly part my sacred space.
I’ll guide your lips with steady hand,
To kiss me where you understand.
Then lay me down on satin blue,
Let chilly sheets ****** us too.
Creep closer now, and don’t be shy,
As filthy whispers float and fly.
Do all to me you once desired,
Let passion burn, leave us both wired.
Call me your drug, your sweet wildfire,
Your darkest thrill, your secret admire.
Jun 6, 2025
Jun 6, 2025 at 5:53 PM UTC
Take my hand
Follow me
To a place
Eternity
Soft sounds
Sweet melodies
Skies surround
Forever peace
Hear and now
Stay with me
Rest assured
Rest In Peace
Jun 4, 2025
Jun 4, 2025 at 1:37 PM UTC
No questions less fear
No lost no care
Can't relate, nor share
Be it here or there
Seems the same all fair
Why must it be unclear
Fear it now fear it near
Time will come, it shall declare
The truth of the matter &where
Fear should come in from there
Give it to and take it as a pair
Accumulated thoughts are rare
To think lost won't breath your air
Must be a fool upon your heir
Wet drops of questions in a form of a tear
Could this be you my dear fear
Why? What? When? And? Where?
Visible as a piece of sheer
Forgot no super being lived here
But open your eyes, and open your ear
Listen to what the world is trying to tell
when it's telling you what you need to hear
May 21, 2025
May 21, 2025 at 9:24 AM UTC
I can't remember much before a certain age,
So I can't really talk about the true start
But would my memory be so faint when my body and soul part
Before the bottle feeding and the tears for no reasoning
What came before my time the season being
Be it winter summer spring or fall
Was I here before or was I nothing at all
Was I a creature of the sea a bird of the sky
Will I reincarnate into something more beautiful once I die?
Will it be it! Will it be all!
Will it be truth to the heavens and gates that stand tall?
Does it scare you? Or does it make you dream?
Tell me the truth it's not like the world isn't already obscene
Would it be like a dream you drifting away
When would you realize you're gone as time escape
Does forever really sound that good
Or does never just sounds that bad
Think about it, the choice's pretty tricky if you're asked
Weigh it out, **** it all ******* stink
LIFE, DEATH, living, dying it all ***** once you think
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 1:26 PM UTC
I bop my head to these rap lyrics as I reminisce on the hard times
How I came a long way and now the world has become mine
How I can relate so much to these harsh narratives and struggles
The things I kept secret and too ashame to share with others
See to you my son you don’t see the relation
I made sure these lyrics in these verses, and you had no relation
It took sometime but by the time you noticed much was fixed
With much trial and error I filled what was left in life's dent
The dent that the absence and neglect my past had made so obvious
I stopped making excuses and worked on the woman I started to be
These lyrics I hear as I see you grin in a way as if it is not possible
When the first of the month helped my mother overcome some of life's obstacles
It’s just your brother and you lucky two
It was my two brothers and sister before twenty two
Hard times came more than happier times but we made do with what we had
Holidays seem short because they all ended quite bad
Birthdays I can only remember a few
But I hope these words have no correlation with your life whenever you listen to a tone
May 10, 2025
May 10, 2025 at 2:34 PM UTC
When I was young no one said stop this aint for teens
It was fun then when it was in
But not when you want out
And the behavior is no longer funny
Hot then, Not now,
Cool then, Mild sound
Heart beat pounds now
No where to turn now
But stop wait you got this
Its 14 days you ain't miss
You didn't miss the alarm
'Cause you didn't oversleep
Snores so loud cause liquor got you deep
Sunday dinners now prep and ready
Minds a bit clear, steps are steady
Meds are working, it has no counter part
I think this is the beginning, where you start
Water has flushed you well
Your organs have seemed to meet their bail
I didn't know then what I know now
But if you told me then I still would probably frown
Would probably not listen nor put my liquor, shot, or chaser down
There's a reason the limit is 21 and not 18
Here's to starting when I did
and finishing when I do
Mostly to day 14
May 3, 2025
May 3, 2025 at 9:22 AM UTC
Hello Week One,
I am here to tell you I am not the weak one
Seven days straight temptation and urges
And I have yet to drink one
My mind is clear
Sobriety somehow has its fun
I can't pretend we didn't have it up when we had our little run
I'm not saying farewell, but you were hurting me more than I was hurting you
I didn't see it, but my body told me abruptly what you clearly came to do
At first, I just used as a way to feel good,
Then a way to stay away
Then I used you to be lazy
And often you became an excuse for me everyday
You never talked back
but when I had you I talked so much
You made me brave and in a way, you made me not give a ****
An imaginary friend that don't even talk back
but you know that you have
What's crazy is you're something of substance
and something I can grab
And maybe that's what made it easier
How available I made you to myself
But no one knew the harm I put me through
Cause I don't listen to no one else
It's amazing what facts will change
How you play rush and roulette with your life
like some sort of game
But baby I am sorry I can't take that last shot
Cause in reality I have only one life to life
And this is the only one I got
May 3, 2025
May 3, 2025 at 9:03 AM UTC