Life is a *****
And then we die
I ask why
Why must life be hard?
Life should be full of love and joy
Not trauma and pain
Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 8:17 AM UTC
Ever notice that people act like they are for you
but instead of appreciation and reciprocation
they act like all the things you were doing out of love are mandatory
and if you stop doing those things because they don't reciprocate that makes you the problem.
Don't listen to the gas lighting
Just remember they need your energy your light but you don't need them.
You could move mountains for them but they won't cross a bridge for you.
Solution burn the bridge they refused to cross for you eliminating the option.
Jun 11, 2025
Jun 11, 2025 at 8:50 AM UTC
It's been years since our last conversation
It's felt like a lifetime
However I remember our conversations like they happened yesterday
A conversation with you is is more satisfying than any *** I have ever had.
I find myself craving a conversation with you even though we haven't seen each other in years. Why do I still crave your presence?
Jun 11, 2025
Jun 11, 2025 at 12:43 AM UTC
Why pretend the trauma never happened?
Why hide the emotional scars?
Why bottle up emotional turmoil ?
For the comfort of others?
To keep family together?
To not offend anyone?
Stop thinking that hiding the truth is better than offending others with the truth ,those that retaliate are comfortable with the lies.
They are the ones that hurt you but convince you that you are the problem.
You are not the problem they are.
You are worthy of ❤️ love.
Jun 11, 2025
Jun 11, 2025 at 12:32 AM UTC
Does anyone ever dare to even care?
No matter how much love I give out
There's always someone with something to shout always a reason for them to pout.
I am never enough for those that only take
I'm too much for those that can't appreciate
I'm an angel for those who prayed for salvation
It's all about perspective
I will continue to be kind even when it's bleak
I will continue to be kind even if people assume it makes me weak
But I am far from being meak
They will all see when I reach my peak
Kindness is free
Apr 27, 2025
Apr 27, 2025 at 6:48 PM UTC
Left Nebraska in a hurry
No destination no worry
Visiting different cities and states
Just living in my car surviving doing what it takes
Spreading love and kindness wherever I may go
For my purpose I now know
Been to Baltimore, DC, Maryland, Virginia, Pennsylvania , and New York.
I have given free hugs to those in need
Letting them cry on my shoulder 😢
Giving out free complements
Living life with the belief of the kindness I put out will come back to me
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 12:40 AM UTC
I wasn't able to access my account.
Sorry I have been gone so long.
I'm back now and I will begin to write again.
Apr 25, 2025
Apr 25, 2025 at 12:28 AM UTC
I don't know you but you're a part of me
I may not know all your stories but you're spirit guides me.
You've shown me your pain
You've shown me your death
I long to become one with you
I long to know everything you know
Every time I meditate I feel close to you
I long for the day I become one with Anna Bella my past life.
You were burned alive for being a witch
But I know you were just misunderstood
You were a healer and peaceful in nature
I want to know what you knew.
Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 5:37 PM UTC
Been at war with myself
Since the beginning
Who I am
Verses what others want me to be
Searched for answers in all the wrong places
With all the wrong people
When the answer has been inside all along
Am I weird and strange
yes I am
But instead of trying to hide it to make others happy
The answer is to embrace myself flaws and all
If I love myself I will not fall
I give it my all
I care too much
I give too much
I do too much
But that's who I am
I am comfortable in my own skin
If I consider you kin
Then you win
A lifetime of me caring about you
But don't tell me who I can be
I will always be me
I talk too much
But only because
I've been through too much
I will not conform
I won't wear your uniform
I am me
I am at peace with me
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 2:18 AM UTC
Can't be controlled
Can't be tamed
If locked in an cage
it will escape
and it will attack
The one that locked it up
Need to be free
To be myself
Love myself
Free myself from these chains
Each link created by others
I need to spread my wings and fly
Sore though the clouds were I belong
Be one with myself
No one can tell me how to be me but me.
I am a free spirit
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 2:00 AM UTC