
"I pondered the orb all night. The heat forced a mental delirium upon me, one that was not forthcoming but instead caused an unexpected revelation in my mind’s eye, through which the question of “Who is the second betrayal?” was brought into being. The orb could not withstand such a cosmic response; my mere mortality and place within the vast sea of the cosmos were brought before a council and questioned by an omnipotent force. It left me lying in a cloud of unrest and sweat, from soul to skin, awake against my body’s wishes—a rest I longed for and sought comfort in, for I am only a man, in body and mind, spirit and soul, who defied kings and dared to question gods.
And now I pay the price.
May mercy be granted unto me, and may sheets of forgiveness wrap around me in my final and darkest hour. I close my eyes to see the darkness. Is it bliss or terror? Only I will know that."
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 5:14 PM UTC
I dont think I can write anymore
I dont know the words
I dont know how much more blood and ink I can pour
I dont want to try
I'd rather just lay here
Give up and die
I dont want to fight
Get out of my face
Get out of my sight
The demons are here
In the shadows below
The darkness of night
They hide from the light
Causing me pain
Haunting my head
Controlling my brain
Am I alive or dead?
I'm going insane
Depression is real
Is this all I am
is this how I really feel?
May 9
May 9, 2026 at 3:37 PM UTC
Ive come so far
Yet I fear I've failed
Survived the storm
Why does it proced to hail?
I did it for me
Mostly for you
But its not just us now
Because 1 became 2
3 is on the way
And I'm scared I'm not enough
More storms keep brewing
Why is this so tough?
I'm a big strong man
With a mind so weak and frail
I can survive the storm
But I died to the hail
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 8:38 PM UTC
The town of Fal
A curious place
You'll never learn every street
You'll never know every face
For the town lays deep within the forests heart
And leaving this town wouldnt be very smart
With trees like guardians who control and and stare
Like a God watching, the forest is always there
Darkness and shadow with a crimson green glow
The forests always listening, the forests always knows
Dormant it stands like an echo from the past
Fal shall meet the forest mother at last
She calls from the shadow, she dances in the mist
She yurns for you to wander to close to the abyss
She is the heart of the forests, a mother from beyond this space
The town of Fal
Such a curious place
Jan 17
Jan 17, 2026 at 11:31 AM UTC
Tomorrow's never promised
But you make today last forever
Words haven't been invented to describe how i feel
Otherworldly, ethereal, shivers down my spine
Blood, sweat and tears
Go in to the perfect line
You're the fire I'm the match
I'm the rose you're the sun
You're the best book I've read
And I'm only on chapter one
Tattooed on my heart
Your name stuck deep
A dream come true
Am I awake or asleep?
Good days bad days
I'm yours always
Jan 9
Jan 9, 2026 at 6:35 PM UTC
Hold still while you swallow your pride
Let me capture this moment
When we found out you lied
Cheated, manipulated
Your way to the top
Tell me when the lies will stop
I'd hear your words
But there hollow and thin
All these lies
But you still didn't win
Jun 13, 2025
Jun 13, 2025 at 12:45 AM UTC
You find comfort in my presence
A familiar feeling you can't explain
Warm yet fuzzy you'd describe my look
Like you've been here before
Take a closer look
Does something seems off ?
Am I not what you thought?
You can't explain
This uncomfortable feeling
Now puzzled at my presence
Was it all just a lie?
Take a closer look
May 14, 2025
May 14, 2025 at 4:09 AM UTC
Billions wandering lost in the abyss
Millions live on not knowing they exist
Thousands sit alone in the dark
Hundreds every minute loose their spark
Ten or more don't know what to do
It ends and it begins only with you
May 14, 2025
May 14, 2025 at 3:52 AM UTC
I look upon death
Because I'm scared of the present
The pressure of life
Keeps me
Holding on to better times
When I was happy
Because in the now
I'm scared of everything
And never happy
But when I look upon
That past that I lived
Loved even
My glasses have clarity
But even when I look back
Death still lingering
In my memorys
Apr 27, 2025
Apr 27, 2025 at 1:41 PM UTC