Invitations of shame and guilt
with little balloons covered the front
scratches of envy tore apart
along pencil lines between faint marks
concealed by mistake and a bolded words
for these invitations
were meant to be heard
I was invited to a party for once
with my little blue dress that covered me up
the presents sat quiet along with the lights
for shame had arrived
with practiced delight
pouring a cup of something called guilt
and I in the corner sitting so still
I know I was invited
to a party for one, but
guilt did not leave until shame was done
as meaningless noise escaped out the front
I did the same without a hush
I will be back, I always am
for an invitation had said my name
with pink little writing
and a balloons on the front
I was invited
to a party for once.
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 12:46 AM UTC
It seems as if you do not give enough credit to the soles of your feet
for the weight they carry,
is more than enough
and all I can think
is you as a child
carrying the shame
like a tool on your back.
so i hope you can learn
what the ground could feel like
when you thank your body
for days it has suffered
Aug 28, 2025
Aug 28, 2025 at 10:20 PM UTC
I was a poet, beyond all else
so when my body goes
and the pages wait
know that this song
means more than the sun
with every sentence
tied to the pain of this world
I was a poet, before I had met you
when the soften glow of
the morning light, flooded my mind
the poems would write themselves
each line shining brighter
then the next
so take my flaws
and sit with my faults
because I,
was a poet, before I was myself.
Aug 11, 2025
Aug 11, 2025 at 12:49 AM UTC
9:38 am
the light shine through my window
and my eyes open,
the room fills with regret
along with the warmth from the sun
I am tired,
but when am I not.
12:58 pm
it is cold outside
and not like usual,
not as it was the morning you left my bed.
I am changing-
but then again, when am I not
3:23pm
I am tired.
I am alway tired.
7:47pm
I wondered if going outside would fix the dreadful experience of being alive.
I am condition to want comfort
the conditions of something, somewhere else-
that I cannot control
10:04pm
I wish that sun was up.
I am scared,
but when was I not.
Aug 9, 2025
Aug 9, 2025 at 11:42 PM UTC
You would be September,
and I will be May.
And somewhere in the middle,
we'd meet along the way.
As if I am a stranger
passing you by
gazing through your
blue tinted eyes
I could be your secret
and you will be my muse.
Writing how the seasons will end,
until the cold comes through.
So you will just be September,
and nothing more,
and I will be May
with the hopes it's like before.
Feb 14, 2025
Feb 14, 2025 at 8:20 PM UTC
I bought a peach today
hoping it would bring me
joy
but its soft skin and dripping juice
only reminded me of you
as I drove back home
and forgot about that peach
it seemed as if its only purpose
was to make me miss you.
Feb 6, 2025
Feb 6, 2025 at 1:35 AM UTC
