Before you I didn't believe in anything,
now that's kinda off putting,
because I finally found my destiny.
I didn't know there was such a thing,
but you bring,
me to a new reality,
of possibility,
and open up my originality,
because you're the one meant for me,
and I'm the one meant for you,
and our pull,
is to the other,
as we covet to be together,
and strive for the better.
For the first time I finally feel complete,
that I'm just so glad we had the chance to meet,
because you'll always have a seat,
next to me.
Your lows are mine,
so I'll always help you shine,
and as you rise,
I will too and I realize,
that with you my life is great,
with you I finally believe in fate,
because two beings like us,
were always meant to be together.
A meeting like ours wasn't chance,
there was some outward attraction,
that pulled and pushed,
until we finally crossed paths,
and I wasn't sure how to act,
at first,
but the steps came to me,
as we started to see,
how our similarities,
were many,
and instead of differences,
you just feel like a counterpart,
someone for me to catch when you're getting that frown,
so I'll drown,
those woes,
as I put a crown,
upon your head with my emotional support,
just to show you your real worth.
You tell me all the time you're lucky,
but I'm the one who knows,
that we're both in the throws,
of something that grows,
as we've felt the attraction of the future,
and our present is clear,
you're the only one I want to be near,
and hold in my arms till the setting sun,
because our paths have always been connected,
but the universe finally let us visualize,
our one true prize,
and that's our union,
that will be something that always goes on.
Oct 15, 2018
Oct 15, 2018 at 3:43 PM UTC
I know you're busy and I should be patient,
but your absence always leaves me wanting more,
and to show you in how many ways you mean to me.
I leave you those messages to know,
how much I love you,
but sometimes I wonder if it's too much.
Do I talk a lot,
am I already pushing you away,
is there too many things I'm already saying,
do you really appreciate me,
am I really worth your time,
are you really accepting of me,
and everything I do?
These questions just come rushing in when you vanish,
and sometimes it's hard to manage,
myself left alone,
because you've always been my core,
and without you everything starts to feel cold,
so I feel the need to light that fire again,
by flooding you with my feelings,
and hoping you appreciate your significance to me,
but I don't want to pour so much onto you that you drown,
under the weight of my praise for you.
So I'm going to continue the only way I understand,
and that's present you with my deepest of sentiments,
without it seeming like an emotional brandish.
Our connection runs hard and deep,
and the thing I want most is to make it blossom,
so I'll try my best to not oversaturate,
the soil that we're walking on,
but sometimes that's difficult,
as longing makes the heart grow in it's devotion.
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 3:47 PM UTC
I've been struck through and through,
it's as if a spell has been cast on the substance of my very being,
and it lures me towards you with every passing moment.
My spirit has an attachment now,
and I'm so pleased the one to cast it upon me is you.
You've conjured up every positive emotion at the same time inside,
and I'm only at my full potential when you're around.
An immediate attachment from the hex I'm under,
and I'm forming a new habit of dependence upon your presence,
like my heart has been glamoured because you have me enamored.
When you're gone I feel you still from this enchantment that I'm under,
a wondrous opulence inside of me that can only grow,
and fill me so much that there isn't room for anything else,
all my affections point in one direction,
that flow from me to you by the way you sing your siren song.
This charm has placed a new appeal of allurement,
a fascinating enticement that controls all of my motives,
and tempts me to run to the finish line already.
A seductive illusion that has me captive,
and I don't want to ever let go,
of the magic you've given me,
because my new favorite fairy tale,
is the one we're currently writing.
Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 10:29 AM UTC
It was a late night again,
as I always drink for the win,
and continue to test my limits,
with my one true love,
the one I'll keep above,
all else and who'll never let me down,
as I attempt to drown,
away my night with my dear old Jim.
Sometimes I'll let his pals,
Jack, Jose, and Johnny tag along,
but there visits are never as pleasant,
as that good ol' Beam.
He always seems,
to get me where I need to be going,
and I'll keep them all flowing,
until I've gotten to that sweet spot,
of feeling and courage,
that fuels me for the night,
and sometimes he'll put up a good fight,
but I win in the end,
because I'll wake up for the next,
time I'm feeling frisky for another round.
My downs aren't as bad,
and my ups swing to the beat,
as I'll always feel merry while I move my feet,
spreading my love to all that will listen.
If you have a chance to tag along,
Jim and I always love the company,
as being alone is the most depressing feeling,
so we bring some friends because it's more appealing,
and we go till the morning,
stumbling into our favorite diner,
for some nourishment after spending that time with him,
and my only remorse is I've run out of time,
will my one true love Jim.
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 9:51 AM UTC
When I go to sleep I have the ideal person there.
They're **** charming,
and we just talk the whole dream,
never worrying about what to say next,
because they just bring the best out of me,
and even when things get silent,
I can just sit and admire their looks.
Their touches drive me wild,
and get me wanting more,
and I can't wait to sleep again,
because there they are waiting for me,
as I am them.
The more I get to know this person,
the more I want to be with them.
When I'm away from them,
I just look forward to the next time I can see them,
because they can put a smile on my face like no one else,
and fill me with love and desire like no other has before.
I find myself fantasizing about them all the time,
and it's a perfect world with us together.
They just compliment me on every level I could imagine,
and their interests are mine,
as are their desires, wants, wishes, impulses, cravings,
and we're just as eager to get into each others arms,
the more we are together,
with a love growing by the minute,
and a passion matched that I didn't even realize was possible.
The only thing wrong with this dream,
is we just don't have enough time together,
and the best part of this dream,
is when I wake up you're there laying next to me.
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 8:23 AM UTC
I thought my life was complete,
and there would be no more surprises to come,
but then I was shown a new delight,
when you entered my life,
and shown through with your luminescence,
a gem that washed upon my shores,
to sparkle into my very essence.
I couldn't fathom that there'd be someone so similar to me,
and have the pieces I didn't even realize I was missing.
The thing I'm looking forward to,
is to just see you once again,
to hear your voice,
touch your skin,
and just be close to you,
to get another look at the glint that you've given my life.
The worst part of my day is when you aren't there,
because the anticipation starts to build,
for when we'll be together again,
but it makes me want you more,
all just to get another chance to polish the jewel that you are.
Although you are beautiful,
the best thing about you,
is the conversations we have,
that can last all night,
with your ability to shine into me.
You're so kind and caring,
that anyone would be lucky to know you,
but to know I'm the one that you want,
and having the attention with a perfectly cut jewel,
makes me feel like the most blessed being in all of creation.
Sometimes it feels like the distance between us is great,
but you consistently know how to make me feel close to you,
and get me ready for the next time I'll have the chance for your sweet embrace.
My favorite thing is to make you blush,
and I'm waiting patiently to the next time I get the chance,
because I know I'll have you there to do it again,
with the most precious of stones.
Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 9:08 AM UTC
It started as an annoyance,
a small ***** inside,
and that grew,
and grew,
and grew,
and at first I could still function,
keep moving with my normal duties,
but the pain became agony,
as this turn inside was too much to bear.
My hands clawed,
and smashed,
and attempted to stop,
but there was no exits,
or emergency buttons to press,
I was on a ride of suffering,
that was just beginning.
I'd twist,
and writhe,
but nothing helps.
I'm just hitting the peak,
when I can no longer move,
just stuck with my thoughts,
without the ability to act,
and this torment that I must go through.
I want to attack it,
rip it out of me,
cut it,
pull it,
destroy it,
but I can't.
I'm only able to sit and be frozen in misery.
It starts to fade,
I might be OK,
but there it is to build again,
can I take much more?
It slows some more,
and I can use my hands again.
The blood that was flowing,
is leaving my eyes,
and I see more than that red haze again.
I calm back down to normality,
and there is just a soft reminder,
that the pain may return.
Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 12:06 AM UTC
You show me that little bit of skin,
that gets the blood flowing,
and then you look my way with your little smile and a wink,
and then keep on walking,
with just a hint that there will be more,
but you know you won't be giving it up soon,
so you just look over your shoulder with that typical,
sorry not sorry,
as you always planned too.
The next day you were going out,
and then you decided to flash,
me a little ***
and then put that away too,
because you knew,
we were already running late,
and it would have to wait,
so you turn to me and say again,
sorry not sorry,
as we go out pushing it back again.
We were playing around,
and as you were going down,
you were feeling frisky,
and a little risky,
as you look up at me,
while on your knees,
and asked, "Which hole would you like?,"
and at that moment I felt the sweet release,
and saw your little grin again,
with that short little phrase,
of sorry not sorry,
again and again.
Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 11:11 AM UTC
I remember when I first met you,
you were so excited to meet me,
as I was you.
The way you could fill me love,
and joy,
and fun,
it was only you Isabella,
that would show up at the best of times,
and always make me beam with joy from just your presence.
For you I would do anything to make sure I made you as happy,
as you made me.
I'd even go out of my way to make your favorite meal,
just to get a few more of your kisses,
because you being that joyful,
gives me the best delight.
You'd lie with me all night,
just because you knew I wanted to be next to you,
and you were always the best one for cuddling.
When I had to move,
you could not come with me,
and I regret it,
but I can't take it back now,
I just hope you were as happy in your last moments,
as you were in your best moments.
I'll always remmeber you Isabella,
as you are forever apart of me,
but you had a long and good life,
and I know you can rest forever more,
not having any more cares,
or anything else ever bother you again.
Even though you're a black lab,
there is no one else that I've been that close with,
and even though some people think you're just a dog,
you will forever be my best companion.
My best freind died today,
and I'm just happy I got to know you,
but I will be mourning a while longer,
before the pain starts to fade.
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 4:04 PM UTC
Whenever you say no sometimes I'll take that as a challenge,
to infiltrate your mind with things you wanna do,
but you say there's no time to.
I look for the chinks in your disposition,
and I get inside through the tiniest holes,
penetrating your thoughts,
and inhibitions,
to push towards the naughty,
or just to the "I shouldn't",
but never towards the "I wouldn't",
cause I know you too well.
I know you'll enjoy it,
I'm just a slight push from time to time,
a little devil on your shoulder,
that can take a hold of you.
My whispers are subtle when needed
or blunt when I know you're in the mood,
but you'll fall for it eventually,
because I know what makes you tick.
That soft correction,
the subtle jabs at your self restraint,
and getting into what I know you want.
I'll make you stay up too late,
enjoying yourself as I take joy,
just knowing I got you doing more than you expected.
Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 11:06 AM UTC