One not an ounce of fear
she crawled out of her pupa
evolved so clamorously
flaunting such aura
delicate beautiful wings
so small and thin, of great fragility
but an appetite for the world
larger than a king's hunger,
greed for power, wealth, gold..
"Stay! - just a second longer"
But she had to know, had to see
...had to explore
...had to have it all
strayed away too far from thee
little wings
remoulding colours
in memories of her valour; her ambitions;
forever etched in one's mind
a harrowing flight
let them bewail such occurence
let them seek consoling thoughts
who believes in metempsychosis
she found home in the lights embrace
Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 2:05 AM UTC
My name
Because our names mark our beginnings
The Start Of My Ends
How I yearned for freedom
to break free from his shackles
But a single touch of freedom
left me empty
I lost too much
it became meaningless
that is how it came to
The Start Of My Ends
Fortunately my Name
is like a piece of paper
when you've destroyed a side
you flip it over
and start again on the clear page
God showed me how
he heard my heart cry and took my hands onto his
I glanced down to see
I was silenced
by His light and the warmth of his touch
No measure of time can be told
but my losses can be seen brought back
into my arms
and that is how it came to be
The Start of My Ends
With my Name
and on behalf of all other Names
I thank the Lord for not giving up on
those who gave up
for listening to every prayers
said and unsaid
for wiping away tears
shed and unshed
There is truly no word
big enough to Express the joy
happiness
that is wrapped around me like
my favourite blanket
To all the bad days
this is how it came to be
The Start of their Ends
Jan 31, 2020
Jan 31, 2020 at 1:53 PM UTC
There was this story about a butterfly
how she can never stay in one place for too long
she'll soon spread her wings
exploring
a journey with no fixed destinations
but this butterfly I know
wandered too far and too close
she never landed
captured maybe but her wings...
her wings never pinned or clipped off
no they were as beautiful as ever
this butterfly decided to stay
wrapped around his little finger
Jan 31, 2020
Jan 31, 2020 at 1:04 PM UTC
The rain sung her a lullaby
As she slowly drifted off into the dark
Floating with the stars
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 7:49 AM UTC
Greedy Heart made peace with an agitated Mind
So comes easily
Acceptance
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 8:20 AM UTC
I don't know
My mind's trying to find the answers
That my heart couldn't
Myself is sad, worried, angry..
About everything!
about nothing
Water dripping from the faucet makes me want to cry
The sweet smell of my freshly laundered clothes...
I love it but I also want them to burn
I don't want anyone to see me
I don't want to see anyone
But I also don't want to push anyone away
A pen slips out of my fingers at work
And that honestly broke my heart
I find myself unable to breathe
I feel a thousand emotions I couldn't name
Half of them I don't even know what they are
I hate myself for hating the things I love
I hate myself for not knowing why
I'm tired, I'm tired of being tired
My mind tells me to read my books
Books make me happy
I love books
Heart says NO!
You don't
I guess you can say in this situation
Stereotypically...
My mind is the man in this relationship
My heart, the indecisive woman
Yes, No! Wait! Yes yes...no nothing!
I DON'T KNOW!
.....i'm fine...
Everything hurts so very much
But really... they're both trying
To be just fine
Mar 16, 2019
Mar 16, 2019 at 8:29 AM UTC
The high
Had been the closest
Taste of perfection
To the reality
I sometimes loathe
Until I try to find
And bring back the me
I just tried to ****
Feb 23, 2019
Feb 23, 2019 at 1:15 AM UTC
It's an ongoing battlefield
Right here
Between my *******
Torn between two desires
and I'll be ******
If I strangle his beautiful neck
And kiss his lips
All at once
with all the rage
I have to erupt
Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 8:55 AM UTC
My heart has forgotten how to swim
And suddenly...
Air isn't enough to breathe anymore
I miss him
Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 7:54 AM UTC
Something felt different
The pawns, the chips and my deck of cards
Lost somewhere in the backyard
This time
I'm gambling with my heart
And my life on the line
Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 1:37 AM UTC