TheSanguinary - Hello Poetry

I knew life wasn't a walk through the park I knew I had to make something out of myself I knew I had to work harder than anyone else I knew I had to learn I knew it wasn't gonna be easy And then she came along We both knew we had skeletons in our closets We both knew we had demons no one else had We knew it wasn't gonna be easy But she gave me the strength and courage To man up, to stand up and know it's gonna be okay She gave me the strength to give my hand to her and have her walk beside me Just when everything was going as we envisioned Who knew that life still had a trick up its sleeves Who knew I'd have to leave her all alone Who knew she'd have to cry Without me there to wipe her tears No one thought I'd have to die so soon

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Jul 12, 2023

Jul 12, 2023 at 7:25 PM UTC

why so early

I knew life wasn't a walk through the park I knew I had to make something out of myself I knew I had to work harder than anyone else I knew I had to learn I knew it wasn't gonna be easy And then she came along We both knew we had skeletons in our closets We both knew we had demons no one else had We knew it wasn't gonna be easy But she gave me the strength and courage To man up, to stand up and know it's gonna be okay She gave me the strength to give my hand to her and have her walk beside me Just when everything was going as we envisioned Who knew that life still had a trick up its sleeves Who knew I'd have to leave her all alone Who knew she'd have to cry Without me there to wipe her tears No one thought I'd have to die so soon

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Blissful silence in the dark Breathing sounds could be heard from afar As i got closer it got louder In the pitch black room All around me was darkness The breathing got rougher and louder With a mourn mixed in here and there.... I could feel strength leaving my body Daring myself to move closer In the pitch black room I could make out figures Looking like an enormous beast Devouring its prey Swallowing it whole I lost the strength to run Or scream A shouting heart jolting my trans mind Like a rolling rock on a steep slope I Moved forward In the pitch black room Right in-front of me ...... A scene i couldn't fathom Two silhouettes panting and mourning Even without a clear picture Even without the sound One couldn't help but swallow a mouthful Of saliva This hunger inducing scene played out As my heart started racing A bright light flashed blinding me In a now bright room The two seemed unaffected Like the illumination from the light Wasn't visible to them I could clearly see a figure A figure so thirst inducing One could mistaken it for aphrodite And wen she mourned A sweet melody Compared to that of the music of apollo Lost in the beauty of this beauty And the melody she was creating I heard a name As she said it again I opened my eyes Opening my eyes to gaze into hers They seemed to blaze with a flame One that felt inextinguishable One that would devour any soul that came close This beautiful yet dangerous flame I knew if i went close there is no coming back Yet a deep sense of belonging came from within A cold yet familiar sensation was flowing through me She moved her down my chest As it moved i felt it..... For the first time Pure craving Like an electric current running thru me Leaving chaos in its wake Like a drum-roll My heart cried out With it melting the cold sensation Like a beast unleashed My body was brimming with strength Moving my hands towards her Like a black hole Like Jormungand Every cell in me was screaming Shouting And scratching Trying to heed her call Getting ready to devour her Swallow her whole N show her how deep the abyss went

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Jul 12, 2023

Jul 12, 2023 at 7:22 PM UTC

Blissfull silence

Blissful silence in the dark Breathing sounds could be heard from afar As i got closer it got louder In the pitch black room All around me was darkness The breathing got rougher and louder With a mourn mixed in here and there.... I could feel strength leaving my body Daring myself to move closer In the pitch black room I could make out figures Looking like an enormous beast Devouring its prey Swallowing it whole I lost the strength to run Or scream A shouting heart jolting my trans mind Like a rolling rock on a steep slope I Moved forward In the pitch black room Right in-front of me ...... A scene i couldn't fathom Two silhouettes panting and mourning Even without a clear picture Even without the sound One couldn't help but swallow a mouthful Of saliva This hunger inducing scene played out As my heart started racing A bright light flashed blinding me In a now bright room The two seemed unaffected Like the illumination from the light Wasn't visible to them I could clearly see a figure A figure so thirst inducing One could mistaken it for aphrodite And wen she mourned A sweet melody Compared to that of the music of apollo Lost in the beauty of this beauty And the melody she was creating I heard a name As she said it again I opened my eyes Opening my eyes to gaze into hers They seemed to blaze with a flame One that felt inextinguishable One that would devour any soul that came close This beautiful yet dangerous flame I knew if i went close there is no coming back Yet a deep sense of belonging came from within A cold yet familiar sensation was flowing through me She moved her down my chest As it moved i felt it..... For the first time Pure craving Like an electric current running thru me Leaving chaos in its wake Like a drum-roll My heart cried out With it melting the cold sensation Like a beast unleashed My body was brimming with strength Moving my hands towards her Like a black hole Like Jormungand Every cell in me was screaming Shouting And scratching Trying to heed her call Getting ready to devour her Swallow her whole N show her how deep the abyss went

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İ woke up with an aching heart Soaked in a flood Only to realise it was salty İ could feel my heart strings tightening What really happened? Tip toeing down memory lane İt started flooding back Unlike the one i woke up in This one was bitter What the hell is going one? The bitter taste in my mouth lasted forever As my chest became tighter Gasping for breath As if fighting with my body İ remembered İ now knew what had happened. The foggy memory had cleared As bright as day For all to see The reason for my tears The reason for my pain The reason i woke up half alive İ had lost you Without word or warning The nights became darker No stars no moon no light The days became unbearable As if left in the middle of a Desert İf i couldn't have have you Then death would be my solution And as i jumped off a cliff Just before i hit the ground İ woke up soaked İn a sea of tears But at least in this life i still had you And I smiled What a awful nightmare

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Jul 12, 2023

Jul 12, 2023 at 7:20 PM UTC

Nightmare

İ woke up with an aching heart Soaked in a flood Only to realise it was salty İ could feel my heart strings tightening What really happened? Tip toeing down memory lane İt started flooding back Unlike the one i woke up in This one was bitter What the hell is going one? The bitter taste in my mouth lasted forever As my chest became tighter Gasping for breath As if fighting with my body İ remembered İ now knew what had happened. The foggy memory had cleared As bright as day For all to see The reason for my tears The reason for my pain The reason i woke up half alive İ had lost you Without word or warning The nights became darker No stars no moon no light The days became unbearable As if left in the middle of a Desert İf i couldn't have have you Then death would be my solution And as i jumped off a cliff Just before i hit the ground İ woke up soaked İn a sea of tears But at least in this life i still had you And I smiled What a awful nightmare

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It had been a while Even tho no tears were shed I could feel it was a wound tt would possibly leave a huge scar I had no bad intentions when i said it I had no ill meaning when i did it I did it out the pure feeling of longing Out of the innocent feeling of yearning If i had to mke an apology I would be apologising for loving a woman like a lil girl It was all love at first And that love kept growing n spiraling out of control Every Time my hrt beat ...... i swear i could feel it ...... as if its about to break through the cage Every Time i put my hand on my chest it was as if im trying to calm a mad dog down A feeling i loved n hated Cause Every Time it reminded me of how deep it was How deep the wound was gonna be As i kept replaying the worst case scenario in my head And making more rush decisions In a sad attempt to protect my heart In the end it didn't hurt At least not at the moment But the longer i sat there the more i could feel the wound opening As if its about to rip my hrt in 2 I clutched at my chest Held on for dear life The laughter echoed in the empty starry nyt Reminisce of a broken heart No, a broken mind As i sat there feeling regret from the words protect your heart.

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Jun 19, 2023

Jun 19, 2023 at 9:42 PM UTC

Untitled

It had been a while Even tho no tears were shed I could feel it was a wound tt would possibly leave a huge scar I had no bad intentions when i said it I had no ill meaning when i did it I did it out the pure feeling of longing Out of the innocent feeling of yearning If i had to mke an apology I would be apologising for loving a woman like a lil girl It was all love at first And that love kept growing n spiraling out of control Every Time my hrt beat ...... i swear i could feel it ...... as if its about to break through the cage Every Time i put my hand on my chest it was as if im trying to calm a mad dog down A feeling i loved n hated Cause Every Time it reminded me of how deep it was How deep the wound was gonna be As i kept replaying the worst case scenario in my head And making more rush decisions In a sad attempt to protect my heart In the end it didn't hurt At least not at the moment But the longer i sat there the more i could feel the wound opening As if its about to rip my hrt in 2 I clutched at my chest Held on for dear life The laughter echoed in the empty starry nyt Reminisce of a broken heart No, a broken mind As i sat there feeling regret from the words protect your heart.

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I had a dream A beauty unlike any other She had had the eyes of a goddess That seemed to see thru me As if I was an open book in front of her I looked into her eyes And I couldn't help but smile As her sweet voice rang in my dream I had a dream The only time I felt at peace was next to her When she held me I could feel all the weight on my shoulders vanish Atlas reincarnate Her warmth gave me the feeling of home And her sweet voice rang in my dream I had a dream She was in tears My heart fell apart When I realized I was the cause My very being trembled For no reason in the world would make me hurt her I could feel that my cheeks were wet When I looked down to see Her doubting voice rang in this nightmare I had a dream I had her in my arms She felt vulnerable For someone so strong Leaning against me for a change My heart skipped a beat I felt loved I'm having a dream Where home is her My sweet dream How much I care for her How happy I am How I don't want to wake up Mon ange hold me forever

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May 25, 2022

May 25, 2022 at 2:29 PM UTC

DREAM

I had a dream A beauty unlike any other She had had the eyes of a goddess That seemed to see thru me As if I was an open book in front of her I looked into her eyes And I couldn't help but smile As her sweet voice rang in my dream I had a dream The only time I felt at peace was next to her When she held me I could feel all the weight on my shoulders vanish Atlas reincarnate Her warmth gave me the feeling of home And her sweet voice rang in my dream I had a dream She was in tears My heart fell apart When I realized I was the cause My very being trembled For no reason in the world would make me hurt her I could feel that my cheeks were wet When I looked down to see Her doubting voice rang in this nightmare I had a dream I had her in my arms She felt vulnerable For someone so strong Leaning against me for a change My heart skipped a beat I felt loved I'm having a dream Where home is her My sweet dream How much I care for her How happy I am How I don't want to wake up Mon ange hold me forever

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with a flick of his wrist they danced around in the palm of his hand stood an army awaiting orders just the tremors of his voice they trembled on their knees bowing down to their king awaiting orders a king of his own design toying with lives a chef and his ingredients the preparation was done the game had began

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May 25, 2022

May 25, 2022 at 2:20 PM UTC

the puppeteer

with a flick of his wrist they danced around in the palm of his hand stood an army awaiting orders just the tremors of his voice they trembled on their knees bowing down to their king awaiting orders a king of his own design toying with lives a chef and his ingredients the preparation was done the game had began

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the sun no longer shined it became dark the whole world was about to feel her wrath as her screams could be heard her fury could be felt crackling sounds of lighting could be heard within the dark cloud grew larger one look and one could tell a storm was brewing what had seemed like a sunny day turned dark and solemn one push one button and over the edge, she goes final stroll the noise around him drowned her cries he couldn't make a word of what she said it seemed the storm had passed closing his eyes to breathe with a shatter, she broke and all hell broke loose

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Apr 12, 2022

Apr 12, 2022 at 7:14 PM UTC

broken

the sun no longer shined it became dark the whole world was about to feel her wrath as her screams could be heard her fury could be felt crackling sounds of lighting could be heard within the dark cloud grew larger one look and one could tell a storm was brewing what had seemed like a sunny day turned dark and solemn one push one button and over the edge, she goes final stroll the noise around him drowned her cries he couldn't make a word of what she said it seemed the storm had passed closing his eyes to breathe with a shatter, she broke and all hell broke loose

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A stinging sensation Similar to that of a bunch ats having their way with you A burning unscramble itch Simlar to that of a couple bee stings The uncontrollable feeling of anger Like acid meet metal Fumes and bubbles Smoke everywhere Ready to ignite watever comes close This burning hot feeling This uncontrollable yearning for something that someone has Could it be? An ordinary morning Noise everywhere Not wanting to get out of bed An errie feeling crept up to me Like a sense of dejavu Telling to stay down Dont get up It felt like a thousand bugs Crawling under my skin Wat i opened my eyes to Is this the reason why u shouldn't check your phone in the mrng? Could this feeling be wat i think? Wait.....it could be it But why I hve no reason to be We never had anything to begin with Then why does my heart feel like this Like a rag doll..... bound in twine Untill the thread is almost cutting in Then like a yoyo Thrown around only to come back to the thrower to be thrown again Like a soccer ball being passed around teammates Only for the striker to give it a more powerful kick Every second i looked The string got tighter And as i closed my eyes in thought I could taste blood in my mouth What irony My head laughed But only the sound of gritting teeth could be heard As i endured the tugs froms my hrt Yes this was it Its the conclusion i came to Yes indeed It was jealous

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Sep 24, 2021

Sep 24, 2021 at 4:52 AM UTC

Jealous

A stinging sensation Similar to that of a bunch ats having their way with you A burning unscramble itch Simlar to that of a couple bee stings The uncontrollable feeling of anger Like acid meet metal Fumes and bubbles Smoke everywhere Ready to ignite watever comes close This burning hot feeling This uncontrollable yearning for something that someone has Could it be? An ordinary morning Noise everywhere Not wanting to get out of bed An errie feeling crept up to me Like a sense of dejavu Telling to stay down Dont get up It felt like a thousand bugs Crawling under my skin Wat i opened my eyes to Is this the reason why u shouldn't check your phone in the mrng? Could this feeling be wat i think? Wait.....it could be it But why I hve no reason to be We never had anything to begin with Then why does my heart feel like this Like a rag doll..... bound in twine Untill the thread is almost cutting in Then like a yoyo Thrown around only to come back to the thrower to be thrown again Like a soccer ball being passed around teammates Only for the striker to give it a more powerful kick Every second i looked The string got tighter And as i closed my eyes in thought I could taste blood in my mouth What irony My head laughed But only the sound of gritting teeth could be heard As i endured the tugs froms my hrt Yes this was it Its the conclusion i came to Yes indeed It was jealous

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It had been a while Even tho no tears were shed I could feel it was a wound tt would possibly leave a huge scar I had no bad intentions when i said it I had no ill meaning when i did it I did it out the pure feeling of longing Out of the innocent feeling of yearning If i had to mke an apology I would apologising for loving a woman like a lil girl It was all love at first And that love kept growing n spiraling out of control Everytime my hrt beat ...... i swear i could feel it ...... as if its about to break through the cage Everytime i put my hand on my chest it was as if im trying to calm a mad dog down A feeling i loved n hated Cause Everytime it reminded me of how deep it was How deep the wound was gonn be As i kept replaying the worst case scenario in my head And making more rush decisions In a sad attempt to protect my heart In the end it didn't hurt At least not at the moment But the longer i sat there the more i could feel the wound opening As if its about to rip my hrt in 2 I clucthed at my chest Held on for dear life The laughter echoed in the empty starry nyt Reminesce of a broken heart, No.......broken mind As i sat there feeling regret from the word protect your heart.

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Mar 17, 2021

Mar 17, 2021 at 7:26 AM UTC

Broken

It had been a while Even tho no tears were shed I could feel it was a wound tt would possibly leave a huge scar I had no bad intentions when i said it I had no ill meaning when i did it I did it out the pure feeling of longing Out of the innocent feeling of yearning If i had to mke an apology I would apologising for loving a woman like a lil girl It was all love at first And that love kept growing n spiraling out of control Everytime my hrt beat ...... i swear i could feel it ...... as if its about to break through the cage Everytime i put my hand on my chest it was as if im trying to calm a mad dog down A feeling i loved n hated Cause Everytime it reminded me of how deep it was How deep the wound was gonn be As i kept replaying the worst case scenario in my head And making more rush decisions In a sad attempt to protect my heart In the end it didn't hurt At least not at the moment But the longer i sat there the more i could feel the wound opening As if its about to rip my hrt in 2 I clucthed at my chest Held on for dear life The laughter echoed in the empty starry nyt Reminesce of a broken heart, No.......broken mind As i sat there feeling regret from the word protect your heart.

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I need sme water My body needs more This thirst, I hve failed to quench The more i drink The thirstier i become The thirdt only she can quench I hve been inslaved to my desire My desire to hve her My desire to hold her To devour her The harder i try to escape The deeper it feels As a slave to my desire An addict to her love I feel like i hve a pit inside me One that can keep eating for eternity Deep and dark U mightcall it bottomless Am I tired....? Yes Can i stop....? No I cant stop eating My hunger for her keeps growing with every bite i take The pit grows deeper Leaving me starving for more A hunger even she cant satisfy Call me gluttony I thirst for her lips My body craves to taste em A revitalising kiss that brings back life to my shrivelled and dry body I am an addict to her love A day without her feels like eternity When im in her, Arms feels like home When i see her My heart jumps from joy Like playing a song for her I starve for her body The slightest and most delicate of touches feels like hve touched heaven The screams and moans...., Melodies i can't live without When she kiss me When she holds me And when she takes me in I pray it is a fantasy Because if not...... I MAY BE IN LOVE.

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Jan 7, 2021

Jan 7, 2021 at 5:15 PM UTC

In love

I need sme water My body needs more This thirst, I hve failed to quench The more i drink The thirstier i become The thirdt only she can quench I hve been inslaved to my desire My desire to hve her My desire to hold her To devour her The harder i try to escape The deeper it feels As a slave to my desire An addict to her love I feel like i hve a pit inside me One that can keep eating for eternity Deep and dark U mightcall it bottomless Am I tired....? Yes Can i stop....? No I cant stop eating My hunger for her keeps growing with every bite i take The pit grows deeper Leaving me starving for more A hunger even she cant satisfy Call me gluttony I thirst for her lips My body craves to taste em A revitalising kiss that brings back life to my shrivelled and dry body I am an addict to her love A day without her feels like eternity When im in her, Arms feels like home When i see her My heart jumps from joy Like playing a song for her I starve for her body The slightest and most delicate of touches feels like hve touched heaven The screams and moans...., Melodies i can't live without When she kiss me When she holds me And when she takes me in I pray it is a fantasy Because if not...... I MAY BE IN LOVE.

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