Your twisted words,
Smoothy slipped off of your mouth,
Your pale face, I wanted to paint
With the sunrise, you found in my eyes
Red lights, empty streets
Grey sky, I am coming to you to please
Stay with me, now I fear these chaos
In my mind, they still play your role
Stop stringing me along, I can't bear it anymore
Blame my behaviour but I still love your heart
I'm trip-tripping in the lost state of my mind,
Need you to heal these scars,
you left on my arms
Sweet, must be the taste was, of my pain
That you always came and gave another to blame
My soul, for it always let you in
All these years,
I always prayed for you to change
But every season, you stayed the same
and I could not scream at your cruel self,
Tragic that I injected you in my veins twice,
My skin now burns, it hurts like hell
but my body still loves the pain,
Come again and explore this dark place,
I'm no longer me,
I can't haunt you anymore. -Rks
Aug 15, 2017
Aug 15, 2017 at 12:17 PM UTC
On the moon
Out of bowl
At top of our roof
Under the moonlight
Honey, I was just homeless child
Looking for love and you
Your younger self with older soul
Saddened over what we were told of
Off the road, I saw you begging
"Bring me back the love I sold"
Selfish, I wasn't that fish
Out of bowl
You took my breaths away
In the first place
You breathed me in
Then out till I lost my chills
Jul 7, 2016
Jul 7, 2016 at 8:48 PM UTC
Inside, there are so much hidden
Hard times to get through them
There goes a part, I know
Numbing heart whilst being drunk on the floor
Who says that I'm whole
Wonder if i lose it all
Thrilled to announce about
what I've been holding onto
but darling I ain't whole anymore
Jun 30, 2016
Jun 30, 2016 at 11:28 PM UTC
I like the way, you lay
Next to me, you stay
For a while, I play
A game to my heart to play with yours
Is not what in our control
Can't be bold enough to let you go
Isn't what I'm stronger for
Forever, you're of mine
I wanna be yours, next to you i wanna stay
Tell you those tales, I wrote on us
Over mountains, I can climb up
To let the blue sky know
That you are all I adore
At your door, I knock
In my hands, those red roses
Just let me say those three words
In this big world, one in a million, I found you
Before I lose my mind, merely heart me till my death
No matter if you hate me, I shall be loving you till I lose my breathes..
Jun 30, 2016
Jun 30, 2016 at 2:10 PM UTC
With sant, build me up
Wishing, could get you out of me
Like fog goes out of my mouth when I breathe
Beating heart, bleeding fast
Healing your heart while seeking your cure
Condition of my madness, over your craziness
Oh your arms, I still remember their warmness
Wasn't aware of this separateness
Yet im left between your darkness
No light, no height but your shine still hides in my eyes
I still feel it, oh I know its out of my touch so is it still out of my reach?
Reckless yet so restless my soul been
Rip me off or recolour my dark soul
Call me an insane or call me sucker but whatever I'm now its just for love, oh my lover
that's the insanity of my love.
Jun 30, 2016
Jun 30, 2016 at 2:12 AM UTC
Every song, she wrote
Each feeling, that faded
Every word, she bled
Each tear, showed how blue was she
On each paper, she screamed
****** sins, still remain with the pain she owned yet still singing out loud to let her veins speak of her heart, around this wall, she sat in front of this, numbing self whilst rhyming to the war
Between her mind and heart.
Jun 30, 2016
Jun 30, 2016 at 2:01 AM UTC
She holds it tight
To the last breathes
To the an end of her life
To the last beats of her heart
To the sun, to let it know that she still holds on
where he left her all alone
With memories,
With the kind of love, she can't get over
With the kind of wounds,
Which haven't healed yet
Or maybe will never be..
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 1:51 PM UTC
I see the birds, Singing about love
I see the sun, Rising in your eyes
I see the an ocean, Waving dangerously
I see myself , Staring at you
I see the love, Annihilating both of us
I see my heart, Falling for your soul
I see your eyes, Looking into mine
I see my secrets, Closing to your heartbeats
I see myself, Writing about you
I see the fire, Burning our hearts
I see their pieces, Turning into ashes
I see the distance, Separating you from me
I see the tears, Flowing upon your face
I see your sorrows, Crushing my heart
I see the silence, Telling me your unspoken words
I see us, Breaking our promises
I see the things , Reminding us, our old memories
I see you, Running away from me
I see my soul, Finding a shelter in your heart
I see my broken heart, Loving you in multiple languages
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 7:45 AM UTC
I believed. In your words
The words you've said to me
Which can't be forgotten, won't be easy to
"You're a flower that blooms only in my dreams"
But all I got to know, I was just a nightmare that you despised a lot
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 7:31 AM UTC
Everything, she let
To break her inside
Just let her heart to feel the pain
And let herself know that it still beats
Looking around for the pieces, she lost
Somewhere far, or further
But still, she has not found them yet
Everything, she let
To break her apart
Just to let herself know that she still is alive yet is dead inside
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 3:28 AM UTC