Terrific thoughts,
Shallow breaths,
In between it all
I feel everything
Including the universe in myself
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 6:53 PM UTC
Soft shades glimmer on my darker skin,
Sing me songs til days end,
I can not be anymore than I am and I will not be anything I am not,
I see they admire my pace
Even after I'm tired and withered from life's race
So these days I smile in the many faces of uncertainty,
Feeling less cursed and more blessed, Feeling less hurt and more whole,
Yes,
I still sit in spaces between time Pondering it all...
While pure devotion
Keeps me grounded and sane,
And yes I know my ramblings mean Nothing to you
But the ones who see colors
Understand the sentences
Of little bird red
With dashes of blue
Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 4:51 PM UTC
Watching the smoke
Roll off your lips
…is a dream to me,
Can’t shake the feeling
That I’ve been here before
But these days
I’m searching for places
I haven’t been,
I used to love a girl
Who reminded me of the wind
Now I seek women who move
Like water..
Yes, that’s my cup
But I don’t
Trust you enough
To let you pour anything,
Don’t be concerned
I just came from lands
That contained only me
And putting myself out there
Has never been me..
So
Take your inhales
Of this wood tip dream
My sweet crystal water,
And don’t worry about the wind
Cause
She’s not coming back
For me..
Dec 7, 2017
Dec 7, 2017 at 1:46 PM UTC
In your most vulnerable moments you are just a child that wants to be held..and rubbed softly while you listen to the familiar sound of my voice echoing in this quiet room. This moment of sincerity is a paradise we share and we choose to let each other in..but never in too deep cause once you go to far you never come back and we’re too young to be planting seeds of oak trees. They say the deepest connection is when we connect the spaces between our knees but you and I know that’s not the truth..cause we’ve had love for souls with connections that ran so deep our hearts wouldn’t beat whenever they weren’t around to make us smile ever so endlessly. We joke about being the club of the dead quite often..and since winter came all you’ve done is cry & cough and I find myself here humming with a stick of glue incase you fall apart. I’ve been there before, so I know exactly how you feel..the illusions..sleepless nights..and the non-stop drinking until the pain stops cause who gives a **** about a hangover when your desire is to stop the pain. So when you call and tell me to come over and your humming “I’m so sick of love songs”, I’ll be there with a bottle of jack daniels before the songs even over. No, I never sign up to be in the competition to be the somebodies only one..I just love the moments spent listening to a woman sincerely talk about what makes her mind run…and since I’ve seen it before I don’t have to look twice to see the lights in your eyes when our conversations hit all kinds of topics & shoot past this physical plane filled with faulty materials and plastic people with filtered smiles on their faces. Sometimes I wish their were two of me so you’ll have someone to take you to all those places..but theirs only 1 and this moment won’t last forever so the night is what we make it
Dec 7, 2017
Dec 7, 2017 at 12:53 PM UTC
Guided by the divine
I move in spaces without time
In so many words
I’ll tell you that I’m fine
Smoking this slow death
With a solo cup
Full of liquid that only gets better with time,
The wild haired baby preacher
Part time lady pleaser
Never too good for lil Ceasars
After a long night of love songs
And unforced bonds
Til this day I hold my tongue
…I shall never speak the words of hate
I often still feel cursed
It just may be my fate
To build bridges over water
I’ll never swim again
Came a long way
From blowing in the wind
And now I hardly rock with anyone
Cause I don’t have time to play pretend,
Being my brothers keeper
And my moms first speaker
I have alot on my plate
So I really can’t relax
If Blue Benjamin’s
Aren’t in my account by friday..
I smile now
When Ï see my moms face
Cause she really all I got,
But I wish
I could go back
To when we would just couch kick it
Back
To that night you was pink blouse trippin
Back
To when me and the homies
Would just mob down battle creek
Looking for a ray of sunshine
And a plug to cop some ****
Yeah I know **** ain’t same
The world feels different by the day
And at this point all I can say
Is I hope you haven’t lost your way..
Dec 7, 2017
Dec 7, 2017 at 12:41 PM UTC
Flowing with the moon and stars below my feet, I call out for you with no guarantee, seven letters all at once describe me and it’s cool if you wanna just call me King, I never was type to go around and kiss any rings..unformed lips..or ***** of enemies, I been yo favorite capital seventh letter of the alphabet way before Lebron got his first ring, and ever since I jumped off the porch a ***** feel like he been ballin harder than the legendary 23, don’t try to pick my mind or **** my vibe cause lil bro a shooter regardless of the day or time, and I never fancied the complete thought of having you as mine cause everything belongs to the game but it warms me to see your smile some time, I recall when you were the only one who didn’t think I was outta my mind or that I had lost my marbles..soothing the visible pain loathing in my eyes, I often think of you as a magnificent butterfly, that visits my garden to make sure my flowers are still alive, girl it’s the year of the seven..I know you clock me like time, so let’s continue to grow and one day you can mix your seeds with mine…you know that’s always fine with me, lamb told me I was born to be King and that I shouldn’t play with sorcery, but even Kings fall to mischievous things outside the basic concepts of a fancy reality, at day’s end I’m only a human being with a beating heart and eyes full of liquid dreams, I know you might see me as more than I am but to keep it a Thouxand..I’m only just being me, and there’s so much more to this than what you read, it’s my growth as a creative and a real human being, so I hope your eyes always see me and you know I’ll always hold you as the person who held me while the world was tryna crush my dreams
Feb 9, 2017
Feb 9, 2017 at 1:34 AM UTC