The tears you cry
on the inside
the tears
you won’t show
are weighing you down
the weight of your misery
is too much
I wish you would step into the rain
with me
and let it all go.
Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 11:00 AM UTC
You’ve
*******
Hurt
Me
Again
Today
You broke my trust
Took me for granted
You made me feel worthless
Like it doesn’t matter to you
What I think
Or what I feel
You just selfishly do
What the **** you want to
Without thinking of who you’ll hurt
In the process
I walked away
and I needed you to come after me
But you didn’t
And I wasn’t brave enough
(Unfortunately) fortunately
To take the train
Home
I couldn’t move
I Just stood there
Frozen
Then you texted me
And you came
Only when I asked you to
Fight for me
You took me in your arms
And that is when I realized
Maybe I give too many chances
Or maybe I just ******* love you
too much
I wish I had the courage
To walk away
I wish I was brave enough
To let you go
You’re going to keep hurting me
And I’m going to let you.
Feb 5, 2019
Feb 5, 2019 at 2:53 AM UTC
You didn’t want to see
You were blind for my imperfections
You were deaf
for all the negative perspectives
I saw myself in
Gave them a different sound
I wasn’t lost
but found
You didn’t love my flaws
You believed I had none
You painted a different picture of me
A better one
You are a great painter honey
but not a realistic one
therefore
You fell in love with the woman
I want to be
instead of the woman I am
You fell in love with the potential of me
But I am afraid
I am the one who is blind
to my own potential
Deaf
to the positive perspectives
people see me in
Suddenly
you opened your eyes
the next minute
you were
gone.
- the poetic fairy
Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 5:27 PM UTC
Your sadness
your joy
your laughter
your tears
your hope
and your fears
give them to me
and I'll show you mine
let me get to know
the real you
the one you are
when no one's watching
when you are all alone
the you
you are
for you
alone
because when you can't be
the you
you are
I can't give you
the me
I am.
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 4:27 PM UTC
Don't make me fall in love
if you aren't there to catch me.
Don't make me cry
if you aren't there to wipe away my tears
and tell me everything will be alright.
Don't make me think about our future
if you aren't planning to be there.
Don't make promises
if you don't want to keep them.
Don't say you love me
if you don't really mean it.
Just don't.
- the poetic fairy
Dec 30, 2018
Dec 30, 2018 at 4:18 PM UTC
We are
two
broken
souls
bandaging each other's scars
kissing the bruises
on each other's skin
teaching each other
how to fly
but accepting
that we might never learn
and so we fall
together
into the great abyss.
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 5:57 AM UTC
Listen to your demons
who say
every bite
every calorie
every pound
count it
count it
count it
STOP.
Now listen to your heart
which says
every smile
every compliment
every accomplishment
count them
a hundred times harder
because they are the ones that should define your life
define you.
Dec 15, 2018
Dec 15, 2018 at 4:03 AM UTC
I am drowning
soaking in these clothes
that are too loose
wrapped around my broken body
I want someone to pull me out
but they never do
so I drift off
from everyone
slowly
slipping
away
until...
- the poetic fairy
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 1:26 PM UTC
As you lit up your cigarette
your promises went up in flames
Smoke has filled your lungs
drugs have scarred your soul
What can I do?
What should I do?
Are you okay?
Are you alright?
Is what is keeping me awake at night
I am so scared
so ******* scared
I love you so much
but I can't be with someone
that feels like a maybe
someone who doesn't love me enough
to stop destroying their own future
and thereby destroying a chance of mine.
- the poetic fairy
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 7:41 AM UTC