You've had those feelings... you wish your life was done.
You're broken, defeated, and overcome.
Each day more challenging than the last.
Moments of weakness...emotions consistently masked.
There is sadness built up, stirring within,
Reflecting on where your life has been.
You feel alone... all you feel is pain.
Each moment a struggle masked by crying in the rain.
The storms of life will thunder, shoot lightning 'cross your face.
But get up, chin up, and win YOUR race.
You can take charge...refuse to feel defeat.
Just get up, walk out... first step's to move your feet.
Get out of the trench that you've dug for yourself.
Change what you are to improve your mental health.
There's no shame in admitting that life is harder than you can bear.
That's what friends are for...to show comfort and to care.
Don't take the world on all alone; the challenges are real.
Be willing to accept the help you need, friendship, and you'll heal.
Days will get easier; life will cease to be a strain...
Before you know it, you'll be DANCING in the rain.
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 7:48 AM UTC
So red so warm
This life force I adore
We bleed we cry
But God I want more
From my first I knew this was for me
Human beings were made for me
The blood
So sweet
So pure
The way it pools
The way it runs
Tastes so sweet, this angels nectar
I would live in blood
It's my addiction
Feeling, playing with it
Oh blood is my way
My dark fantasy
My fetish
My mistress
Blood is her name
I bathe in it
I taste it
I always try to find more
I cannot stop
When I close my eyes all I see is telling sweet red
I thirst for it
I need it
The most beautiful thing on earth
The best
What was your life
I'll drink it off tell floor
You whole life pools slowly away
My whole love pours on out
Your so beautiful
Your so addicting
But I need to remember
Blood get in everything
It's hard to get out
Aug 27, 2018
Aug 27, 2018 at 11:53 AM UTC
When in time he will be no more
weeping, wailing and gnashing of teeth
darkened dungeon with no oxygen
left helpless alone taunt to the flame
with intense pain the magic of his passion is gone
Deceived
Evil minds that plug destruction plunge in it's flame
the thought of a drop of water to quench your thirst
eyes filled with tombstones
Demonic beings inflict their madness on you
the river Styx runs through it's flame
darkened dungeons with no escape
every lies that you told is exposed for eternity
plunge in the hot fires of Hell's plight
forget the day there is no light
no more salvation your time has elapsed
left to rot in the torment of blackened death
eyes swollen as they beam in the flames
to be kept in Abraham's ***** is an after effect
Jesus was the answer but you refused his light
suffer in the dark anguish of everlasting chains
Satan laughing spreads his wings
eyes with spots zombie people in immense turmoil
to boil there severed heads in dread
they lived among us yet were not of us
Hell is there home not getting out
as you gasp for air yet to no avail
the walking dead in their caged fury
those that thought they were perfect were wrong
time no more
Tags: Darkness, Fright, Teeth
Aug 26, 2018
Aug 26, 2018 at 11:59 PM UTC
Imagine standing at the edge
No more reasons of anything in life to pledge
Looking down as the wind bleeds your eyes dry
When you fall you have seconds to say goodbye to the sky
Adrenaline causes the mind an instant rush
Anticipating freedom until you become crushed
Now a coward alive would say this man was weak
Yet this man in life couldn't imagine thinking deep
Instead of jumping for problems, you take a jump for power
I'll live more in 10 seconds than you do in a million hours
So as your standing at the edge giving life your last salute
Remember your brave, realize most wouldn't jump even with a parachute
Most would run as they saw death screaming 1000 feet down
A brave man would dig is own corpse into the ground
So as you read about another suicide statistic being
He did it because of strength, something your not seeing
When life screeches to an end and you want to be saved
This 'coward' was brave, this soul was brave
May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 9:37 AM UTC
I may seem silent
But inside I am screaming
I may be violent
But I call it dreaming
You can think
Whatever you want of me
But there are these problems
That you'll never begin to see
You can laugh
I won't cry
I'll just silently scream
And wish to die
You can hit me
And say it's fair
I just want to stop breathing
Because you'll never care
Put me out of my misery
So I can act like
The pain was never there
It's one life lost
A life full of rain
You don't know
What it's going to cost
To finally erase this pain
Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 9:52 AM UTC
The darkness surrounds me
It’s getting cold
I’m all alone
With no one to hold
My world is so empty
All what’s left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain
I drown in tears
My heart is crying
No one seems to notice
My soul is dying
And i am lost in my own world
All alone left by myself
Lying here just doing nothing
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 10:34 AM UTC
Tear out my guts,
Smash in my brain,
Claw out my heart,
But don't leave a stain.
Break all my bones,
Rip all my veins,
Drink all my blood,
Give me more pain.
Slice me to shreds,
Drown out my cries,
Stab all my wounds,
And watch while I die.
Freeze all my arteries,
Burn all of my skin,
Cut out my tongue,
Deepen your sin.
Carve into my flesh,
Flood both my lungs,
Pick out my eyes,
Now go load your guns.
Shoot at my skull,
Fracture my ribs,
Dissect my spine,
Mutilate my lips.
Hack at my neck,
Dislocate my hands,
Pull out my fingernails,
Scatter them across the lands.
Shove me in the furnace,
Cover the crime,
**** me again,
In another lifetime.
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 10:47 AM UTC
Late at night I can feel the emptiness
Close my eyes for a second, and there it is
Slowly killing me on the inside
It's everywhere; I can't hide
I'm running from something invisible
I tried to **** it but its invincible
When its shadow claws reach out for me
I cannot breath easily
My silent screams
Are worse than bad dreams
It's tearing me to pieces
It's desire to hurt never ceases
I avoid looking in the mirror
Because then I can see it coming nearer
Even the comforting sound of rain
Could never take away this pain
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 10:46 AM UTC
When night falls
the suns last rays are too soon forgotten
and the temperature drops
just like my heartbeat
Smiles quickly turn into tears
unspoken words and broken promises
the streets are almost as empty as I am
Try to drown out everything but the sound of the rain
loneliness is my only real best friend
my thoughts are darker than the night sky
and I wonder if I'm still alive
Cut my arms but I still can't feel
maybe reality is the dream
dead but breathing
I'm the ghost of the person I used to be
Wrapped in a blanket of sadness
my tears have become all too familiar
the rain sings me a lullaby
and I pray to never wake up again under this long dead sky
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 7:38 AM UTC
When night falls
the suns last rays are too soon forgotten
and the temperature drops
just like my heartbeat
Smiles quickly turn into tears
unspoken words and broken promises
the streets are almost as empty as I am
Try to drown out everything but the sound of the rain
loneliness is my only real best friend
my thoughts are darker than the night sky
and I wonder if I'm still alive
Cut my arms but I still can't feel
maybe reality is the dream
dead but breathing
I'm the ghost of the person I used to be
Wrapped in a blanket of sadness
my tears have become all too familiar
the rain sings me a lullaby
and I pray to never wake up again under this long dead sky
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 7:33 AM UTC