Thatonekid - Hello Poetry

The sky is in a puddle, I don't know when or how, Between then or now, All I know, is a place called home, Where the sky is in a puddle.

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Apr 16

Apr 16, 2026 at 5:44 PM UTC

The Sky Is In a Puddle

The sky is in a puddle, I don't know when or how, Between then or now, All I know, is a place called home, Where the sky is in a puddle.

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This heart aches deeply, and it feels like no one see's me. My worth is defined by a scale and an empty stomach, No, I can not love myself more when nobody else does... When did skinny become beautiful in my eyes, when did this chill feel so good, At what point did I romanticize this disordered mind, I'm flawed and hurt, incomplete. I stare into the mirror and see ugly and bad, a waste of space, a thing to be replaced... No, don't cry when I'm gone, don't shed a tear, I'll be fine- I just need someone to hear... It's been 2 days without food and I'm not good, but I'll cover it up and say I'm okay. Under 3 blankets and shivering, I become dizzy, I need to look as empty as I am inside, But don't mind me... I'm fine.

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Mar 31

Mar 31, 2026 at 5:46 PM UTC

Ode To My Pain

This heart aches deeply, and it feels like no one see's me. My worth is defined by a scale and an empty stomach, No, I can not love myself more when nobody else does... When did skinny become beautiful in my eyes, when did this chill feel so good, At what point did I romanticize this disordered mind, I'm flawed and hurt, incomplete. I stare into the mirror and see ugly and bad, a waste of space, a thing to be replaced... No, don't cry when I'm gone, don't shed a tear, I'll be fine- I just need someone to hear... It's been 2 days without food and I'm not good, but I'll cover it up and say I'm okay. Under 3 blankets and shivering, I become dizzy, I need to look as empty as I am inside, But don't mind me... I'm fine.

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It's been 49 hours. 49 hours since... These inner demons ran rampant in my head, There's no escape from this coldness, The shivers continue as I lose size... This fear is shown in my eyes, My mind tells me lies, and I believe them. The pain in my abs from over-exercise, it hurts a lot, my heart is weary, yet I can't stop this. Just know "I ate" "I'm okay" "It's only 5 more days" My body is not okay, yet I still do this... When will I learn, now or never? Is there even a forever for me?

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Mar 31

Mar 31, 2026 at 5:43 PM UTC

49 Hours.

It's been 49 hours. 49 hours since... These inner demons ran rampant in my head, There's no escape from this coldness, The shivers continue as I lose size... This fear is shown in my eyes, My mind tells me lies, and I believe them. The pain in my abs from over-exercise, it hurts a lot, my heart is weary, yet I can't stop this. Just know "I ate" "I'm okay" "It's only 5 more days" My body is not okay, yet I still do this... When will I learn, now or never? Is there even a forever for me?

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I should eat, I should allow it, But the numbers float around my head... I wish I could lose, yet I wish I could be normal too. My brain is an anomaly to all who witness this... The calories control me and the emptiness holds me tight... Can I fight this? Will I win, these questions pester me within... This Brain wants me gone, and I agree, but no one else can see me, for me...

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Mar 31

Mar 31, 2026 at 5:41 PM UTC

(M)AN(i)A(C)

I should eat, I should allow it, But the numbers float around my head... I wish I could lose, yet I wish I could be normal too. My brain is an anomaly to all who witness this... The calories control me and the emptiness holds me tight... Can I fight this? Will I win, these questions pester me within... This Brain wants me gone, and I agree, but no one else can see me, for me...

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"Weigh yourself!! Starve" They say, There's an orb of Madness inside of me. Rinse & repeat, Rinse and repeat. "There's no time to eat!" The chaos takes over, These Symptoms consume me! "No way out, No way out! " "Are those feeble attempts done yet?" "you are mine to take, mine alone." My phantom roams. This soul is gone. "coward, you're a coward!" I continue on. "Sound the alarms, you're done!" Huddled masses in a corner, crying out in fear. Where can I go from here? "up, up, up! Those masses shout. "save yourself, hurry now!" Do I dare to take these steps? ....I must find myself.

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Mar 31

Mar 31, 2026 at 5:35 PM UTC

Starved 4(rom) Ana

"Weigh yourself!! Starve" They say, There's an orb of Madness inside of me. Rinse & repeat, Rinse and repeat. "There's no time to eat!" The chaos takes over, These Symptoms consume me! "No way out, No way out! " "Are those feeble attempts done yet?" "you are mine to take, mine alone." My phantom roams. This soul is gone. "coward, you're a coward!" I continue on. "Sound the alarms, you're done!" Huddled masses in a corner, crying out in fear. Where can I go from here? "up, up, up! Those masses shout. "save yourself, hurry now!" Do I dare to take these steps? ....I must find myself.

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