Making the best of a rotten situation
When the going gets hot
Don't go away I'm on fire
Self immolation drills
Paying off in spades and thrills
I Like walking with you slowly round at night...where dim, yellow-green, floating mercury vapor spotlight tunnels form randomly across the loosley manicured grounds
"Seems that some here have formed a cohesive shared opinion...uhh.. individually, uh, that you're not very good company, mime."
"i was thinking i could ask you, but...mimes are mute right?"
"Aahh; no matter.
a story i know instead perhaps"?
"As this"?
Fill the earth
Full of filth
Fill bags and boxes
Full of death
New world burning
light up the sky
Push it on back
Demolish
Destroy
When does it end?
Never so far
Forever free or imprisoned in
Black space and stars
Returning forever
Remember the wheel?
And this house full of monkeys?
this round house is ******* bizarre
Where
"The forgetting"
Is a lie,
And escape is laughable.
Stuck here and out of gas
Like a dead-letter postcard to ourselves
Dated and sent from some parlour-trick fantasy future
Where the switch-up is almost, nearly like dying
but it's happy hour
and real death is a two for...
Do your best to remember
This day
for the endless eons that follow
When the new morning calls
It's the one thing we can do for Ourselves
One another
For us all.
carry the weight of your memories with you. Study them and commit them together
two convict souls
strangers to each other
a life, then real death sentence
pronounced
they slide out for real
done, if they like,
and quite unnoticed
Jun 28, 2025
Jun 28, 2025 at 6:40 AM UTC
Pick it up,
Set it down.
It was working fine yesterday,
But today it won't make the right sounds.
Pick it up,
Set it down.
Sometimes it's receiving information,
Sometimes it's just loud.
Pick it up,
Set it down.
Sometimes there is nothing
Better,
Sometimes I don't want it around.
Pick it up
Oct 26, 2024
Oct 26, 2024 at 9:30 AM UTC
Dastardly takes a turn for the obvious
According to him he's the best and only
The street is whispering to everyone that qwestion is coming back again
He has only one home
It is always nearer
Today the pain is quite palpable
It wears no disguise
Bears no pretense
Speaks no lie
Qwestion is my best ever companion
Always better than I
No matter who drags who from the fire
There is qwestion
A rumor now
but becoming
Every day our house closer to real shelter
Closer to home
Oct 26, 2024
Oct 26, 2024 at 9:28 AM UTC
Want a drink
a couple of smokes
a girl to love with
I quit all three
Two by choosing to
I think
I will do myself a favor
Give the girls another whirl
Like a tiger by the tail
Like a ride
Over the moon
Like nothing ever mattered
Mmmm
Yeah, that's her
Make me crazy with her need
For loving on
Make me smile every time
Make my whole day better
All the way
Make the day a song
I'm in her sway
We're all the way...
Wrong
Oct 26, 2024
Oct 26, 2024 at 9:23 AM UTC
Money matters and work
Leave me feeling anxious and awkwardly wondering
What is it that I love to do most?
Burnt out brain, broken body, not even 60 years here and wishing I wasn't this souls host
Quitting would be easier than finishing my list of shit-tasks that I can't afford to hire someone else to do.
Pointless progress. Selling my soul for dollars...pitiful
Rust is what I'm made of.
That should tell you something.
Rarely inspired,
exceptions being; love of rocks and music and the things that make my love of those things more accessible
I believe that the frequency at which things vibrate is indicative of their nature.
Especially when focused on over a period of time, no less than...next time
I'm quite nervous naturally.
I don't really fit in or feel connected, mostly, I guess
The sum of those parts being equal to or less than the fact that I really don't care what you think about me or the way that I operate. I adore freedom as a sovereign individual. Which means that I would defend another's personal sovereignty as my own
As it should be.
As above so below.
And then there is the easy confidence that I am an innately decent person. I cherish loyalty and adoration of someone else. I can be impressed with etiquette, manners and control of ones composure.
I loath bullies and predation upon children and the innocent. I know what I would **** and die and live for.
I am not a stranger to oaths, covenants or agreement.
I am familiar with honor but cannot claim it.
Courage neither
I am familiar with failure and loss and grief and may lay claim.
I miss my kids. I missed being a father because I was full of self pity and my mouth was full of lies.
There are reasons but they are lies.
I simply failed as a father
I feel destitute when I think of it.
I like tiny things. Small boxes and trinkets and gew-gaws and what-nots.
I like grass and the smell of a pasture in the morning. I like blue sky. I like the feeling that I am on vacation forever. I like a road-trip.
I like dogs and horses and kids and my elders and loud live music.
I came here to serve my maker
I will not quit
Tomorrow then?
Oct 26, 2024
Oct 26, 2024 at 9:13 AM UTC
hands swollen
fingers bloated
balloon bananas on arm ends
knuckles sandwiched
every joint broken
Jun 24, 2024
Jun 24, 2024 at 9:39 AM UTC
Everyone here knows you
We all hope you're well
They all want to know you better
Understand it's understood
Put the past to rest
Because i only tell them
Good
About me i tell the truth
They see me and size me up and
Let me shine
Encourage me to
Epic things
Again
The place they made for me is mine
They hear what i say
And shake their heads
Wondering
Why would I hang on
I say it won't be long now
It's been a long day I say
But now it is gone
Hoping is a weak way
Of figuring out
how much to
Speak out of my mouth
Action is louder
You know what they say
About words anyway
Drastic means were
Necessary
To stop the bleeding
We were likely to die
Right where we were
Maybe we did
I'm not obsessing
or thinking much about things still
I'm in my humble neighborhood
That's a blessing beyond measure
If you will
Grateful feels good
i
Think we were great
You did a bad thing
It wasn't too late
Jun 24, 2024
Jun 24, 2024 at 9:29 AM UTC
you said love
i was already mystified
you never said,
it's done
and breaking,
i watched from outside,
our runaway undoing
I simply could not
wave
if indeed my thoughts and actions are tangibly mine to command,
now and next moments
that i create,
i will still love like an adolescent,
mixing whatever i have within me simply
with simple-easy to relate;
ask me again, how i know that i love you
i will do my utmost to simply tell the truth
Jun 24, 2024
Jun 24, 2024 at 8:45 AM UTC
stuff spread all over
moving from one abandoned
house
to another
Seems I'm ******
spoken words without truth
phone broke
homeless joke
it ain't so funny
when I'm stuck
In the confessional booth
can't get out of here
trust no one
ever-fear
night wary light little
some kind of maze
**** riddle
i don't have the answer to
got to get
before it gets you
i got to go real soon
new hat same old boots
this is just a bunch of dust
it'll **** you
wake up
on the morning news
hide your things
or take them with
else you ain't gonna have ****
broken will
broken dog
sleeping in a hollow log
drink mud
It poisons
You
sick two days and still gotta move
another place i can't stay long
don't look now
here comes the law
give me ****
wish me luck
thinking I'm a ***
********
******
got what i had coming
can i put up an argument?
be worth the time that I have left?
doubt me
catch your death
crown me
catch your breath
hell hill
third world frills
cops chasing the elusive
kids
kick grandma's door in
shoot to ****
shoulda left the pistol
grabbed some other till
19 now and a ****** rap
what the hell am i to
do with that?
all these things that i did see
leave me choked...
without speech
stressing on the basics now
all day long
bow me down
Apr 24, 2024
Apr 24, 2024 at 4:25 AM UTC
it's work simply being
it's something sad as well
no one but myself to blame
The fates are not this cruel
when times get rough
i become more hungry
But now it's time to go underground
when i truly would be casting blessings
bring some when i come back around
Aug 15, 2022
Aug 15, 2022 at 12:23 AM UTC