A toast to vicissitudes
That turn the tides of ones will to live
Let us revel in debauchery
And all that is self-deprecating
Prompting grandiosity and delusional accusations
From all that are looking in from the outside
For there are blank faces in public spaces
who can never simply feel content to just be
Fathomless fates from the freezer
Awaits all those who stray from Frey
A festal procession leads the congregation to
Perdition and soon complacency will follow too.
Predisposed to a predilection
for the neglect to has come before.
Effectuating apathy with every day that passes
Am I forsaken to be eternally ****** to the void?
Sep 15, 2019
Sep 15, 2019 at 11:09 PM UTC
3 A.M. tears float in the air
Like the somber fall of autumn leaves
Under Atlantic sea breezes
Whose siren songs lead them astray
From the sweet release of slumber
3 A.M. tears irrevocably eloped with depression
Oh sweet mistress of the night grant me
Safe passage through your troubled waters
I don’t think I have it in me to have 4 A.M. tears
3 A.M. tears are the sea that which I am sailing
My sails are tattered and taciturn and interlaced
With enigmatic prayers for help.
4 A.M tears when will Poseidon listen to me
Do all my prayers go un-answered
I have drifted far from the shore
I am unsure of how to navigate back
I am lost to 3 A.M tears
Sep 8, 2019
Sep 8, 2019 at 2:51 PM UTC
To me you were extra ordinary
To you I was a temporary nothing
Loyal with the morals of man
I was dying to try you
I wish we could be more than friends
Before summer ends
You are ever so callow and shallow
I mustn’t wallow
I shall no longer dwell
Consider this my farewell
Aug 27, 2019
Aug 27, 2019 at 8:47 PM UTC
Deep in a fox hole
Orange and Black intertwine
Hands dashing to be clasped
Wet noses longing for a warm winter
Ever flowing skies of gray and red
Paint the trail ahead of summers end
Ravens roost low
On fragrant cypress knees
Preening each other
For the nights to come
luminous bursts of lightning light our
flight path towards southern warmth
Loyal with the morals of man
Have you heard about the fox?
Aug 27, 2019
Aug 27, 2019 at 8:31 PM UTC
I abhor what will become of me
in the belly of depression
irrevocably subservient and malleable to
The sweet mistress of sorrow
Her sweet and succulent kiss
Holds me hostage against
My worst impulses
Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 2:02 PM UTC
Somehow as I learned how to speak, I lost my voice.
Somehow as you taught me to love, I lost my heart.
Somehow as I stayed up for days, I was well rested.
Somehow as you held me in bed, I was so restless.
Somewhere is where I want to be, I was found
Somewhere is where you met me, I was lost.
Somewhere is where I cried, I was happy
Somewhere is where you found love, I was angry
Something is what I needed, I had everything.
Something is what you gave me, I had nothing.
Something is what I hated, I loved.
Something is what you are, I hated.
Someone is all I am, I know
Someone is what you want, I forgot.
Someone is what I need, I am not wanted
Someone is what you are, I want you.
Jun 1, 2019
Jun 1, 2019 at 12:11 AM UTC
Our tongue-tied minds are
interlaced with the heat of the moment
Fill my mouth with your saliva and
be pleasured by the roiled and rolled ridges of my tongue.
Thoughts dripping through my teeth, Unable to speak them
As her warm breath burns gently into my skin
Her tongue dances between each thought
Hearts palpitating for the next sentence
Drowning in her saliva, choking on paragraphs
That have yet to be moisten by her
Soft voice.
Tell me you love me
May 11, 2019
May 11, 2019 at 2:56 AM UTC
I laid listening to rapid music.
A flow of gothic fusion,
refusing the lull of that to reuse it.
This is the great illusion,
a hero to them of mass confusion.
The myth and curse of ******
a high with little need of intrusion.
Introducing the conclusion,
scarecrow thin self-satisfied skeleton.
Because the ego needs no bone with marrow in.
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 10:35 PM UTC
I stopped waiting for reciprocation that would never arrive,
I stopped leaving the doors open for you when we left,
I stopped letting others give me the purpose you
Once gifted.
I
Started
Anew
To
Renew
Apr 19, 2019
Apr 19, 2019 at 11:26 PM UTC
Enigmatic locks of brunette hair let out a cathartic release
Now watch as the man flees with the upmost glee
As he is faced with emerald gazes
Fear
Fear Fear L
Fear Fear o
v
Fear e
Not of the reaper but which was sown
Of ones own ilk.
Envy H
Envy a Envy
p
Envy p
Y
Even Narcissus was brought down
In a pool of his own grandiosity
Doubt
Doubt
Doubt No more
Apr 12, 2019
Apr 12, 2019 at 9:45 AM UTC