Sometimes I do wonder
if there's days you don’t feel pretty
or if there’s times you that you do ponder
“am I gorgeous, really?”
Believe me darling,
I don’t care what you think yourself to be
you’re beyond perfect to me
It’s easy to get lost in your dark eyes,
like I’m looking up at starry night skies.
There’s nobody with a smile as gorgeous as yours
and it’s a big one, this world of ours.
Always remember you are something amazing and grand -
I can feel it when I hold your hand.
And like a work of art,
You’ve charmed my heart.
This is where I want to stay,
So believe me when I say,
Not once in my life did I ever expect
To meet a girl like you,
You are perfect.
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 1:15 PM UTC
Resting in bed
peacefully I lay
awaiting the new day
as the last one is now dead
In the midst of silence and solitude
I hear them
like the banging of sheet metal
The hounds bark
and i do shiver as it startles my heart
because now
walking on my level
is no one other the devil
They howl and they cry
a growl so bloodcurdling
it keeps me up all night
And I hear the rumble
The one that calls to me
Like the blowing of a horn
Reviving the children stillborn
Calling to the shadows lying over me
and the demons inside us we can’t see
The hellhounds
they dance and they cry
I hide and I cower
In my small house
painted in white
I do hope the sound will stop
As I cannot sleep
If this is the sound of hell
I have no desire to meet red belle
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 1:12 PM UTC
Sometimes I do wonder
If you ever think of me
and just how much I loved you
and how you just left me to bleed.
Despite how much I’ve hurt,
even when I’m alone,
when I think of you,
my mind still feels at home.
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 1:07 PM UTC
There’s a pattern to the way you dance
The butterflies in my belly go loose,
And then I’m stuck in a trance
My heart is seduced
You’ve got a hypnotizing gaze,
It makes me wish that you could be
The girl who looks at me
for the rest of my days
You dance so graceful and serene,
for you are a masterpiece,
A girl from my dreams
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 1:06 PM UTC
With every day that passes us by,
You become lovelier to my eyes.
You are more beautiful than you were yesterday,
and like each and every day,
you will always take my breath away!
Your brilliance makes the sun seem small
because truthfully,
you are my sun,
you are my all.
I wish we shared the same bed,
so that we may wait for the sun to rise
and tell the beloved moon our goodbyes
And only that way,
I could wake up to you everyday,
only to remind you that you are the girl my heart is adoring,
and all before the sun’s first ray,
I could kiss you and wish you good morning!
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 1:01 PM UTC
For a while now
it’s been clear just how you feel
I will no longer raise a brow
The way you’ve made me feel is very real.
Even after my deepest thoughts and “sorry”
you still choose to put the blame on me.
Told I’ve become too distant
although I’m always a click away
you could’ve reached me in an instant.
I do best to remind you I’m still your friend
I do my best to remind you I still exist
but I think after today
my attempts will desist.
I shouldn’t even be trying for you like so -
as you wouldn't even notice I’ve let go.
It has been painfully long now,
so long I’ve been alone.
I’m sorry friends,
but this is where our story ends.
Among you, my best friend used to be
But now it’s so easy to see
I’ve been replaced,
my dear old friends have no more need for me
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:59 PM UTC
Hey there old friend,
I miss you.
I remember we’d laugh till we cried,
or when we’d go on our own trips & rides.
Our jokes were really the funniest,
and in those moments, I could’ve sworn,
I was the luckiest.
You were there to catch my falls,
and only you answered my midnight calls.
Nobody understood me like you did,
and I wouldn’t be around if not for you, kid.
You marched with me through new things,
and provided the feathers for my wings.
You climbed with me to better heights,
and got me through the difficult nights.
It was an honor to have been your best friend for a while,
to have been the one to make you smile,
to have been the one to make you laugh,
and to once have shared your gilded path.
I hope our parting is no longer an issue
because if you’re reading this,
dear old friend,
I really do miss you.
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:31 PM UTC
It’s a shame you had to go
and I never let my feelings show.
I wish that you could’ve stayed
but I know it wasn’t for you to say.
Still I will love you,
even if it’s from another world
three hundred miles away.
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:28 PM UTC
After I made my declaration of infatuation
You sent me to damnation
A place that eats at you with the isolation
I begged my friends for some kind of salvation
But they couldn't help me until I let go of my negation
Still I didn't let go because I loved the sensation
You filled me with some kind of sedation
And I couldn’t resist the temptation
You’re just so beautiful
You’re perfect
And you mean the world to me
You’re worth every amount of my adoration
And I still think you deserve more admiration
You filled me inspiration
And being with you became my aspiration
And so I declared my infatuation
But due to some kind of complication
A mix up in the constellations
Our cells had some kind of mutation
And now it led me to my ultimate devastation:
Our complete separation
And it turned out, that to you,
I was nothing more than an agitation
We were no longer able to hold a conversation
Because your every sentence became an exclamation
And I couldn’t see the problem, I needed an explanation
I need to know why you think I’m some kind of abomination
Because now you treat me with immense brutalization
And believe me it’s no different than decapitation
And god it hurt so bad, so very bad
But I survived
My heart managed to live through its annihilation
And even after that, I hold you in glorification
They think I'm a fool, but I get over the humiliation
And sometimes I have all these hallucinations
Where I think I’m holding your hand and can feel your blood’s circulation
But then I realize it’s just an aberration
And I constantly find myself in frustration
Because you were my only source of motivation
I only woke up in morning to relieve myself of deprivation
And you wouldn’t understand my appreciation
For the happiness you gave me at our unification
All because I loved you
And maybe too much
I just wish I could go back in time
And make things right
Through some kind of alteration
Prevent you from having any kind of misinterpretation
Save myself from the isolation
The sleepless nights and exasperation
Taking helpless actions out of desperation
And every time I came to your perfection
You slapped my face with rejection
It’s like you never put any thought into our combination
I can relieve of your desolation
You’d never have to face your heart’s obliteration
I'd never stop loving you
You’d always have my full attention
You’ll never face rejection
And you’d never see your own imperfections
And all you’d have to do
Is come to this abominable creation,
And accept his declaration of infatuation
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:24 PM UTC
I really tried not to love you
I tried to find other joys in life instead
but you stuck around,
and not once did you leave my head
Every minute that I spend with you is a minute that I treasure
Looking back at all these pictures we took together
Always fills me with a joyful kind of pleasure
It's just something that I'll keep forever
Whenever I'm with you I feel so happy
And truthfully I don't know why
But whenever you smile at me
I feel like I could fly
You are beauty in its purest form
As whenever I talk to you
My belly's hit with a butterfly swarm
and it's really something I should get used to
As you always captivate me with your endless charm
You are brighter than all the planets and stars
Jupiter, Venus, and Mars
and only to be with you,
I'm willing to travel out to space and just as very far
You are the best there is
And I wouldn't be surprised if another wanted you as his
and so I too want you as mine
Because your love is just so divine
You are beautiful and deserved to be loved by someone great
If you want someone who’d love you more than themselves
And put you first through everything,
don't forget to call my name
Because I am so in love with you
And everyday I'll love you more and the same
You make me the happiest guy there is
And fill me an endless kind of bliss
but if I cannot have you
I would understand
And I'll try not to love you
And find other joys in life instead
but you will always stuck around,
As the only happy thoughts and memories in my head
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 12:20 PM UTC