I want to talk to you,
But you're so out of reach,
Even if I cried and screamed-
You would never hear me.
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 5:26 AM UTC
Every since I was a child,
I thought I would be the man to change the world,
Create something new, find the cure to cancer, make a woman feel like the best one in the world, or even set a world record.
However, as I'm growing up I'm noticing something, something that teachers always tell you.
"History repeats itself"
And that it does.
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 4:28 AM UTC
Love is a mysterious thing.
It can have you love something so much about a person that you'd never had loved otherwise.
For me,
It's the way she crinkles her nose when she tries not to smile,
Or the way she unconsciously drools on my chest when we're laying together.
It's honestly the most beautiful thing in the world and I wouldn't trade it for anything.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 5:50 PM UTC
The flame burning inside me
Is shining bright;
Unwavering and ready
To show you all of
Myself without
Hesitation.
Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 10:30 PM UTC
There is a three sided mask
To every person.
The side that's desired
The side that's trapped
And the side that's internal.
My internal side is filled with words,
Words that have been beat into me
As a child and ones that
I've come to believe.
Weird,
Freak,
****** up,
Unwanted,
Lost cause,
Disappointment.
All words that have come from
The people I love and trust.
The trapped side is chained.
Chained and suffering,
Striving to break free.
Suffocated
To the point
Painful
Tears of blood
Stream my face.
It has fangs and horns
To remind me of its
Evil presence.
The desired side is free.
Free as a bird soaring
Through the clear, baby-blue Sky.
Free where green vines and grass
Can grow and bud flowers
To show I have potential.
It has stars which show
Even in the night I can soar
And be as beautiful as day.
It's the side I progress to be
And hope to one day become.
There's also a piece of the mask
That's incorporated on every side.
That's the white space.
The white space allows for growth
And room to improve.
It helps me believe I can become
More than I ever was before.
What are your three sides?
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 9:52 PM UTC
In all my years
I've seen many beautiful things:
Sunsets
Flowers
Mountain views
And more
But none of them compare
To the beauty of her blue-gray eyes
When she looks at me
And says she loves me.
To me,
That's true beauty.
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 1:28 AM UTC
I'm floating in purgatory -
My soul has no where to go.
I hover aimlessly through
The deserted space
Reliving my memories and life
Thinking how it would be different
If I was an actual human being,
One who was capable of love,
One who could smile
And make others feel better.
But it's too late now because
I'm floating in purgatory.
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 10:28 PM UTC
Love isn't so fragile
To be broken by a twig
Or a stone
Or a hammer.
It can outlast anything
As long as there's a tie.
But you'd know that better
Than I.
So I'll take the hits
The slashes
And all the fear.
But I will remain strong
I promise you that
Because I told you forever
And that's a keeper.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:31 PM UTC
I hear your
Silent screams,
Your
Internal cries.
They rip me to shreads
And I don't know why.
I've been here for months
Trying to help
But you reject my attempts
And continue to yelp.
Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 9:00 PM UTC
Happy first day of Spring!
We're expecting snow.
Mother Nature can't
Make up her mind,
But neither can I.
It feels misplaced
Like it doesn't belong,
I feel like the puzzle piece
You can never find a spot for.
I guess that's what happens,
When you wait too long.
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 6:14 PM UTC