Heard your voice once
Knew you were a trustworthy one
Didn't have feelings for you at first,
Later found the urge
Wanting to make you mine.
Gained your trust
Bumped with misunderstandings
Argued and regressed
Few tears were shed
Unwanted endings.
Never cared about looks,
Cared about discovering what was beneath it
Turned out you're an Inside Out Guy,
Too bad you're not going to be mine.
"Make him happy" is what i said
To the people close to you
Sadly I'm not one of them,
Though i may care more than they do.
You're a special case
Where i put my feelings in second place
Too caught up to show we care
Ended up hurting each other instead.
Look at us now
Can't even look in your eyes
Too much hurt accompanies
When i dare to think about the memories.
You're a special case
You're an Inside Out Guy
An Inside Out Guy
Love to accept the friend request...
Guess that's off the table too like the rest.
Aug 26, 2019
Aug 26, 2019 at 3:20 PM UTC
Uncertainty,
If only the victim had known better,
He would flip this unwanted chapter.
Trynna hold back agony,
The build-up false hopes.
Facing difficulty,
Non-stop thoughts.
Simple actions.
Ought not to wake,
Inexplicable emotions.
Yet here you are,
Being my exception,
I guess i'm the victim.
Oh uncertainty,
Pass me by.
Don't choose me.
Skip my turn please!
We try to keep it simple;
Honest and straight forward.
Until the bullet chooses the victim,
Watch us slowly crumble.
Silence wins,
Quick glances being stolen.
Eye contacts increase,
Leaving us frozen.
Uncertainty,
Source of fear,
Understand you're not wanted here.
If i ever want to feel lost,
Only then you'd be welcomed...
Until then,
Let my thoughts be clear.
Heart encourages miss,
Eyes threaten tears,
Fingers scroll through old chats.
I, to myself, treat bad.
Gotta ask my future,
If it's gonna get easy...
Or do i have to repeat the chapter?
With me the victim of uncertainty
Learned the chapter by heart,
Yet you still knock on the door,
With no slight shame.
Uncertainty, i had enough
Find another **** soul,
Don't want to be your aim!
Understand you'll never be sold.
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 1:11 PM UTC
You say you can't meet me,
A lie I've heard before.
Even the freaking sea,
Creates waves to meet with shore.
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 11:24 AM UTC
I'm just a girl with trust issues
Until you came along
And broke down the wall
Made me freely open up to you
Words you said
Just like taking in a breath
Made total different sense
To me than it did to you
Boy, please do dilute your words
Cause little did you know
That it may kindle some kind of hope
In a girl who's learning to mold
Holding on to letters and words
Never saw a prooving action
Waiting truly does hurt
When it's a one sided effort
Easy to drown a person
Seeking a first step
Too bad it's not the only one
Plenty more are still ahead
Boy, please do dilute your words
Cause little did you know
That it may kindle some kind of hope
In a girl who's learning to mold
Couple of drowns left
Swimming like never before
I can finally see land
Says new beginning not "the end"
Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 1:29 PM UTC