I did not love you as you were,
I loved you as a promise.
As a future that spoke softly to my wounds
and told me I would finally be enough.
I loved the idea of waking up chosen,
of being looked at without measurement,
without silent calculations of what I lacked
or what another man might already have.
When you left,
you did not just leave me
you shattered the mirror I used to see myself.
And in the broken glass,
I started mistaking absence for failure.
They say money changes things.
Maybe it does.
But what it would have changed most
is not your heart
it is how loud I could have proven my worth
to someone who never learned
to wait while I was becoming.
You touched another body,
and something inside me went quiet.
Not anger.
Not hatred.
Just a soft death of innocence.
Because love can forgive many things,
but the mind struggles
when the image it protected
is replaced by one it never asked to imagine.
If you returned,
I would hold you gently
but I would be holding myself hostage.
Smiling while negotiating with dignity.
Loving while bleeding quietly.
So I choose absence over erosion.
Growth over explanation.
Elevation over applause.
I will not become rich to be seen.
I will not heal to be reclaimed.
I will rise so thoroughly
that my peace no longer recognizes your name
as something it must respond to.
This is not bitterness.
This is burial.
I am laying to rest
the version of me
who thought love was proven
by staying when it hurt.
And when I love again,
it will not be an idea.
It will be a place
where I am already enough.
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 3:33 PM UTC
I used to run through the street
But now Covid-19 is running through it
I could call this afreet
But this is a virus, not a demon in Arabian and Muslim mythology
Here and there, you hear complains of fever, dry cough, and tiredness, that’s vexatious
All we can do now is to kneel down to The Most High to work his miraculous
I have faith he will hear our bloodcurdling screams as we’re frightened by this virus, it’s obnoxious
This virus is nothing but infectious
And it loves people with health complications like Aids on promiscuous
When it comes to killing, this virus is second to nothing
It can’t be compared to Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanokoniosis
Og, now you think of electrophotomicrographically?
You being a logophile but this is a virus, not a terminology
This virus doesn’t know the human value
It throws them on deathbed like a coin of low value
This is not a boffola either but a bobsy-die
This virus is comminatory that doesn’t need comess
If this was a person could be a super-star artist with his works in Albertopolis
But this is a virus that is devastating and malicious
Its complications increase with seniority, and that makes it amphibology
It takes on the world in a circuitous thus why I call it anfractuous
Covid-19 has world’s economy in *******
But soon The Highest will have this virus in the shellacking
Until it collapses
It’s about time it teetering
Though the government thinks we’re gullible
This why they told us they have it under control but it is still looming
The medicine is still in its trial stage
And it comes with debilitating side effects
There is a possibility of another wave to come
We have to adhere to doctors’ guidance before it hit us
So let’s isolate
To avoid incubation
And self-quarantine
Before Covid-19 finished our generation
And practice social distance
To save our nation
Jun 5, 2021
Jun 5, 2021 at 5:19 PM UTC
The dice is still rollin'
and life is still going on
so don't jump to a conclusion
Don't make a permanent decision
over a temporary emotion
'cause the dice is still rollin'
and life still goes on
Jul 23, 2020
Jul 23, 2020 at 4:05 PM UTC
I looked at her from far
and even though she was a stranger
I went to her
and investigate what was going on her
I noticed she was trembling in the fear and coldness
I gave her my jacket and a hug for comfortness
Tears started polling down her eyes
as she was a foreigner to the world of affections
Although the pain was too much for her
she shared her story with me hopelessly
her parents were all gone
then her aunt and uncle took her in
They insulted her day in and day out
not only have they called her wild names
but they have made her do weird things
I can tell her heart was in great devastation
My Gosh, if you can look at her even once
and raise your mercy hand to her
she hungry for peace and your kindness
if you could let her smile even once
May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 1:14 PM UTC
The world is at war
fighting a bitter battle
a no gun or bullet battle
It's an unusual war
that requires us all
to kneel down
kneel down and fight
fight with a prayer
and through quarantining
It attacks us like a whirlwind
and the flight is out of necessity
but fighting is a necessity
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 7:09 PM UTC
Protect your dream
as the devil would come after it
and block it from becoming reality
Jun 30, 2019
Jun 30, 2019 at 6:15 PM UTC
Dear future wife
, for now, I don't know you yet
but yet
I know I will love you
and care for you
Dear future wife
for now, I don't have you yet
but yet
I know I will have you
and you will have me
Dear future wife
, for now, I don't have happiness yet
but yet
I know I will have it and you will have it
when we become one
Dear future wife
, for now, we haven't become one yet
but not yet
so let's become one once and for all
and be happy as one
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 4:57 PM UTC
Birds of feathers flock together
also people of feets walk together
so let's walk together
and take lead
to make world
a better place to live
Apr 24, 2019
Apr 24, 2019 at 3:52 PM UTC
If you didn't come from rich family
rich family must come from you
Apr 24, 2019
Apr 24, 2019 at 3:40 PM UTC