Today you said those words
They cannot be unsaid
Not in love, no way back
The ties that bind us frayed
So casually uttered
A heart unduly split
So many dreams to be rebuilt
How long had this relationship been teetering on stilts?
I envy your apathy
Long for hostility, passion, reason
Single sided loneliness
A warped form of treason
Jun 5, 2020
Jun 5, 2020 at 7:06 PM UTC
You embrace me, vigorously
You fill my heart so full, it could burst at the seams
Thoughts of you consume my small moments
Vines of you weaved around my veins
I will never be free
Worry.
Oct 28, 2019
Oct 28, 2019 at 6:09 PM UTC
In a room i found you.
A light in our grim surroundings.
We fell fast,
Odds stacked against us
Oceans between us, still it lasts.
In a room i met you
I saw your smile from miles away and realised you were tiny.
My heart jumped and so ensued a tentative yet longing-laced embrace.
In a room i loved you.
Passionate and fierce, realising there was no way you could ever be replaced.
In a room i left you, tears streaming down your face. Unable to make it better, we made our plan with haste.
In a room i sit, thinking of your face. Soft brown eyes and beautiful smile, i feel your love surround me. The depth of love i feel for you still astounds me.
Who could have guessed we would be here after meeting in that room.
Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 4:01 PM UTC
You've taken root, your essence permeates my being. Your love consumes me, creates a frenzy in my heart.
Should it really matter that you aren't what other people want for me?
May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 8:51 PM UTC
I know it doesn't seem it
But it will be okay.
Put one foot in front of the other,
Take it day by day.
I know you feel so heavy,
Empty and forlorn
Numb to almost everything
Yet feeling each thorn.
Fake the smile, do what you must.
But most of all, never forget that all is not lost.
Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 10:37 AM UTC
Emotions i have never felt
An ache that winds so deep
Tortured by the memories, even while i sleep
The things i loved have lost their shine, Music hurts, my books lie.
Happy endings don't exist.
Self - help quotes everywhere.
Momentarily happy, waves of navy blue
Ebbing and crashing.
Mind thrashing
Constantly thinking of you.
Jan 17, 2017
Jan 17, 2017 at 4:58 PM UTC
Silk cobwebs touch her skin
Twigs breaking underfoot
Each snap causing pause
Penetrating the walls of night, with each tentative step
Air thick with fear
Darkness seeping into her pores
Searching, groping the emptiness, frantic.
Wind wild and wicked
While i stand stock still, waiting for her.
Jan 7, 2017
Jan 7, 2017 at 4:23 PM UTC
When you hurt, i hurt too
Though i never show it
When you are down i feel blue too
Though you'd never know it
I cant cry in front of you
It makes me seem so weak
As a kid i donned the cape
I was no longer meek
You had so much to deal with then
I pretended i was fine
Never let a teardrop fall
I never crossed that line
When you were hurt
Id pick you up and start the mediation
Let's do this, let's do that
We'll sort the situation
This was never asked of me
I took it on myself
Now it seems in protecting you
I've distanced myself
I love you above all else
I really hope you know
Even though i find tough to show.
Dec 19, 2016
Dec 19, 2016 at 2:47 PM UTC
The walls are crumbling
Great pillars demolished
Once so strong now frail, unpolished
Onlookers shaken
Utterly agog
An infant cries, wails in pain
Frantically trying to rebuild his blocks
Still it crumbles, bit by bit
The dust burns his eyes
Yet still he tries
The infant stills amid the wreck
Knowing nothing will bring it back
The rocks are left, shards of pain
Left with the knowledge, it was all in vain.
Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 6:30 PM UTC
Unusually unusual
Sullen yet perky
A low radar passenger
Chameleon
Shrinking venus fly trap
Samsonic strength
Mild mental state
Intelligent yet unsure
Grey
That's me.
Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 4:24 PM UTC