you feel so alone, but
they're always watching, waiting.
for you to make your move, it's just
you can't begin
and all your thoughts are flooding in
sweeping your mind free of your cruelest sin
you wonder
("will they ever let me go")
"they won't."
they whisper in your ear, laughing
at your discontent
you belong to them now
they
will
never
let
you
go
your
theirs
now
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 2:56 PM UTC
I hear them calling, she said.
with her open mouth she joined the screaming crowd in her mind.
she wasn't alone now.
I can see them reaching out, she cried!
everyone appeared to be seeking her bursting mind.
she felt it all so deeply,
she was an ocean, flooding over everyone with her pain
they all wonder with danger seeping from their shut eyes.
she devoured them, with every closed lid,
with her broken mind
she pulled out her heart, to be alone
she stopped breathing.
how express, they whispered.
oh, she suffered beautifully they exclaimed.
how admirable.
it was easy for them to go about their day.
easy.
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 6:37 PM UTC
there's nothing left of tomorrow.
you've been consumed by your own sorrow
where do I go, where can I stay
I wasn't even sober, for just one day
i'm sick of the lie
it's time to say goodbye.
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 12:23 AM UTC
I miss your arms around me
your hands
your glazed eyes
I want your body next to mine
I want you to go in deep, and never leave
you're my sunshine in a blue world
I need to breathe you into me
Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 1:21 AM UTC
when no one knows my name
I'll take a ride, to places I don't know
I'll wreck your town and your family name.
I'll take your boy, and show him a good time
I'll take your sister for a ride on the wild side.
I'm the life of the party, and no one can trip without me
I'm the paralyzed dancer with a mind that'll destroy you
I'm black and white, and that takes the pain away
I'm your addiction.
Jul 23, 2014
Jul 23, 2014 at 5:06 PM UTC
I can taste the alcohol on your breath
your clothes are soaked in the fumes of your cigarettes
this is why I called you
tell me you love me.
I love you
you're bleeding
we got in a fight
I'm hurt, I'm drunk and he threw my life far away from me
I can't go back to the party
I cried for help, no one would help me
I ran through the woods, stumbling
this is why I called you.
tell me you love me.
I love you
he bruised me,
then left me sobbing in a field full of nightmares
I'm drunk and I smell of smoke, I don't know where to go
baby,
I have spoons and fire.
let me take your arm,
only if you want it
it's love in a arm *****
this is why I called you,
you take the pain away
Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 4:13 AM UTC
still you **** me, this isn't love
I tried to be someone else
but that just gave you another girl to *****
you've brought me down.
and I can see you don't play around,
bring me skin to breathe
I need your bones next to me,
it's so sad, you see?
I crave the times you left your mark on me
I could go back to when you were touching me.
now I'm drunk and alone,
sitting on the phone,
listening to the sound of the paradise in your tone.
Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 4:05 AM UTC
"No, please"
I wouldn't take it back
just stop it with all these scarring memories
I will not say I was wrong
my thoughts kept me going strong
it all got so bad,
I had a bad dad.
he had to go
to a different home, he didn't belong
his hands beat to a different kind of song
I was bad too
I had way too much drugs to abuse
I closed my eyes, I really did try.
they took it all away
daddy wouldn't listen
mama couldn't cope
next thing I know I'm taking my last ****
sent away. on a not-so sunny day
the sun didn't shine, it had no time
I was never sober, drugged with their pokers
Isn't that funny? I'm such a lonely joker
I can't fight this, I'm sick with their emptiness
it got so hard to breathe
I was drowning, and no one could see
I wasn't the real me.
I was dazed, and unhappy.
"So, what changed?" "Me."
Jul 4, 2014
Jul 4, 2014 at 4:17 AM UTC
You take these brilliantly colored pills
to paint your soul
in a way that that can be done
with only the trigger of a gun
but the piano's song is not yet done
swaying with death
you're starting a game that plays in blood
your heart may flood, with the dance of a discontinuing thud
the ground is holding us all down
is it possible to be released from it?
or is the shot our way out from these ties.
when the piano play it's final note
you can't help but want to be numbed
it feels better but,
your angel won't tie your arm
they hide the beauty from you in the needles they keep from you
Fight it softly
make the holes reappear
make the lights reflect from the glimmering things you hear
leave now, let the gun take you out
to the beat of your life
you aren't living now.
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 4:38 AM UTC
I've been rolling,
getting lonely, without trees here to hold me
stars have now exploded a million times, but is it only in my mind
it's only been a moment, I wish I could hold it
but I know time is on my side
Am I even outside
I think I'm walking on the s
k
y
/ I'm feeling pretty HiGh,
I must be dinning on the stars tonight
I see the paper planes go by, they stop to say **"h
i"**
I have some trees by my side.
Galaxy's are in my cup,
I'll be swimming here sippin' up,
is it alright if I stay here tonight? I know I AM ON A FLIGHT
I'm here to dance with the moon,
I
won't
be
coming
down
anytime
soon.
Jun 21, 2014
Jun 21, 2014 at 6:15 AM UTC