Run away like your dear life depends on it
Just crush me already and scar my heart
I don't know what I did wrong
But I've been accused
Just let me go
Into the past
Jan 23, 2020
Jan 23, 2020 at 5:37 PM UTC
I know you know
But please let me have what I need
He is the only one that keeps me sane and fulfilled
He gives me warmth and comfort
He is like my sun and moon
Both are things that I can't live without
He's true, honest and loyal
I already know that you disapprove but please
Let me have him because he is all I need
I have morals and principles
And I understand it all
But just let me have him
Because then I'd be happy for once
Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 2:20 PM UTC
I just want to run from here
It used to be so sunny and warm
But gray clouds are rolling in as it starts to storm
This was my only safe place to be but now it's messed up
Jan 19, 2020
Jan 19, 2020 at 2:45 PM UTC
My body's warmth has been ****** up
I'm left with nothing but emptiness and sadness
My eyes are moist and need to leak
But not here in this room full of judgemental eyes
I wish I could just run out and cry my fears out
Every thought in my head stabs my heart
I can't stop but press on until I'm bleeding
No one will ever hear my quiet sobs nor care
I'll just sit here in this lonely corner
And let my eyes release my pain
Jan 17, 2020
Jan 17, 2020 at 12:32 PM UTC
You opened up the black box
To which I was trapped in
I escaped that prison which was loneliness
We were distant but now are so close
I'd be scared to let you go
My affection for you grew as big as the sea
With you, I feel whole and healed
As if I was never even broken before
You made me feel the things I've never felt before
I was saved by you from my terrible end
Jan 16, 2020
Jan 16, 2020 at 8:20 AM UTC
I tried to stay strong and whole
But I can't help but break down
I've been overwhelmed with emotions
I want to stay calm but I'm about to explode
I just want my neck to be severed
As my body is wrapped in barbed wires
Pain is the only thing on my mind
And I want it like I need it
Jan 15, 2020
Jan 15, 2020 at 10:18 PM UTC
I just want to blow my brain out
Or my throat, or even my **** heart
I get a sense of adrenaline when I think of that
And it feels devastatingly great
Jan 14, 2020
Jan 14, 2020 at 9:07 PM UTC
Put me down like a dog
That's just meant to suffer
For the rest of its short-lived life
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 8:18 PM UTC
I'm so thin and hollow
That I can barely breath
Because the air passes right through me
I wanna spill my ****** guts on the table
For you to know what's on my mind
I don't even know what happened
All I know is that I'm a little more free
But more sad, lonely, and cold
I hate my regrets
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 8:14 PM UTC
Who will comfort me now?
He'll come at midnight
Whispering temptations in my ears
and flirting with me
Who will accept me?
He'll take anybody
Of any gender, race, and age
Who will be there with me always?
He'll stalk me every second I breath
Hoping for me to open up to him
Death will gladly take me
As I'll take him
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 8:06 PM UTC