SoraHorizon - Hello Poetry

This time last year I was sick from the monster that ravaged her Praying to someone I never talked to But yelling at them to save her Laying in bed This time last year She was better gone than miserably withering away As if the hidden tears watering the carpet in the office a few stairs away could revive her. We become selfish as the monster ***** away any hope. Selfish to the ones who are strong and are walking tomorrow Selfish to the ones strapped to the stained glass window to another place Perspective relations For this time last year She was sick. Now strong.

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Feb 5, 2015

Feb 5, 2015 at 10:16 PM UTC

Perspective Relations

This time last year I was sick from the monster that ravaged her Praying to someone I never talked to But yelling at them to save her Laying in bed This time last year She was better gone than miserably withering away As if the hidden tears watering the carpet in the office a few stairs away could revive her. We become selfish as the monster ***** away any hope. Selfish to the ones who are strong and are walking tomorrow Selfish to the ones strapped to the stained glass window to another place Perspective relations For this time last year She was sick. Now strong.

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I love you.

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Nov 2, 2014

Nov 2, 2014 at 12:19 AM UTC

I am Sora, Crumpled at the bottom of your mind, the bottom of your waste basket, the bottom of your shoes, quietly burning from the pain that greets me with a hard embrace chilly breath and numbing strength. Coursing through the reflection left empty like behind some doors, I have walked out from. I am awake through the nights through the days through the hours through the lives I am awake. Like a window sees everything within its sights I can not un-see the rain marks of hurt and of blindness staining my hands. Pocketed in the morning I held no weight, I held everything, destined for experience, destined for hoarding of emotions of relationships of others' experiences I keep But I walk alone with a partner holding my hand like a parent with a kid when it's “Vaccine Time” And I'm hearing roaring of the comments hissing of my weakened soul and echoing identities I used to claim as my very own So the waves that I am come barreling, come surging, come crashing, come Hell or High Water to look up is to see and to see is to create and to create is to revolutionize and to revolutionize is to Save yourself before the stars burn up. And she she is my Northern Star where I am Harriet Tubman I have been there. I am there. I will be there. I will be out there. I will be. I will waver. I will stay. Unapologetically me.

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 3:16 PM UTC

I Am Poem

I am Sora, Crumpled at the bottom of your mind, the bottom of your waste basket, the bottom of your shoes, quietly burning from the pain that greets me with a hard embrace chilly breath and numbing strength. Coursing through the reflection left empty like behind some doors, I have walked out from. I am awake through the nights through the days through the hours through the lives I am awake. Like a window sees everything within its sights I can not un-see the rain marks of hurt and of blindness staining my hands. Pocketed in the morning I held no weight, I held everything, destined for experience, destined for hoarding of emotions of relationships of others' experiences I keep But I walk alone with a partner holding my hand like a parent with a kid when it's “Vaccine Time” And I'm hearing roaring of the comments hissing of my weakened soul and echoing identities I used to claim as my very own So the waves that I am come barreling, come surging, come crashing, come Hell or High Water to look up is to see and to see is to create and to create is to revolutionize and to revolutionize is to Save yourself before the stars burn up. And she she is my Northern Star where I am Harriet Tubman I have been there. I am there. I will be there. I will be out there. I will be. I will waver. I will stay. Unapologetically me.

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Let me run away To holde you late in the night And make it alright

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Aug 25, 2014

Aug 25, 2014 at 7:30 PM UTC

Trust

Let me run away To holde you late in the night And make it alright

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In the midnight cold I'll be the hand that closes the shades 'cause now it's just a chilly stale air coming through the window And when you're fast asleep under the sheets I'll be the far away breath from thinking of how I'll say Goodmorning not to the beautiful but to the breath taking simplicity which Spills from your veins to illuminate my aching smile Because I would give my all for you to be more than just in love with you So In the July dawns as the concrete begins to waver under our feet I will be the cool on the back of your neck For when you walk down those steps I'll be that railing that reminds you of home when you float not just through space, but through the door of my heart but like a tide, you and I together ebb and flow in Over the rocks we've been bloodily beaten, though we continue our strides There is nothing I wouldn't do to gaze at your blue eyes as if they were only the entire night sky As I am home nowhere but within hearing distance of your soft breathing For I am truly more than in love with you.

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Aug 24, 2014

Aug 24, 2014 at 3:54 PM UTC

Turn Into The Shadow Of My Eyes

In the midnight cold I'll be the hand that closes the shades 'cause now it's just a chilly stale air coming through the window And when you're fast asleep under the sheets I'll be the far away breath from thinking of how I'll say Goodmorning not to the beautiful but to the breath taking simplicity which Spills from your veins to illuminate my aching smile Because I would give my all for you to be more than just in love with you So In the July dawns as the concrete begins to waver under our feet I will be the cool on the back of your neck For when you walk down those steps I'll be that railing that reminds you of home when you float not just through space, but through the door of my heart but like a tide, you and I together ebb and flow in Over the rocks we've been bloodily beaten, though we continue our strides There is nothing I wouldn't do to gaze at your blue eyes as if they were only the entire night sky As I am home nowhere but within hearing distance of your soft breathing For I am truly more than in love with you.

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He lost his dad Hold onto his hand so he doesn't run He lost his dad With the rubble smothering the color of the sky in war. He lost his dad Caught sight of the coffin the pain worse than an eight year hangnail. He lost his dad for God's sake Could we really say that name in a time like this without a taste of guilt? He lost his dad Turn and down half a bottle of alcohol and then tuck him in tonight Quick, we're running out of paper He lost his - The super hero got a little close to the waves and didn't know how to swim His super hero got too many of these corrupted crazy villians to fight off And now the hero needs saving while we sit and turn away He was already under when we look at the empty silhouette panicking He lost his dad His super hero

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Jul 31, 2014

Jul 31, 2014 at 9:06 PM UTC

Hangnail

He lost his dad Hold onto his hand so he doesn't run He lost his dad With the rubble smothering the color of the sky in war. He lost his dad Caught sight of the coffin the pain worse than an eight year hangnail. He lost his dad for God's sake Could we really say that name in a time like this without a taste of guilt? He lost his dad Turn and down half a bottle of alcohol and then tuck him in tonight Quick, we're running out of paper He lost his - The super hero got a little close to the waves and didn't know how to swim His super hero got too many of these corrupted crazy villians to fight off And now the hero needs saving while we sit and turn away He was already under when we look at the empty silhouette panicking He lost his dad His super hero

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Maybe I cry so much because this time it's for something Real. And I've always played 'that' part until it Molded to me and now I'm not acting. Not been pushed this much in my life now That my legs are dragging and I'm drooping over. Scrambling to word it right and make change Happen. Unaware that this cause could go up in flames and Take me with it. Peel off this red, white and blue body because I'm Not living The American Dream.

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Jul 9, 2014

Jul 9, 2014 at 8:55 PM UTC

This Or That

Maybe I cry so much because this time it's for something Real. And I've always played 'that' part until it Molded to me and now I'm not acting. Not been pushed this much in my life now That my legs are dragging and I'm drooping over. Scrambling to word it right and make change Happen. Unaware that this cause could go up in flames and Take me with it. Peel off this red, white and blue body because I'm Not living The American Dream.

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Is this even worth it anymore? One fight after another and I won't be winner. I've shed more than enough tears and it's not ok. Is this ever going to be worth it? Pain trickling under and over my skin. Maybe it's done now because I can't take more. Is this worth it right here and now? Challenging for respect by family and school. Never finding where I fit in this crazy world. Is this worth risking my safety? I've got no reputation to guard. Be labeled as **** regardless. I just need to know, is it worth it?

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Jul 9, 2014

Jul 9, 2014 at 8:52 PM UTC

Question Me This

Is this even worth it anymore? One fight after another and I won't be winner. I've shed more than enough tears and it's not ok. Is this ever going to be worth it? Pain trickling under and over my skin. Maybe it's done now because I can't take more. Is this worth it right here and now? Challenging for respect by family and school. Never finding where I fit in this crazy world. Is this worth risking my safety? I've got no reputation to guard. Be labeled as **** regardless. I just need to know, is it worth it?

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You came up and knocked on my door My faith in love and myself you did restore And with this night growing longer and brighter You held my hand tighter through the unknown outcome of this love We were flying so high, along the wings of a dove And I will never stop writing And I could never stop fighting to make you happy If you're ever having a bad day and feel ****** Because this is us And we're going to last forever I will be safe and I will be strong wherever I love you 8 months ago you took my hand, not knowing where we'd end up or how we'd go anywhere, yet you took my hand and then we flew <3

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Jul 3, 2014

Jul 3, 2014 at 6:39 PM UTC

Knock

You came up and knocked on my door My faith in love and myself you did restore And with this night growing longer and brighter You held my hand tighter through the unknown outcome of this love We were flying so high, along the wings of a dove And I will never stop writing And I could never stop fighting to make you happy If you're ever having a bad day and feel ****** Because this is us And we're going to last forever I will be safe and I will be strong wherever I love you 8 months ago you took my hand, not knowing where we'd end up or how we'd go anywhere, yet you took my hand and then we flew <3

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Even if I'm broken, I've got my heaven around me With the blue eyes of my sky I've so gruelingly waited in this water as my legs began to give out Praying for this rain of mine to subside Inside, I see the warmth of your smile under the halo 'Cause after all, only the beautiful breach Heaven's Doors White dove etched in my wrist flew to your lips to unlock your heart of its holy water So please taint my blood though it's not thicker than water Chase these chains to make this being afraid into I'm afraid but I've got Heaven underneath me One disasterous paradise within me that you dig for and find my Hell is seven oceans deeper than The sky is full_ but even if I'm broken I've got my heaven surrounding me as your blue eyes wipe away the crush of my tides Please let me call you love Because even when I'm broken You are my heaven that surrounds me.

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Jul 1, 2014

Jul 1, 2014 at 12:39 PM UTC

Australian Sydney without the Australian

Even if I'm broken, I've got my heaven around me With the blue eyes of my sky I've so gruelingly waited in this water as my legs began to give out Praying for this rain of mine to subside Inside, I see the warmth of your smile under the halo 'Cause after all, only the beautiful breach Heaven's Doors White dove etched in my wrist flew to your lips to unlock your heart of its holy water So please taint my blood though it's not thicker than water Chase these chains to make this being afraid into I'm afraid but I've got Heaven underneath me One disasterous paradise within me that you dig for and find my Hell is seven oceans deeper than The sky is full_ but even if I'm broken I've got my heaven surrounding me as your blue eyes wipe away the crush of my tides Please let me call you love Because even when I'm broken You are my heaven that surrounds me.

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