In the middle of a pitch-dark sea,
Shouting the cries of wanting to be free.
From the endless impact of tidal waves.
Wailing as she is submerged in caves.
In the middle of a grassy plateau,
Emotional debt gathered down below.
Dark shadows loom over past mistakes.
Eternal slumber, where he awakes.
Both reminisce about their younger days.
In the vault of echoes where it plays.
A person I somehow happened to cross,
"It takes only a day for my world to pause".
How much can a single person flip one's life?
And mentally experience the stab of a knife.
As they explore the shore of memory,
Encountering what was once their story.
Staying up late at night to talk,
Then hide when our parents woke.
Attending class, barely having a wink
The words these echoes make me think:
"I miss her."
Every day with her feels like it's aether.
"I miss him."
Every urge of mine arises on a whim.
Her bright smile is ever heavenly.
His laughter always emanates glee.
Her presence makes my worries flee.
His presence brings a sea of tranquility.
As he settled on the floor of the grassy high.
In the distant sea, there is a faint cry.
As she descends to the floor of the dark fissure.
In the moonlight, there is a lonely figure.
Everything felt so painfully distant,
As time suddenly became stagnant.
It feels something you could have reached,
For how at the moment they had beseeched.
For a connection that is covered in mists.
Looming hesitation as the lingering past shifts.
The moment they are trying to forget,
Where the demise of their relationship had met.
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 2:58 AM UTC
There are two things in me:
Sense of belonging is one,
Appreciation is two.
When combined?
This is something I can’t conclude.
I expect too much;
Then regret as much.
Hearing these voices in my head,
That kept me up all night and said,
“Do you think when you are gone-
They will be bothered to remember you?”
I began to reach out with my hand,
Then I started to look like a fool.
“Why would they even remember?”
I couldn’t even give a response.
Because everything it said is true.
I fell into an endless abyss,
With nonstop bickering.
I am starting to lose my sanity
I couldn’t even get it out of my head.
I feel so helpless and afraid,
A feeling of endless pain.
I could feel something so near,
That something is what I despair.
I couldn’t even take it,
I just want to have some rest.
“Why can’t I have it?”, is what I said.
Internally screaming that no one could hear.
A crying for help that no one knows.
The night has become eternal.
Not knowing how much time has passed.
At first, I couldn’t believe,
There are such things possible.
The saying seconds become minutes,
minutes become hours.
So I thought this is what I should pay,
And will continue to stay.
May 22, 2025
May 22, 2025 at 1:18 PM UTC
What is this sense of denial?
Why can’t I just admit it?
Or maybe a sense of betrayal?
With these emotions that exist.
Thought it was nothing,
but grew farther as it goes.
Hearing it continuously beating,
That is always lingering up close.
Knowing things can be *******
That built this current friendship.
Feelings that I can’t withdraw
For this current relationship.
After occurring out of the blue,
Pretending as if nothing happened
So this might be the harsh truth,
Some things are better left unsaid.
Jun 24, 2022
Jun 24, 2022 at 3:55 PM UTC
I, who is staring at the night sky,
Wondering if everything will be fine.
Beautiful stars made the evening bright,
Will never be the same without the light.
The beauty that caught my attention,
Feeling of emotional connection.
I wanted to give it my affection,
And relieving the ferocious corrosion.
Shining bright as the quasar,
Can be seen, even though it is so far.
Having the uniqueness of a pulsar,
No one will ever be on par.
Things that remained unknown.
The universe that which has grown.
More mysteries that are yet to be known,
Like the history of the pre-historic bones.
You, who are zooming like a shooting star,
Started the throbbing of my heart.
You are turning into a neutron star,
Pulling me closer like a magnetar.
The world that has no reverse.
Started changing after the converse.
One's known as the universe,
Has now split into a multiverse.
Jun 4, 2022
Jun 4, 2022 at 12:52 PM UTC
I have thought about something
Rather I have been contemplating.
Discovering there is no difference
Between the racket at sunlight
That will come to silence at twilight ,
And hearing the tranquility at night
Suddenly filled with voices in my mind.
Being sick and tired everyday
Having a desire to stop time,
And just keep it that way.
Stuck in a room with my everything,
Going out will make me return crying.
Sitting in a corner
Staring...
Wondering...
Feeling...
Waiting...
Am I wrong to just enjoy?
Doing things with a smile?
But other wants it to be spoiled .
Pressure that stretched for miles.
Falling down to the ground
Thoughts that keeps going round and round,
Until the day I have broken down
In despair for who knows long.
The time has come to rise
Without telling myself lies.
I want to be with them!
They helped me to be open minded,
They are like my family.
My one and only.
Longing to leave home
That gives no hope,
Torment that I must suffer
Just to get the happiness
That I am after.
Oct 4, 2021
Oct 4, 2021 at 12:21 PM UTC
I've been waiting for you to arrive,
Thinking if everything will be alright,
Feeling I will be an outcast in the vibe
Being left out is like a gloomy night,
I tried to clear my mind,
But this feeling keeps bugging me
Endless, stomach filled with butterflies.
Making me shiver and go flee,
Five minutes of waiting,
Feels like years of torment
And you come and start saying,
"Hey, can you wait for a moment?"
Overthinking like a madman
But in reality, he is planning.
For a surprise that went fine,
Feeling happy and stupid for doubting.
Sep 2, 2020
Sep 2, 2020 at 3:04 AM UTC
Ever since the day that I met you,
I will do anything just to protect you,
Even if I **** everyone but you.
Aug 30, 2020
Aug 30, 2020 at 8:26 AM UTC
The day that we had wander,
Time we have spent together,
Happiness that I have gathered
Will always remain with me forever.
We saw a wonderful view,
For me, the most beautiful is you.
The sky is bright and blue,
That moment, I didn't have a clue,
That moment suddenly happening,
I thought that I was dreaming.
I couldn't believe what I'm seeing,
Every second that I'm always enjoying.
I walked right into the past,
Seeing the happiness that last.
Remembering how time is so fast,
That will soon be a piece of dust.
The future that I am told,
Will never become so bold.
The feelings that I hold
Hope to be never be that cold.
The sea that is crystal clear,
Heartbeat that I could hear,
It never felt so real.
The greatest start of the year.
Jul 14, 2020
Jul 14, 2020 at 3:05 PM UTC
Oh my, oh my
I am full of regret,
It is a fine lady
That I will never get,
I saw her last night
Walking outside,
But she turn right
To his man, to get a ride,
I remember the old memories
Our life is full of happiness,
Some gave me worries
When i can't her forgiveness,
I know I made a mistake
On her darkest day,
It is something I can't retake
Like a needle dropped in a hay,
She is the diamond that I got
She made our lives indestructible,
But she is the diamond that I lost
The day I made it possible
Feb 28, 2020
Feb 28, 2020 at 8:06 AM UTC
Whenever I look at the sky
I always remember your beautiful eyes,
Stars that remain so high
That will make a wonderful night,
Beauty that will remain forever,
Deserves a happy ever after,
For me nothing is better
Than live with you, together.
I have a question
And I want your opinion,
This will be your decision,
Yes or no is your option.
My cowardness will now flee
To not regret it completely,
Because this is my dream,
Will you complete this dream with me?
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 7:03 AM UTC