I'll rather be alone again
I know what they say 'bout loneliness
But I'll take the chance
I'll rather die alone again
Stick n' Stones break my words
But your actions left me hopeless
I'll rather walk this road again
Uncertainties leave me restless
I'll want to know what's up ahead
My heart burns and aches like fire
Ashes are just bones on the pyre
Liar, that's what I call you a liar
You better heed my advice
Your life will ignite with my lighter
Liar, that's what you deserve you liar
I'll rather get revenge 'my friend'
Prove to you once again, I'm not worthless
I'll rather watch you burn up in flames
© Sofia Villagrana 2022
Feb 13, 2022
Feb 13, 2022 at 3:13 PM UTC
Hey, it's been a long *** day
Wondering if you're okay
Feeling fuzzy in my brain
Hey, I know I said some things
That made you wanna walk away
Pick up, I got a lot to say
© Sofia Villagrana 2022
Jan 30, 2022
Jan 30, 2022 at 2:52 PM UTC
Whisper words to household saints
Hands pressed, lips closed
We couldn't share them
The words that we couldn't say
Hiding in corners, shadows evade
Sitting on the shelf praying today
Tear and break them
The words that we couldn't say
Games played, in the darkness
Fools we both were that day
Confess it's too late
The words that we couldn't say
Mistakes littering the tile floor
Glittering shards that impale us
Time to end this
The words I just have said
© Sofia Villagrana 2022
Jan 3, 2022
Jan 3, 2022 at 6:32 PM UTC
My dog just passed away, unexpectedly
In the middle of a hot summer night
It was lying on its side, right next to me
I carry their body, inside my arms
As I look for a big old apple tree
So it can eat apples in heaven
I have all their blankets and toys with me
So that they do not get bored as they
Travel towards the shining bright stars
I still remember their white ears
As I scratched their head as we played
As such memories . . .
To late to give one final walk 'round the block
Such a beautiful morning, with birds singing
As I carry my friend in my arms
I wonder if they're singing them goodbye
Cars are driving by, as I cross the street
Is the black and red blob I see a dead cat?
I wish I had more arms to bring them along
Remember when I first brought you home
You hide underneath my bed
As such memories . . .
And when I gave you your first biscuit
You ran around in circles at my feet
Such a sight . . .
The sun shines brighter as you get heavier in my arms
We reach the cemetery, and right at the entrance
There's a big old red apple tree
I lay them on the floor as I dig
The pile of dirt keeps growing, as I am sweating
I want to make sure you don't dig yourself out
You loved to dig in my garden
When the hole is big and deep enough
I lay your body inside
With all of your belongings
I mark your grave, with your collar and leash
So I can visit when I leave school
I don't want to forget your name
I still feel you on the right side of my bed as I sleep
© Sofia Villagrana 2022
Dec 31, 2021
Dec 31, 2021 at 11:30 PM UTC
Eyes ahead
Foward and dead
I am unsure of the path I am taking
Hands up high
Reaching towards the sky
Fingertips brushing the morning light
Frizzy hair
Dew on the edges
Blocking my perception of the world
***** feet
From walking on the street
Guided by the cement sidewalk cracks
Mouth agape
Words suffocate
Uneasiness building inside my chest
Fly away
Run before its too late
Better to be hurt than to be caged
© Sofia Villagrana 2021
Dec 31, 2021
Dec 31, 2021 at 11:06 PM UTC
I whisper words to you at night
Telling you, I know your white lies
I wonder if I am going to cry
Seeing you on the floor unalive
© Sofia Villagrana 2021
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 4:36 PM UTC
It's a turbulent life you have lived
Past is snipping at your heels
As you run past the pain
Remembering all the deceit
Call me when its time
To come home and hold you
Take my hand
And let me guide you
Call me when you know
How to care for yourself
Ease my mind
Take care of yourself
Call me when your memories
Are no longer a maelstrom
Of confusion and lights
But a kaleidoscope
Call Me, Call Me
Call Me when you remember
What you want from life
When you figure out
'Who am I?'
© Sofia Villagrana 2021
Dec 26, 2021
Dec 26, 2021 at 11:06 PM UTC
I walk down this unknown road
But I am not afraid
Of the dark or silence that follows
So I keep walking forward
Arms swinging by my side.
With my head turned
Turned up towards the sky
As I welcome the sun's rays
And the rain that falls
Bathing me in its life.
I've traveled far and wide
But never by myself
This is a new experience
It's a little bit scary and new
But I am not afraid.
The stars twinkle brightly
I remember your eyes
Reflecting back on the memories
Happiness and sadness
I'll hold them in my heart.
Whistling the songs
That you sang during dawn
As we eat breakfast and laughed
Such vivid noises and sights
That I will dream as I travel.
I know this may seem unexpected
But I need to leave the past
So don't be afraid
This is not a goodbye forever
I promise I'll see you later.
© Sofia Villagrana 2021
Dec 20, 2021
Dec 20, 2021 at 6:35 PM UTC
The misery
Ridding up my skin like a disease
The sympathy
Screeching up my ears, till I can't hear
The enemies
Following me but I can't seem to see
My energy
Displaced and diverted for survival
My happiness
Nonexistent since your appearance
My appearance
Don't matter cause I am the baddest batter
I swear
I'll never be an angel or a saint
I promise
That you will forever rue this day
I expect
Everyone I see to be my enemy
© Sofia Villagrana 2021
Dec 20, 2021
Dec 20, 2021 at 6:22 PM UTC
You walk away
For a day
For a month
For a year
You say it's okay
It's a faze
It's just for a day
It'll go away
Then you realize
In a moment
In a blur
That you have forgotten
Abandon and ignored
The words you've penned
The poems you've cared for
Now you have returned
To a familiar place
With a different face
The time has come
To end the hiatus
© Sofia Villagrana 2021
Dec 20, 2021
Dec 20, 2021 at 6:17 PM UTC