Every time I look at you,
It’s like seeing you,
For the first time again.
A soul so kind, so pure.
Like the spring of kindness,
A fountain of joy.
Your eyes shine like a starry night,
Each star as beautiful as you,
Quietly glowing
If I could save time in a bottle,
I would save our little chats,
Just to spend more time with you.
Watching the light in your eyes,
Hearing the warmth in your voice,
Feeling the glow of your smile
When the sun comes up,
It’ll remind me of you.
When the sun comes down,
I’ll be smiling for you.
No I don’t deserve to,
Be loved by a soul so pure,
In the mess of the world,
We’ve found peace,
Thank you.
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 5:58 PM UTC
I want to write words as pretty as you,
But my mind can’t find the words needed,
Looks like I will disappoint once again.
Because with a smile is so cute.
It should be a crime.
You’ve started a fire in my heart,
You make me a happy man,
You make me feel lucky.
Because never had I thought,
A girl like you would talk to me,
Nevertheless, they spend their time.
My mind tells me it’s too good to be true,
I know I lack the confidence to think otherwise,
I know your words say otherwise,
Yet your face speaks parallel,
To the voices.
Am I wrong?
Am I too harsh on myself?
Am I worth of your attention?
For I’ll never be as confident as the others,
I’ll just talk myself down a deep rabbit hole.
Down to a place where I can hide,
In the comfort of my own destructive voices,
For there I’ll fit in with the other cowards.
I’ve always had excuses,
Ways to fail with taking the fall.
But I’m running out,
I can’t make more excuses,
I’m just a mess.
I don’t know how to fix it.
But when I look at you I forget it,
This isn’t your fault its purely mine,
You make me happy.
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 5:36 PM UTC
If I could save time in a bottle,
I would save our little chats,
Just to spend more time with you—
Watching the light in your eyes,
Hearing the warmth in your voice,
Feeling the glow of your smile.
I wish I could stop time so we could talk forever.
I wish I could see the night sky reflected in your eyes,
Admire you for all eternity.
I wish I could be more, just once.
Because every time I look at you,
It's like seeing you for the first time,
With a smile so cute it should be a crime,
Those eyes look like the night sky.
I like you — love your smile and eyes,
Yet I can’t put my emotions into these few words,
For my feelings,
Can’t be described.
When we talk I’m happy,
Even during the awkwardness.
Makes me laugh at our bad small talk,
Yet I still keep some words to myself.
I’m scared to ask you,
A question you already expect,
Might even have an answer
Yet my hesitation scares me away,
From knowing the answer.
Jan 21
Jan 21, 2026 at 4:53 PM UTC
Everyday I think, some days more than others,
Thoughts the thing that makes use human,
Yet if controlled we get called zombies,
However, I think I might be one.
For you are in my head to too much to not control,
You make me paranoid, thinking about the good, the bad,
Yet nothing seems to satisfy me, for I’m playing with dragon's fire.
I need someone to pull me out of this state of mind,
However it seems only to be you who can help,
Yet you won’t help.
Looks like I’ll be in this state of mind, for all of time
For you confuse a helpless man, giving mixed directions,
You got me paranoid because I don't know what’s left or right about us,
One day it’s a love poem, the next it's just useless words.
You got me at the edge of my seat, thinking about what to do next,
Got my mind all twisted, confused about your signs, kindness or something more?
This state of mind in which I will be for all of time.
Jan 20
Jan 20, 2026 at 1:18 AM UTC
I know you’re not good,
Yet I always came back,
Drunk on your poisonous beauty.
Love might be fogging up my eyes,
A curse or a blessing–I’ll never know,
For I’m high on your beauty.
You wield an invisible knife in my heart,
Twisting it while feeding me pain killers,
But the pain lingers, as the blood pours,
It’s like taking pills–some help, some don’t,
I can’t decide if yours do or not,
They twist my mind, but which way does the pillar fall?
I can’t make a valid conclusion while I’m on them,
If you wanted to twist my mind you won,
For you got me talking to a shadow on the wall.
Your beauty got me hallucinating,
Thinking I could reach the stars,
Yet you left in the void of space.
Jan 19
Jan 19, 2026 at 4:30 PM UTC
I’m looking back at my memories,
Falling back into my insecurities,
Hoping it isn’t my destiny.
I wanna be a better me,
Not a worried me,
A naked me.
I’m scared.
Been a friend before,
I don’t want to be,
I want to be your one.
You give me a reason,
A purpose to persevere,
You give me hope,
I’m just scared you don’t feel the same,
I’m not the best at this, I’m giving it my best,
Taking it slow yet, I fear it might be too slow,
I just hope it won’t be a recurring event.
I don’t know how to flirt,
I don’t know how to impress,
I don’t know how to do it.
Just scared I’ll be a friend.
Again.
Jan 19
Jan 19, 2026 at 1:20 PM UTC
It’s useless, I tried, but to no avail,
I came so far but in the end,
It doesn’t even matter.
All I’ve done is break an illusion,
The illusion of joy and passion,
To relieve the pain of the truth.
Friendship, relationship coexist,
One looks like the other,
Yet they are so far apart.
Mistake one for the other,
you’ll crash and burn.
Shot for the wrong moon.
Stranding me with a borrowed light.
I watch the sun,
Letting it run my mood.
Not learning from past mistakes.
I shot for your sun,
Yet I got stuck in its orbit,
Drifting like a small planet.
Like the planets around a sun,
Staring blindly at a star,
Left me blind to your signs
This blindness got me hallucinating,
Thinking I could reach your sun,
Yet you left me in the void of space
Jan 19
Jan 19, 2026 at 1:17 PM UTC