Gunna burn my wedding dress
And find my roots
Turn my headphones up loud
Show my skin
Gunna graffitti my way around this city
Re-colour my life
Get creative with a box of matches
Pull out my splinters
Gunna wake up on couches
And get rid of flies in the kitchen
I'll smudge my mascara
Blow smoke rings
Gunna hang with the junkies
Collecting parking tickets
Pop a bottle of vitamins
Write some poetry on bathroom doors
Gunna spray paint train tracks
Carry drinks in a cooler
Make myself feel hazy
Laugh in the face of someone angry
Gunna makeout under the bridge
And start a wild fire
Stand in someones headlights
Be involved in a riot
Buy some strong ****
From the girl with the ******* nosejob
Rip up my tshirts
And smile through the ********
Gunna fire a shotgun
And not be alarmed
Just pull on my tongue ring
And carry on with my acid trip
○○○○
Gunna burn my wedding dress
And find my roots
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 10:23 AM UTC
Im so weightless
And fixed
Disinterest and burdened
With being without you
Memories stab
And whistle through me
Teases me for hours
Of the times i was with you
That young twisted thing
Confidence kick
Streched out on my bed
Back arched and head bent
Heart heavy and red
Right between your hips
Where i could live
All over your lips
Where all the love you hold lives
Left flushed
I cant keep thinking like this
Twisted little thing
Sending flashbacks to me
Id give up anything
To hold your energy
To feel you right next to me
Shame
Jun 8, 2018
Jun 8, 2018 at 8:52 AM UTC
I get so jealous,
Bound to a need. A pyro creep.
Fullfill that every cavity, scream at me.
I want to catch her next to the fire
See it all make sence.
Watch her war paint,
Smear and break
Into tiny embers
To melt and graze her skin
To colour her like an ashtray.
I get so possesive,
It hurts me like this. A twisted freak.
Nibble at my skin, intimidate me.
I want to break her bones she looks so sweet,
Them crooked fingers
That twist and bend.
Watch the heat glow on her face
No water in her iris,
Eyelashes dust away
She is violently beautiful
I get so helpless
The struggle is pure. A toxic ******
Try and burn me, keep it tastefull
I want to grip her hair and hold her down
Gasping for air,
Ill keep setting her alight,
Repetitively, pushing it on her
So tempting
Little lemon eyes
See her glitch and sway
But when she sleeps
When shes on low heat
It kills me to see her this way.
May 25, 2018
May 25, 2018 at 6:54 PM UTC
You infect my mind!
With delusional paper thin cuts; sculpting through my cerebral cortex!
Planting silent patient seeds...
That grow to sow the cosmic slides in my shadow self; blows them away.
Like cobwebs laying in water...
Saturation and dissolve!
Soon to be none existent; tethered to irrelevant findings.
Transfixed, bathing in smouldering gazes!
You move me into...
A bliss, of another kind!
Hunger filled!
Carnal bites smother into my soul; where you sleep!
In mist, with light and compassion...
You spin right through!
How do you? Chew aways through my muscle memory.
Calculate for me what is and isn't...
Set in motion access marks; trigger into my scar tissue!
Moisturise and soothe my livid deformities!
Renew for eleven...new life!
Kindly you offer!
When sky's are too stain filled with rust; alone with scepticism!
Your rain cleanses all, and over me...
To soften this old armour!
Wait for me; a place within you that I can travel.
Stand aware there!
To prize open my third eye; and reach euphoria!
Oh, so easily...you can!
In silence you creep!
Fill and exfoliate the covers of clouds; that perpetrate the view!
Come and shine through my first set of eyes...
Fragile, but still strong!
My focus surrounds your frozen form; despite the debris!
Scattered embers, unearthed from background night terrors...
Sidelines of your smile!
Hypnotise the ground I tread on; balance trades for vertigo this time.
I really I don't mind.
Glassy eyed, you slumber awake!
Inside the beautiful'est the truth lays dormant; like bitter nitroglycerine!
The collected calm notions of your movements...
So dark yet divine!
Luminous insanity for self poring; medicating my saturation.
Cleverly, can I hide in there too? Safe in the currents of you...
Seek splice and solace.
In your butchered sanctuary!
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 1:05 PM UTC
A crazy calm,
In static connectivity.
Let my language lessons guide you in....
To totalise...
A soundless notion,
In passive serendipity.
Let me work to illuminate you...
To breathe...
A delicate stillness,
In erratic interactivity.
Let me help maintain you to uncover...
To wire...
A tasteful satisfaction,
In hyper-mediocraty.
Let me catch a glimpse of the lustre...
To submerge...
A intricate perspective,
In instant telepathy,
Let me shower you in kaleidoscopic colour...
To rationalise...
A beautiful vertigo,
In fluid immobility.
Let me assimilate at this prelude...
To crave...
Let me emerge;
To prepare, for this full-scale metamorphosis...
With you!
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 12:57 PM UTC
Huh?
Hello!
..........
Did you know?
Everything tastes so good in here,
To feel that haze, come crushing in.
Said, 'follow me on up'
My legs give way, failing on me,
Smoke me through...
Hmmm...To inhale you
Hi...
Higher!
.............
Did you know?
My temperature alarms me in here,
Take me somewhere, where it spins.
Said, 'Mist will fill your head'
Amplified signals, my fingers sing.
Light me through...
Hmmm...To blaze you
Hi...
Get higher!
...................
Did you know?
New light slips next to me in here,
Zombie gazes, my vision pleads me.
Said, 'Accept me to your bloodstream'
Colours wave inside, craving takes me.
Intoxicate me through...
Hmmm...To love you
Hi...
T.H.C!
Come, live with me
Out of my control now
.....................................
Hmm...
Relate with me?
At how electric this feels!
I know you would...
Hmm...
But could you comprehend with me?
That this is actually about a girl!
I know you couldn't...
You see....
I'm getting high,
In...
Other ways!
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
In her youth
The threads she once clung from,
Wore strange and slightly thin.
Ghost-remember-me's! Triangle songs in her head...
And the unlucky dark cloud in the middle.
.....
To grow from coffin ground
Illuminated with frozen trajectories
I see her...
She is so pale and I am fairly smitten by this!
......
Now she resides
In a soft, velvet frame of mind,
Growing through her old memory.
Shaped with moonlight! And in the scent of night flowers...
All moves simple around her.
......
To wade through all of the muck
Fearless with shadow deformities
I see her...
.....She is so real and I am fairly overwhelmed by this!
.......
She stands so tall
In this hole, that's been casted,
But, we are real inside of here!
I feel her when she's so alive!
Said, 'speak so loud'
I see her, her gazes cut through me
......
I've over a hundred thousand narcotics eating at my brain;
But Id only care for this one to stay!
........
And she will,
We nibble and digest-
We like to watch ourselves,
And everything's good!
Here!
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 12:50 PM UTC
(...Comfortable...)
In resting...
Overlooking still night,
Wrapped blanket warm.
With two sweet arms,
-Lighting my cigarettes-
(...I am frozen...)
But...
She is so warm!
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 12:44 PM UTC
Eyes wandering awake
Laying still; at 3.55 am.
Blue lights flow into my room, like pouring wildflowers into warm milk!
Soft and sweet
...my thoughts are!
Music comes and connects with me, like the micro dust sleeping on my windowsill.
Alleviates,
all that I've been enduring!
Leaving no space at all...
Ambiance cradles me tightly, with sleepy eyes till' morning comes
But...
It turns 5.22 am
And...
It hits me...
Leaving a chill to crawl inside my spine, and my hands to grow restless!
It hits me...
hard
That all of these songs...
They are about you....
How you scared me then....
And I don't think I'll ever be the same .
...
So I simply,
Turned up the volume...
...
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 12:42 PM UTC
Simple,
And so devious.
The seven layers of skin;
That you hack your way into...
What's your problem today?
You know, I don't think I own one!
For my heart beats today;
For you.
A simple bit of praise,
Comes dripping out my mouth.
With a sample of love,
Into me,
Warm like a dark red morphine.
Simple,
And so refined.
The eleventh gap inside my ribcage;
You bury yourself deep into..
What's your violation today?
You know, I must of misplaced it at some point!
For my eyes went pixelated today;
For you.
A simple reminder,
Comes oozing from my core.
With samples of static,
Hits me hard,
Your the beauty in my world!
Oh,
My simple girl!
Do you know?
I'd give you my lungs...
Keep them clean!
Remember,
You breathe for me anyways...
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC