& today when
I sat to write down
my feelings,
I found that the
pen I carried had
no ink & the paper
was already drenched
with my tears
& so I scribbled my
thoughts with the blood
that dribble off my
fingers on these
rough walls that
caged my soul.
~your smiling queen :)
Dec 4, 2019
Dec 4, 2019 at 9:39 PM UTC
That was something strange
what I saw last night,
like the strips imprinted on Zebra
it was all black n white.
I banged my hand all around
just to escape from that scary place,
dreadful darkness surrounded me
as the new moon was on its lunar phase.
Neither I could sense my heartbeat,
nor I could breathe,
that frightening air suffocated me
& my feet were shivering from beneath
I found myself in a cemetery
where about thirty dead bodies surrounded me,
and among those, one I could identify
& that was unfortunately me
I ran from that haunted reality
but got stuck inside a grave
I cried with my choked voice -
"Please save me, please save! "
My dead body was lying near me
& my soul started to disappear
But then I woke up from that spooky dream
& I was sweating with fear.
~your smiling queen :)
Dec 4, 2019
Dec 4, 2019 at 9:34 PM UTC
He carries bits of stars in his veins
And they illuminate the night sky beside me.
I often tremble out of fear
But his eyes flicker in dark and guide me.
He paints a ray of sunshine through his smile
Although he endure agony but lied me.
He carries ointment of love in his heart
That heal the straches of my soul and delight me.
~your smiling queen :)
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 5:00 AM UTC
Nothing tastes sweeter than your lips.
~your smiling queen :)
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 11:41 AM UTC
"I love you!" He uttered with his low voice holding my hand in his hand.
It was 28 May 2019.
Aug 22, 2019
Aug 22, 2019 at 6:54 AM UTC
I gifted you my heart,
But you teared it apart.
I prayed for your happiness,
But you gifted me pain.
These broken pieces of my heart,
Will they ever join again?
Your lovely voice and cute smile attracted me,
Your face was the one I always desired to see.
You already know that my love for you was true,
And I know it was a little insane.
These broken pieces of my heart,
Will they ever join again?
The truth is I loved you and I still love you.
But you lied that you love me too.
I thought you'll come back.
But I was waiting for you in vain.
These broken pieces of my heart,
Will they ever join again?
~your smiling queen :)
Aug 22, 2019
Aug 22, 2019 at 6:49 AM UTC
Before you arrived in my life,
I rarely used to talk.
But now, I talk a lot.
And I talk only about you.
Before you arrived in my life,
I rarely used to share.
But now I share everything.
And I share it only with you.
Before you arrived in my life,
I rarely used to smile.
But now, I smile every second
And I smile just coz of you. ❤
~your smiling queen :)
Aug 20, 2019
Aug 20, 2019 at 8:32 AM UTC
You got your lovers and I got them too.
I said "No" to them coz I just love you.
But then too, you doubted my love and broked my heart.
You bought pains for my heart and you teared it apart.
~your smiling queen :)
Aug 20, 2019
Aug 20, 2019 at 8:24 AM UTC
Created a lot of memories
Another year passed
Yet a lot new to discover.
~your smiling queen :)
Aug 19, 2019
Aug 19, 2019 at 8:10 AM UTC
Vo ek mahine phle se birthday ki excitement is saal thodi kam thi
Birthday ke din bhi birthday bali feeling thodi kam thi.
Ab mai shayad childish se thodi matured ** gayi thi.
.
Har saal ki tarah is saal mom dad se kisi mehenge se gift ki zid nhi ki thi.
Unke dil se diye aashirwaad ki khushi hi bahut thi.
Ab mai shayad childish se thodi matured ** gayi thi.
.
Bachpana jane mai vaqt thoda jyada lag gya.
Jimmedariya samjhne mai vaqt thoda jyada lag gya.
16 saal ki ** gayi thi, thodi badi ** gayi thi.
Ab mai childish se thodi matured ** gayi thi.
.
Ghar ki problems samjhne lagi thi.
Ab thoda hi sahi magar sahi aur galat mai pehchan ne lagi thi.
Ab mai childish se thodi matured ** gayi thi.
.
Jo phle papa ke paise dosto ke sath udaya karti thi.
Aaj papa ke sapne pura karna chahti hu.
Ab mai childish se thodi matured hoti ja rhi hu.
Ab mai childish se thodi matured hona chahti hu......
~your smiling queen :)
Aug 18, 2019
Aug 18, 2019 at 10:14 PM UTC