the elephant in the room is one day you will come to pass
I hope there is a heaven for good men
you have been with me from the start
I could never live without you dad
i will carry you in my heart
Feb 20, 2024
Feb 20, 2024 at 7:19 AM UTC
I was watching October sky in mid July when I lost my self control
It's kind of funny how time goes by and we wonder why and where the **** did it go?
I'm sick of having my friends die
Been thinking of old times
They play like a movie in my brain
Why can't I just close my eyes so time can heal and waste away?
I can't seem to let it go
Feb 14, 2024
Feb 14, 2024 at 7:01 PM UTC
the road to hell is paved with good intentions
when do i begin to forgive myself from those i have done wrong
was i a blind youth or am i truly evil
i can only blame myself but i've only followed teen impulses
my heart is not my brain but when do i get to claim separation
can i blame it on my youth or is my youth blamed on me
Feb 14, 2024
Feb 14, 2024 at 6:49 PM UTC
flowing smile rewarded
flowing smile rewarded
love life safe eyes soul
ugly life safe myth light eyes smile
motions despise light life soul
pleased soul myth love pleased shadow soul shadow
ugly life safe myth light eyes smile
motions despise light life soul
pleased soul myth love pleased shadow soul shadow
life safe comfort soul
life light ugly safe
motions love ugly soul
soul rewarded soul motions
motions safe flowing life
Feb 14, 2024
Feb 14, 2024 at 6:37 PM UTC
For Melanie
Together is no more
When supper is simply a food mix
When voice changes are an expectation
When the broken cannot be fixed
And the time spent away becomes a sensation
Together is no more
When vacations are a dread
When the car rides are silent
When the Little League stands are dead
And the heads grow heavier
Together is no more
When the bruises get darker
When fuel comes in glass
When walking home seems harder
And everyone longs for the past
Together is no more
When the therapy is snorted
When the tree gets chopped
When the nerves are shorted
And the cycle cannot be stopped
Together is no more
When a home becomes real estate
When the composure breaks
When the lover is now a mate
And Lucifer raises the stakes
Together is no more
When the candle burns out
When hatred is the only sight
When existence is a doubt
And anger silences light
Together is no more
When unity is tossed
When fear is the only notion
When family is lost
And love is a mere distortion.
Apr 11, 2018
Apr 11, 2018 at 12:42 AM UTC
The winds of change blow through my hair a simple remainnissance
Like the memory of human touch on soft skin
Like the compiled guilt of sin
Surrounded by expectations and failed attempts
The chapter cannot be ended without lifting the quill
Such a fire like this cannot be started without the tense wood
The light cannot turn on without a thousand tries
And even a suicide cannot occur without a craving to die
This is not a white flag nor a
It is rekindling what was once lit
Putting my skills to the test
Because change cannot happen for those who do not persist
Apr 10, 2018
Apr 10, 2018 at 11:51 PM UTC
Climbing through the windows of one's soul
It should be thought their sunglasses were stuck deep inside the couch of their home
Because the story cannot be read unless the frames are right
And the past cannot be heard without a sense for tone.
The good die young, there is no simpler way
And the simplicity of innocence, ***** by man's lust
Once heavenly, now dismal at best
Webster's entry burned at trust
Ash remains from the evils of humanity
Fear dwells in the shadows
The forceful transition to reality
Leaves nothing but the deafening blindness of truth
But where the sea meets the horizon
Stands a beautiful phoenix of two
That torches the dark
And mends the heart of loneliness
Oct 5, 2016
Oct 5, 2016 at 10:22 PM UTC
The beauty of the world is not found in makeup
But merely the naked faces and true inner colors
The happiness of the world is not found in dependent love
But merely the personal security of the soul
The peace of the world is not found by the debasement of all evil
But merely the patience of those eager to settle contrasts
The uniqueness of the world is not found by being different
But merely respecting those who are
The reality of the world is not found through scorning the past
But merely admiring the lengths reaches since
The perfection of the world is not found through dreamed ideals
But merely the belief they can be reached
The world is not found 100 million miles from the sun
But merely on the faces of its amazing children
Jul 19, 2016
Jul 19, 2016 at 10:22 PM UTC
There are hollow pieces of carbon
With much more depth than skin deep
Where the memories seem to creep
In science, lies bone marrow
But this one human remains hollow
His blood no longer flows
The passive movement of his legs
Is only supported by the intake of kegs
His head is in a constant pound
But he does not even make a sound
His heart is frozen in time
Collapsed in the graves of yesterday
No words are needed to say
Because he knows the clock of his lives
Has severed his innocence & struck nine
The light that illuminated his surround
Drew him like a helpless little fly
Without the possibility to die
Infatuation on the 28th of December
Turns into a time that hurts to remember
Changed by the Earth's full cycle
Left limping by the skin of his teeth
Because she had no intentions beneath
The old tunes are daggers to his sane
To make due, grey matter was drained
The hollow boy in a shell
Stuck in a nightmare with his fears
As his memories burned and seared
Black hollow she left became his brain
And light she turned out became the perpetuating migraine
Jan 1, 2016
Jan 1, 2016 at 10:21 PM UTC
My warm face stares off and away
The numbness in my eyes
Covers over the words i cannot say
And the spirit in me slowly dies
Adolescence caught up with me
The routines of my life are a smoke
To the internal affairs that no one can see
And the stability I've "had" is a simple joke
The contours of her very face
Are a fading a scar on my brain
My emotions are a hopeless case
And I'm the furthest away from
sane
It's coming close to about a year
And the days just waste away
For I no longer own a tear
The color she gave me has faded to gray.
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 10:05 PM UTC
