I haven't slept, nor do I want to
For fear of being casted into the roaring seas
And crashing into the high rocks
I fear the roaring heartaches and
Sudden images flashing like lightning
In this ravenous storm my heart slumbers
The tides caressing my eyes to close
And swiftly take me into the arms of the sea
Unfathomable things collide in my mind
My thoughts poisoned with fear
Swept into the cold, tethering darkness
Gravely I embrace the poisonous serpents that
Poises around my ribs, and fills my lungs with water as death fills life
Loving figures turned fiends and
Worser still myself and I
The hurling tides now may begin to calm and
Hold me in it's arms, calling as it speaks
Soft etches across my neck and open beaches
Tender warmth embraced in the lighthouse's chest
Safety and happiness wraps around me, the waves pulling me further into my darkest depths
I fear it's not just a dream, only a dream I cannot obtain
May 16, 2020
May 16, 2020 at 11:52 PM UTC
Fly away with me
allow me to extend
my arms around
you snd keep you
safe
make you happy
make you loved
- SkullsNBones
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 11:05 PM UTC
Darling,
I'm tired
Tired of long nights
Yearning to be free
Tired of an aching heart
Unable to be pulled out
Oh darling,
My feet bleed from
trying to catch up
Darling when will
I be free?
Oh darling,
I'll be free when I reach the stars
Reach your burning smile
When I actually mean
something to you...
- SkullsNBones
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 11:03 PM UTC
There's love in this hate
Passion in the flames
I'll be the monster that hurts you,
The lover of your desires
And you the change that makes me better
To be the guardian and swear to protect you,
Shield you and have you as mine
There's others that deserve you
Your sweet eyes and caring soul
But no one will love as strong as I
We tear down the castle walls
Storm the castle and conquer our siege
Oh of course, darling,
I still love you,
Though you're in his arms instead of mine
- SkullsNBones
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 11:57 PM UTC
I feel so nauseated
I hate the smell
that consumes me,
but I yearn to breathe
I feel trapped and sick
when thinking about them
My desire for happiness is so strong,
my weakness is used against me
I feel poisoned,
heart against mind
I'll die of a broken heart
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 11:25 PM UTC
You'll be okay,
Take my hand and follow me into the water
Swim with me into the depths
Feel your body become the waves
Pretend to be the light that
Shimmers from above
Everything will be alright
Until you forget how to breathe
Suffocate and drown
- SkullsNBones
Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 1:27 AM UTC
I saw a man on a hill
Overlooking a valley that stretched over miles
With tears drenched on his cheeks
I knew by the shovel in his hand
And the mound beside his feet
He was sad
The gravestone was nameless
And when I peered over to see
There was nothing there
That's when I saw a man take his life
Falling thousands of feet into hell
But I thought he was an angel
He wasn't sad,
He was in pain.
And I didn't realize that in time.
So I took myself and stood on a hill
Overlooking a valley that stretched over miles
With tears drenched on my cheeks
I didn't know why but
I held the shovel in my hand
Beside the hole in the ground
I was sad
I wanted to **** myself
I hate myself
They didn't know,
That I was in pain.
And didn't realize that this time.
- SkullsNBones
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 11:34 AM UTC
you're the moon in my dark sky
the happiness in my sadness
the highlight of my life
the arms around me to hide my fears
your smile that drives me to laugh
the sound of your heartbeat that soothes me
I love you beyond doubt and measure
explicit beyond these tattered pages
I love you,
my moon, stars, and everything
Oct 22, 2018
Oct 22, 2018 at 5:18 PM UTC
Tugging at the empty void,
In hoping there might be something else
Something more to call your own
You keep your eyes open,
As if the more you look the more you see
But the more you see,
All you see is darkness
Your failures and incorrect fragmentations
Oh woe with me,
these scars run oh so deep
What hope is there for me?
Perhaps I can call someone "friend"
hold their hand and
have my first kiss
I dream, I dream, I dream
I dream of something more
Beyond the realm of truth
Tugged this way and that
I'll be stuck in my own discretions
My own damages, my own keys
A singular phrase breaks my wounded mind
As if someone actually cares
About what lies beneath this wickedness
Carry on,
Breathe
Smile.
Carry on,
Breathe
Smile.
and repeat.
Repeat.
Repeat
repeat.
Until the feelings I have lost
The warmth of your embrace
The hope I find once again
Oct 22, 2018
Oct 22, 2018 at 5:13 PM UTC
Devour
The angel called my name
So I invited her in
The demon now posses my soul
What sweet melodies
Now make me want to bleed
Bury me six feet under
My body is numb and
I've lost control
Carry me through this dark world
Let me devour you
Consume you and take your soul
What have I become?
You can't ****** it or bury it
I am unstoppable
Let me persuade you
Fight the beast
Break the human in me
Cage the monsters
Devour
Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 12:59 AM UTC