Sick - Hello Poetry

“Okay you can stop now I’m uncomfortable” It’s like my scream couldn’t even be heard underwater And even if they could no one would hear them My body was stuck and I felt like I was just withdrawing from life My bones ache and remorse from the bruising My heart breaks and hurts from the lashings “You didn’t STOP Why didn’t you just STOP. That’s all you had to do and I’d be okay” I am nothing more than a ******* shell now and that’s all I’ll ever be all because of you I constantly feel alone with any man who tries to love me I’ll constantly be accused and feel like every last thing will always be my fault My soul will always be tainted and brittle You did this Because you couldn’t stop.

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Dec 18, 2018

Dec 18, 2018 at 3:50 AM UTC

Stop.

“Okay you can stop now I’m uncomfortable” It’s like my scream couldn’t even be heard underwater And even if they could no one would hear them My body was stuck and I felt like I was just withdrawing from life My bones ache and remorse from the bruising My heart breaks and hurts from the lashings “You didn’t STOP Why didn’t you just STOP. That’s all you had to do and I’d be okay” I am nothing more than a ******* shell now and that’s all I’ll ever be all because of you I constantly feel alone with any man who tries to love me I’ll constantly be accused and feel like every last thing will always be my fault My soul will always be tainted and brittle You did this Because you couldn’t stop.

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Hi, I want to steal three things from you. Your soul Your Heart, and your last name.

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Jun 20, 2016

Jun 20, 2016 at 1:25 PM UTC

Take away

Hi, I want to steal three things from you. Your soul Your Heart, and your last name.

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I sit for hours contemplating what it is to feel loved did I ever truly experience this? I don't mean loved by family, I'm italian of course I feel love from them But what about that one boy I dated? Did he ever even love me... Or did he just pitty me..

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May 20, 2016

May 20, 2016 at 10:22 AM UTC

Here nor there

I sit for hours contemplating what it is to feel loved did I ever truly experience this? I don't mean loved by family, I'm italian of course I feel love from them But what about that one boy I dated? Did he ever even love me... Or did he just pitty me..

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It's something bitter you give me It's like this toxic.. aching. I've felt this before, but I felt it when I first felt heartbreak.

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May 20, 2016

May 20, 2016 at 10:19 AM UTC

You seem familiar

It's something bitter you give me It's like this toxic.. aching. I've felt this before, but I felt it when I first felt heartbreak.

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I'm sitting here doing the same old thing breathing (barely) I'm happy to be sitting here breathing but Not happy about taking in toxins I told you I loved you Maybe im incapable it's the same thing as a guy who can't get it up. Do you stay with him, knowing his ***** will never truly satisfy your ***** selfish hunger? Or do you leave and find better? or A woman who has no confidence in her body and can't **** you. Do you love her and try to get her to see beauty? or do you go for the next **** who loves her body and would give you hours of endless ********** I think we both know what anyone would do. It's ****** Like me, like my heart, like my attitude.

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Apr 23, 2016

Apr 23, 2016 at 7:26 PM UTC

Still Hurting

I'm sitting here doing the same old thing breathing (barely) I'm happy to be sitting here breathing but Not happy about taking in toxins I told you I loved you Maybe im incapable it's the same thing as a guy who can't get it up. Do you stay with him, knowing his ***** will never truly satisfy your ***** selfish hunger? Or do you leave and find better? or A woman who has no confidence in her body and can't **** you. Do you love her and try to get her to see beauty? or do you go for the next **** who loves her body and would give you hours of endless ********** I think we both know what anyone would do. It's ****** Like me, like my heart, like my attitude.

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I sat in the kitchen floor and traced it's outline every touch felt like a wrong-doing every glance felt like a stab wound. He loves me and he keeps me strong. He's just trying to toughen me up He wants me to be bold. He wants me to kiss him and do strange things that i'm not okay with He wants me to dye my hair and wear pearls. He loves me. He did on accident. I promise. He won't do it again. I have faith in him. I have faith in us. He put's the I in pain but he puts the pain in me. In my eye, in my heart on my ******* and in my mind but he loves me. and we're okay

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Apr 17, 2016

Apr 17, 2016 at 11:43 PM UTC

Blue

I sat in the kitchen floor and traced it's outline every touch felt like a wrong-doing every glance felt like a stab wound. He loves me and he keeps me strong. He's just trying to toughen me up He wants me to be bold. He wants me to kiss him and do strange things that i'm not okay with He wants me to dye my hair and wear pearls. He loves me. He did on accident. I promise. He won't do it again. I have faith in him. I have faith in us. He put's the I in pain but he puts the pain in me. In my eye, in my heart on my ******* and in my mind but he loves me. and we're okay

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When you're breaking when you can barely feel your throat from holding back tears lay back sink down and close those pretty litle eyes it's a better feeling than an ****** it's a better high that those drugs can give you it's true healing natural

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Apr 12, 2016

Apr 12, 2016 at 5:33 PM UTC

Substance

When you're breaking when you can barely feel your throat from holding back tears lay back sink down and close those pretty litle eyes it's a better feeling than an ****** it's a better high that those drugs can give you it's true healing natural

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Dear brain, I'm so sorry I over think. I am sorry I abuse you from time to time. I am sorry I give you the power to control me. I am apologetic for all the mornings you don't want to be. Im sorry for the times you hurt but is it me doing this to you, or you to me? I'm sorry you don't get along with my heart. Dear Heart, I'm sorry I allowed you to get hurt. I'm so so sorry he hurt you and I gave you to him. I gave you away like nothing, when you are literally my everything. I'm sorry. I tried to fight for you. I tried to keep you as safe as I could. Now that I've got you back I'll never let you go again. Dear body, I'm sorry you've been through hell. I am sorry you've been hurt, and had scars lacing you. I am sorry. I just want you to forgive me.

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Mar 8, 2016

Mar 8, 2016 at 11:01 AM UTC

Forgive me

Dear brain, I'm so sorry I over think. I am sorry I abuse you from time to time. I am sorry I give you the power to control me. I am apologetic for all the mornings you don't want to be. Im sorry for the times you hurt but is it me doing this to you, or you to me? I'm sorry you don't get along with my heart. Dear Heart, I'm sorry I allowed you to get hurt. I'm so so sorry he hurt you and I gave you to him. I gave you away like nothing, when you are literally my everything. I'm sorry. I tried to fight for you. I tried to keep you as safe as I could. Now that I've got you back I'll never let you go again. Dear body, I'm sorry you've been through hell. I am sorry you've been hurt, and had scars lacing you. I am sorry. I just want you to forgive me.

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Did you ever really heal from what he did to you?

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Jan 19, 2016

Jan 19, 2016 at 11:10 AM UTC

I used to care

Did you ever really heal from what he did to you?

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I saw the way thine eyes told of misfortune the bitter stories they told were of cold aching pains like the winters eve taking in a cold embracing Of not do lips tell a sweet truth they only ever give a taste of a lie but thine eyes, thine eyes they told me you were hurting and needed a friend they whispered to me that you had a soul you couldn't mend you shone fairest outside but inside you were dying,decreasing in abundance I saw thine inside but outside you were smiling its a puzzle how quietly a heart may break when it feels like being impaled with a stake when you love something this is true, never love someone, without loving you.

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Jan 19, 2016

Jan 19, 2016 at 10:51 AM UTC

Heartbreak, cold heartbreak, go away

I saw the way thine eyes told of misfortune the bitter stories they told were of cold aching pains like the winters eve taking in a cold embracing Of not do lips tell a sweet truth they only ever give a taste of a lie but thine eyes, thine eyes they told me you were hurting and needed a friend they whispered to me that you had a soul you couldn't mend you shone fairest outside but inside you were dying,decreasing in abundance I saw thine inside but outside you were smiling its a puzzle how quietly a heart may break when it feels like being impaled with a stake when you love something this is true, never love someone, without loving you.

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