a 5000second hug
Breathing in deep
intoxicated by your smell
I asked the moon for you and Venus too
I look up into your eyes
glimmering with a hint of emerald
my ear to your rapid heart beat, your arms locked around me
tracing your check bone with my fingers
lingering eye delights on each line and curve and freckle
Dimples..
I have to close my eyes
This cant be real
We were separated for all of space
that was the deal
You smile even harder
I should have known
Only we could realign the stars for a hug
The bliss over flows from my eyes onto my check
Your gentle hand sweeping wild auburn hair curls out of my face,
Lips meeting forehead.
I cant breathe
am I breathing?
Im laughing now.
”thank you” I whisper
Close my eyes and settle into your arms.
The calm radiates from my soul.
Surreal, I dreamt of this.
My beautiful fallen angel
wrap me in your wings for all of time.
Jul 13, 2018
Jul 13, 2018 at 10:31 AM UTC
I surrender to your current
take me under
if you will
I am yours
in every time line
forever
always
still.
May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 5:35 AM UTC
You dont know the empty cold place you have left,
your brothers and I.
On days you feel like no one loves you,
I know you think of it all. Remorse, distrust; ears ringing
and you cant find your lungs....
you shake yourself out of it, you always do.
No ones better at smiling through the pain than you.
The show must go on.
Tuck your hair back
tell your self to straighten up.
But the lingering emptiness is with in your soul too.
You dont trust your self to fly..
not barley gotten wings.
So much pride.
The very pride that keeps me from sending this letter,
was also born with in you.
If you used the self preservation and that beautiful iron will,
you could lead us all to heaven or hell..
so many call out to you,
none more than I.
Dont feel so sorry for your self,
if you knew the tears that have been wasted,
or not;on you.
Your light is needed,
the world has been bleak and gray for 600 days.
Feb 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC
in wooded summer bliss
time and air fall still
we met in suspected non-coincidence
eyes burning through shades
your soul stirs into me
like soldiers we stand
just for one moment
breathing it in
you hesitate when you leave
fate has a tie between us
it tugs and loosens
it is unbreakable
it never binds
Aug 29, 2017
Aug 29, 2017 at 3:36 PM UTC
Cosmic magnets
Long lived old ones
Star shifting
Universes collide
Supernova smile
Aug 29, 2017
Aug 29, 2017 at 11:37 AM UTC
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate that I cant stop ******* loving you.
May 10, 2017
May 10, 2017 at 12:53 AM UTC
I cannot believe
You would run away from
This
When you told me
That you knew it
Was everything
And
I refuse to
Give in to my
Humanity
For you
For ******* you
I listen
And if you were here
Instead of runaway
I would stand my ground
And tell you
As you wish
How wrong it is
To have gone away
When you
Know you
Have just abandon
Your own principality
For false
Peace
..
Fine
trade your god **** heroes for ghost
This war battles on without you
Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 3:39 PM UTC
You know **** well
That truth in our lips
Colliding and sparking
Supernova releasing
Every shred of stardust into
The dense atmosphere.
I feel it now still
Smoldering and sparking
On our souls
The everlasting light
Illuminating the darkest depths
Of the abyss.
Nov 3, 2016
Nov 3, 2016 at 3:41 PM UTC
Perhaps Ive been looking at this
with narrow eyes
Blinded by the distance
Too caught up in my impatience
To realize
the gift was in the days
The nights
The hours spent
In harmonious revelry
Nothing lost
That was ever unworthy of these things
And ever more under the wing
The gift of time
How different my heart would feel
With out
Your shadow to stir in its echoes
The distance that
Is not so far
That I cant still step out
And hear your
Jovial laughter on the air
Where did we leave this lie?
Or was it to rot before it was to die.
The magnitude of the emotion
Bigger than the loss
More prudent than its ache
The smile I cannot erase
Maybe the forest was
Hidden by these trees
the smoke
the brew
sweet cream and coffee memory of you
and your hand
when once we knew one another
and the worst of each other
in the best of times
never angry
never afraid
the distance is not the curse
the gift was the chance
we took
and lived
and do
frozen in time
hazy memories of a life lived
in its fullest
too fast
too big
too beautiful
to die
Nov 3, 2016
Nov 3, 2016 at 12:04 AM UTC
You stand at the top of the stair
Being pulled in directions, both
Your voice speaks
But I Hear your eyes
The beating of your soul
Lost some where
Between wanting to rip
The flesh from my bones
And laying me down in
Surrender to human desire.
My skin crawls with sweat
That has not broken the surface tension
We flow
Like bodies of water
Mountains between us
I trembled at your touch
And you relieved
Every pain
I brought you
The smile
Again
You came to save us both
But only
Reminded us what was evermore; unforgiven
But we make chit chat
About what is expected
Our guilt and lust battle
In subconscious oblivion
Though dense enough for the
Angels to walk upon
You
Trying to run
And trying to stay
I don’t plead nor
Will I beg
Yet in the hearts abyss
You have left me to bleed
I didn’t ask about your dreams
The nightmares of me.
Us.
You walk in mine
You stalk my heart
when I start to feel free
Im sure
Its mutual.
You came at my call
and stood here
In the darkest hall
You haven’t been here for a while
My heart rejoiced
To hear
You know
Its not the time
And won’t be
Till
The blood clots
And this numbness
Has taken over me
We.
And there you stand readied to leave
Hand twisting anxiously
In dark hair
Smile going on
For a century
How does the moon
Implore, her love
The glorious sun
To stay
In eclipse
When she knows
The entire world would suffer
I turn as you leave
We make light hearted joke
To hide the fight
Deep in our minds
As we break free
To wander alone through this
Galaxy.
Aug 23, 2016
Aug 23, 2016 at 9:22 PM UTC