I wait;
for life to feel more lively.
for when my love returns home safely;
for the job I need so badly.
Everyone of us are waiting;
For some one, something
Is life all about the patience that comes with it?
I wished to grow up
And see what life would throw at us.
30 years into it - I'm still learning how.
I take a step back and look at my life;
All the vivid colours;
The happiness, the sadness, the anxiousness
Whatever made me; Me.
Here I see;
my baby in my arms
Looking at me;
Like I am her whole world.
I look at my family;
Rooting for me, praying for me.
And so I stopped.
I stopped waiting for things to happen;
And let life go with the flow.
Nov 12, 2025
Nov 12, 2025 at 2:34 PM UTC
Write me a letter;
About all the things that haunt you.
Write me a letter;
About the adventures you have.
Write me a letter,
About the imaginations;
That you've created all so perfectly,
In that mind of yours, so fearlessly.
But most of all,
Write me a letter,
Telling me why you'd choose me,
To spend an eternity.
With love that you give out
So carelessly.
Jun 29, 2021
Jun 29, 2021 at 1:21 AM UTC
This emptiness,
This silence;
Will they ever go away?
Make it go away, I pray.
Is it okay to miss the chaos?
Is it okay to miss the uncontrollable thoughts?
Even the ones that I once badly fought.
Emptiness overcame me;
Mental shutdown was real,
It has made me numb;
where I cannot feel,
my breakdown.
My mind plays a series of images,
The moments we could've had,
The life we could've had.
The music I listen to
have been my only guide;
My therapist in need,
While I decide.
Where is home.
May 9, 2021
May 9, 2021 at 12:25 AM UTC
What you call love;
I call weakness.
Don't mind my bleakness.
I wasn't always this way.
Monsters make monsters,
I've heard somewhere.
I guess I am one,
with no love to spare.
Love makes you feel all kinds of things;
Yet not warned are we
'bout people
whose actions sting.
Correct me if I'm wrong,
but if that's love for you and this is for me,
I guess all it did was make me
Strong.
Mar 27, 2021
Mar 27, 2021 at 2:30 PM UTC
I remember you walking down the aisle;
Your eyes met mine,
As you graced me with your smile.
My heart beat so hard;
As you kept walking towards me.
I have never loved another;
Who'd made me weak to my knees.
This must be God's decree.
As I made my vows,
with you by my side;
I knew one thing was for certain,
Not even death would dare to take you;
Even if he tried.
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 3:16 AM UTC
Remember when we drove to that desert..
We pulled up a cloth from the back of the trunk and laid it out on the cold sand.
It was night time and we would lie to the world about our existence just to be together.
We would lay there staring at the full moon, trying to name the constellations as it shone so brightly and watch the clouds move as the wind carried them.
I noticed everything..i knew it wasn't gonna be forever..you and I.
I felt the shiver as the cool breeze brushed on our skin, as we laid there talking philosophies, theologies, shooting lame *** jokes at each other that only we understood.
And the stars...they would keep us company..
I loved the way the moonlight touched your skin..how the corner of your eyes wrinkled each time you smiled.
It made me smile.
There it was. That moment.
I wanted time to stop.
"Freeze!" I could hear my heart say.
The more I looked at him, the more happy I grew.
But then again, deep down I found myself worrying too.
I felt my heart sink.
I knew that this moment would be gone.
Time wouldn't wait and yet again, he would be gone.
Mar 12, 2021
Mar 12, 2021 at 10:45 AM UTC
What's it gonna take?
For me to enter your mind,
I've heard of a universe;
That you try so hard to confine.
What's it gonna take;
For me to make you smile
The crinkle in your eyes is enough;
To make anyone go wild
What's it gonna take;
For your eyes to meet mine;
There is serenity in them
That I cannot fathom;
What's it gonna take;
For you to whisper my name;
My heart would burst into a thousand flames
And most willingly;
Abdicate.
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 10:34 AM UTC
The sound of your laughter,
the sound of the waves as it crashes the rocks,
A sunset with a purplish orange tinted sky;
Imagine all of these in one frame,
Thats where I want to be.
Thats where my heaven lies.
Mar 10, 2021
Mar 10, 2021 at 10:59 AM UTC
I am happy,
The way life turned out to be.
I'm finally catching up with my mind.
My heart doesn't have a mind of its own anymore.
The conflicts that have made me miserable have disappeared;
"At ease", said the universe.
And I'm back on track.
Life, don't hit me no more.
No more uncertainties.
I've been through enough for this lifetime.
Mar 10, 2021
Mar 10, 2021 at 10:50 AM UTC