Not an hour goes by that I don't think about you,
The World is falling apart
But all I want is you
I will always be in the place we met
Waiting for you to return to me.
Apr 2, 2020
Apr 2, 2020 at 5:54 PM UTC
My heart is crying today
Torrents of tears run down my cheeks
I miss you so deeply
You filled my days with sunshine
Now all that's left are clouds
I miss my beautiful friend
I miss my sunshine
I miss the special beat of my heart
I wish you all the love in the world
Find your happiness and live in joy
My beautiful, beautiful friend.
Mar 18, 2020
Mar 18, 2020 at 8:22 AM UTC
When the darkness calls
it hits like a tidal wave
of deep black water
engulfing my very core,
washing over every cell
until all is lost.
When the wave settles
all that is left is numbness,
numbness of my heart,
numbness of my mind.
My eyes try to reach out to the world
but all that can be seen is grey.
When the light calls
it fills my soul with a blinding light,
warming my entirety
like a blazing furnace,
engulfing my spirit
until all is well.
When the light takes over
words rush through my mind,
bird song is so sweet,
colours are so intense.
My eyes reach out to the world
and all is beautiful.
My insanity is my sanity
day is night,
night is day.
I wouldn't change a thing about it
because this is me.
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 7:13 AM UTC
I miss waking up to you,
I miss falling asleep thinking about you,
I miss our laughter,
I miss our tears,
I miss your stories,
I miss your calmness,
I miss your kindness,
I miss your kinks,
I miss your love,
I miss you my love,
I miss you.
Jan 26, 2020
Jan 26, 2020 at 5:07 PM UTC
All by chance I found a candle,
It stood so perfectly and it's flame shined so bright.
The warmth of it's glow warmed my soul, As it slowly burned it melted my heart.
Now the wick is dying and it's glow is fading away.
My heart cries as it breathes one last breathe.
It's light and warmth may have left my side,
but my love will always remain.
Jan 26, 2020
Jan 26, 2020 at 12:19 PM UTC
I didn't want you to blow my mind.
I didn't want you to make my heart explode.
You walked away from the carnage
And now I'm left picking up the pieces.
Jan 24, 2020
Jan 24, 2020 at 8:11 PM UTC
This old heart
Has beat a lifetime of beats,
Cried a torrent of tears,
And roared with exuberance.
This old heart
Has loved you for a lifetime,
Has yearned for your love,
And has melted into your soul.
This old heart
Will forever be yours.
Jan 24, 2020
Jan 24, 2020 at 4:53 PM UTC
An angel entered my life
and set my soul alight.
He brought me into the light
with his warmth, kindness and laughter.
I left the darkness and found the light
and now my world is beautiful and bright.
Now it is time for him to leave
and save another soul
but I will always hold his love
in my heart.
Jan 10, 2020
Jan 10, 2020 at 4:14 AM UTC
Last night I was alone,
surrounded by people
but desolate.
You were with me
but you weren't there
Where were you?
What happened to the days
we spent together
laughing and loving.
I long to recover our love
two souls together
endlessly entwined.
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 10:28 AM UTC
Will you sit with me on this broken bench?
As the sun's rays shine through the Autumn leaves
and reflect upon the gentle flow of the river.
Will you hold my hand on this Autumn day?
As the rain gently drops from the clouds above
and patters on the plants below.
Will you hold me tight and keep me warm?
Will you keep me safe in our tranquil haven?
Will you hide with me away from the world?
Will you?
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 8:52 AM UTC