Trapped in the same cycle,
aching to be free.
Anger, grief, and fear
keep pulling back at me.
Seasons fall like leaves
from every broken tree.
Childhood snow has melted,
lost its purity.
Still I search for something,
someone I can be.
Echoes of a past
that never grants release.
Time coils and bends around me,
endlessly.
Shadows whisper softly,
shaping what I see.
In dreams my soul wanders
through a forgotten sea.
Light dissolves to mist,
and I drift silently.
Every silent battle
hides a deeper plea.
Wandering through the night,
seeking a place
beyond eternity.
Ş.Ü
Mar 21
Mar 21, 2026 at 9:50 AM UTC
Life is unfair, a merciless snare,
it is a weight we are forced to bear.
A ruthless storm beyond repair,
a fleeting breath of borrowed air.
Many cradle hate in hollow eyes,
others cloak their truth in sweet disguise.
Souls sell themselves for a fragile prize,
countless hearts bury hope where innocence dies.
Several linger in silent dread,
others run from words unsaid.
Broken faces smile while faith has bled,
many lie awake with ghosts in bed.
Certain spirits break but never show,
others conceal scars none will know.
Many plant grief where sorrows grow,
and countless reap what they did not sow.
Notice the moon as it softly gleams,
as sunsets burn in golden streams.
Stars awaken quiet dreams,
while life slips by like whispered beams.
Time will not pause, nor will it stay,
it steals our breath and fades away.
So live with fire while you may,
for your page will turn one final day.
Ş.Ü
Feb 22
Feb 22, 2026 at 11:10 AM UTC
You spoke of deceivers as if you were wise,
warning of damage hidden behind disguise.
You described their silence, their calculated lies,
how they vanish in shadows and weaponize goodbyes.
You claimed you were different, morally high-rise,
a seeker of truth with honorable eyes.
But ego loves mirrors more than it loves advice,
and virtue can be a beautifully polished device.
You offered soft words, measured and precise,
wrapped in affection warm as paradise.
Warmth without courage turns quickly to cold ice,
and comfort without honesty comes with a price.
Strange how the loudest voices criticize
the very reflection they refuse to recognize.
Condemning the mask while perfecting the guise,
building a kingdom of carefully curated replies.
You prayed for the “real one,” spoke holy and nice,
but hid behind distance, as timid as mice.
Truth knocked once, perhaps twice,
but ego chose silence over sacrifice.
One day the performance will no longer suffice,
no audience left to applaud your artifice.
And there in the quiet, no filters, no ties,
you will meet your reflection without compromise.
No sermon, no stage, no flattering lights,
just you and the weight of what you despise.
And perhaps in that stillness, stripped of disguise,
you will finally see truth through unguarded eyes.
Ş.Ü
Feb 15
Feb 15, 2026 at 7:40 AM UTC
Small water droplets hanging in the air, embracing hills at twilight.
Swaying shadows of roses coloured white.
Feeling the coldness of your heart as you hold me tight.
Evergreens silhouetted on a full moon night.
Stars lighting up the heavens with different colours creating a symphony of delight.
Your freezing hands caressing my skin as I slowly become paralyzed.
Hearing whispers around me trying to understand it in my mind.
The sounds of birds suddenly awakening me from slumber to a life full of spite.
Ş.Ü
Jan 11, 2025
Jan 11, 2025 at 11:27 AM UTC
Sacrified everything she had, yet it remained the same.
Ceased expecting anything, indifferent she became.
Ceased expressing preferences, feeling it is pointless.
Silence born from exhaustion and hopelesness.
Unaware of what was evil.
His tainted soul being deceitful.
Destroying everything alive, planting seeds of grief.
As she became someone she barely recognizes, a reflection of his needs.
Never ending feeling of emptiness.
Fate whispering to loneliness.
Dreams abandoned, laughter, flowers fade.
Remembering who she is, knowing she will never be the same.
Detachment turning into contempt.
Finally allowing her to recognize his true scent.
Ş.Ü
Dec 7, 2024
Dec 7, 2024 at 7:35 AM UTC
Sitting by the black window staring outside, watching people go by.
Looking at the birds flying free and careless in the clouded sky.
Rain falling slowly, hitting the window with a whispering sound and I ask myself: 'Why?'
Like the raindrops falling slowly from the sky, teardrops start falling slowly from my eyes.
All those years lost as I was running to catch up with time, carrying my bleeding heart as I again tried.
Frustration, anger, sadness running through my veins as the last remaining feelings of love, compassion, affection die.
As I turn to see my face in the mirror, sad eyes turning cold as ice.
Numbness in my soul as the rain fades away sky-high...
Ş.Ü
Dec 2, 2024
Dec 2, 2024 at 12:34 PM UTC
Fallen snow covering rooftops, pigeons walking on tiles, claw prints intertwined.
Water changing colour becoming ice, scattering light.
Air being trapped on the tips of ice crystals, appearing a beautiful white sight.
Cold wind blowing with a loud whispering sound, hurting my mind.
Triggering memories of a lifetime with you, years and years rewind.
Waking up from the pain in the past, my aching heart confined.
Wavelengths of red, orange and yellow releasing the sun, becoming free as the moon appears bright.
Ş.Ü
Nov 27, 2024
Nov 27, 2024 at 2:18 PM UTC
Emotionless eyes that have the colour of wind, looking in mine...killing me from inside.
Why do I feel so tired all the time?
Seeing everything you do, being blind.
Fearing your unstable mind, destroying mine.
Whispering in my ear: 'Deny'.
The sadness oh the sadness...comes and goes flood tide.
Going insane, stuck in an endless cycle trying to get outside.
Going through my anguished brain, anger and hate taking over leaving sorrow behind.
Ş.Ü
Nov 23, 2024
Nov 23, 2024 at 11:57 AM UTC
Like the wind stroking leaves, causing it falling from the tree.
Like water kissing fire, extinguishing it suddenly.
Like snow touching ground, melting slowly.
Like the moon meeting the sun, covering it completely.
So was your love, poisoning me intentionally.
Trusting blindly, while you consumed my soul cruelly.
My heart surrendering passionately, only to be destroyed fiercely.
My mind embracing loneliness, determining my destiny.
Ş.Ü
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 4:30 AM UTC